- Roz -

Oh My.. Money!!

2012-01-20T14:22:00.002+08:00

Oh God.. I just had an epiphany of what my life lacks.. or actually is more to what I WANT!!

As sadly as it may seem, I am the type that thinks.. "and wishes".. the world resolves around my not-so-special self.. I mean, who wouldn't, eh?

Other people seem to think that they need Love, Care, Money, Sex... Security, Comfort, Popularity.. etc etc.. Whatever it is lah, so many things.. I am lazy to list everything out cause I am having major stomach-ache right now and I am wiggling my legs as I type this blog down! Ahhhh sweet balls!! It hurts!!

p/s : the fucking problem is, I don't even know if I need to go take a crap or my stomach hurts just because I have been eating so many spicy food.. Owww.. Damn it!

Okay!! On to what is important.. My life lacks..

- warmth

I mean, I am a lovable person, once you get to know me.. Ask all my friends, they will all say I look like a stuck-up retard bastard, but I am sweet in the inside.. So sweet, even my best friend Daniel calls me a man-whore.. Literally, a MAN-WHORE! ( I wonder if this will make me sound bad.. cause I don't really want people to talk about me that much.. hmm.. figures.. )

- Money

basically sums it all up.. yeah.. i know I will talk so much in this part.. I mean, come on.. Be realistic.. Money plays a very very major role in life today.. Ever heard of the saying, No Money No Talk? Yeah sure you do.. Its so famous now.. People use it everyday.. And me, I am different.. No money, no life.. Can't do anything without money, people..

Even to love, you would need money.. Okay okay.. Love generates to many many little path.. Got pure love, got sex, got dating, got many lah.. Thing is, every love need money.. For example, to get a girlfriend or boyfriend, also need spend money le! If not, its no money no talk! Lu boh lui u jiak sai lah!

I am scared of that.. If my beau' was screaming at me those very words in public, I think I can cry.. :(

Imagine the embarrassment lah..You dress so smartly and parade around with a girl/boy; chest tucked out feeling like you are the luckiest person in the world and this happened! Fcuk off! Just the thought of it makes me cringes.. Eww.. So like, in a nut shell, as you all know it, no need to deny anymore, the truth is that NO MONEY NO LIFE!!

And the thing with money is, you can buy anything.. Everything is money now, can buy anything with money lah, sex also can buy with money.. Money money money!! Its a rich man world!! Wow I just wish ( everytime everyday actually ) that I am a rich guy!! Weewww what wouldn't I buy???? Hahahaha!! ( and yes, I am laughing now.. and I know I am such a messed up kid.. )

Aiyaaahhhhh just basically what I need most in my life is money lah.. Easier said right? Money money money.. I have money then I am happy already.. So easy to satisfy.. Hahaha..

I am in the airport now, magically so.. why? Because I started writing this blog last night, but stopped halfway to watch Glee instead.. Don't get too excited yet, I am only watching the re-run of Season 1.. Somehow in the midst of my hectic life, I have never been able to find time to watch Glee.. Which is pathetic I might say, considering I liked the episode, just lack the time and maybe, motivation to watch it?

I don't know.. You try and guess it for me.. :) ( fun right? weeeee.... )

Okay airport.. Airport.. It is a very very good place for "people watching", if you know what I eman lah.. So many people here to watch and to decipher.. Hehehe.. I just wish I am not alone at this moment so I can at least share my thoughts and ratty itty bitty.. It's no fun bitching alone..

So many people to look at and to bitch at; I wish I can take pictures!! Hahaha!! Once a while, or maybe more than once a while, you get to see some pretty beautiful, hot, handsome, cute, gorgeous, sexylious, sex-able, kiss-able, hug-able people that you just can't help but ogle at that person.. Only at that moment when you suddenly realized your face is filled with testosterone while looking staring at a person then you be able to look away..

Like right now I am watching this bunch of steward and stewardess

I have no idea where from but oh man.. They were beautiful.. Or at least some of them lah.. And then there is this gay looking guy

walked past by me.. Bitch!! Can't fool nobody with that outfit of

yours! Grr.. But seriously who cares? Told you, bitching alone is no fun.. I feel so lonely now.. Even that picture -------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

seems to be mocking me! Hate it.. Hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get the fuck away from me!!! Roooaaaarrr!!!

Seriously I have no idea what to do now.. I am waiting here in this airport ( KLIA ) without any sense of purpose.. Well my flight is at 3pm and its only 2.12pm now.. Hummm... Bored.. Oh wow that guy is hot!! Fcuk!! Y U WALK SO FAST?

I'm going to stop writing now and concentrate on watching people now.. Hahaha..

Bye..

Luv,

Roz.

Happy Chinese New Year people! Gong Xi Fa Chai!!

p/s : don't eat too much orangess!! <3

- which reminds me abt vitamin C.. I guess I talk abt that next time.. :)

Big Meany...

2011-09-06T18:08:00.000+08:00

My daddy is a big meany, heartless, soul-sucking monster who knows no compassion!! ( Roaarr!! )

This morning I woke up at 6 cause I needed to send my sister to school but the thing is, I can't even walk straight for 10 seconds because I was having this fricking headache on, and a seriously runny nose..

Seriously not a good sign..

Told my sister to ask our Mum to send her to school instead.. and I crawled back to my bed to continue my snoozing..

Till it was somewhat 1hour later that I heard somebody banged on my door and I knew instantly that it was my dreaded Dad..

Struggled to get up and told him that I am sick, and was not able to go to the office..

And guess what was his reaction???

He got real angry and began lecturing me about not doing my job, and the progress reports' dateline is closing in.. Saying all this even after knowing I was figgin sick!!!

Ohhhh that brute!! He even asked me to go work in KFC if I continue acting this pampered!! I was like, WTF??? I can't even get sick without getting a scolding from him!! Fcuk!!

( wish i was cute as this little boi.. :( made me so jealous. )

So, in a nut shell, it was a very very bad morning.. Was soo down with headache, and I kept on sneezing in the office.. Loud loud sneezes.. Def' made me awkward.. :(

Hopefully I'll be better tomorrow... :)

Down..

2011-09-04T22:18:00.001+08:00

You made me feel so down...

I can't believe it, tell me i am dreaming that we are still we.
It was amazing said you were lucky that you found me.

It was on a rainy day that we met, you didn't have a place to go.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

And baby that will be my one last vow

WTF??

2011-08-24T15:26:00.004+08:00

Yeah! I would like to start my post with that!

WHAT THE FUCK???

Why do I have to be soo unlucky??? I mean, its like I have been cursed or something.. God!

Why me?? Why me Lord??

WHY ME??? ITS NOT FAIR!!!!

Just now while fetching my sister, I suddenly fell very very particularly sleepy.. And I have no idea what caused this.. Like, seriously.. I am usually attentive while driving but I have no idea what happened today..

I can't really remember though, but I know I was slowing down.. And maybe I closed my eyes for just 1 tiny mili-centi-metre-miniscule second.. and BUMP!!

FUCK YOU BITCH!!

I hit the bumper of somebodys car!! A soft bump lah, but its still a bump!!

I was like, OMG OMG OMG!! How the hell this happened to me???

I am soo soo dead!!

Stupid guy trying to ruin my already bad day.. Screw his white ass!! :(

Nooo!!!

Eugh shit..

Luckily the owner of the car that I hit, didn't press charges against me.. Well, her Proton Iswara survived without a scratch while mine got this huge ugly dent in the front!

So embarrassing.. She even asked me to be more careful next time.. Hahaha..

Even shook her hand in the end, I guess its her way of saying she is not angry and that she forgave me.. Hehehe good lady.. :)

But the thing is,

I have no idea how to tell this to Dad..

He would skin me alive!!

Aiyeeerrr~

Or I could just fix it with my salary, eh? :(

So stress!!!!

Long Long..

2011-08-22T10:55:00.002+08:00

Today is gonna be a very very long day...

Full of hard long and thick.. mmm.. day.. of work and procrastination..

Though i wouldn't mind whats served on the other end too.. LOL!

I am soo sleepy and thirsty..

This torture.. Man.. I'd take whipping and smacking anytime anyday, but this torture..

The one I'm having now, is just way too much..

Its blowing my mind.. Aaaaaa BLOW ME!!! (no pun intended, this time. )

What are you guys doing out there?

Feeling the Monday Blues as well?

Love,

Roz.

Poker Face~

2011-08-19T15:01:00.004+08:00

Hi, whats up everybody? Is everyone fine? Lol~ Don't mind me, I am just talking to anybody else.

Hahah.. So lame.. I know right?

Hrm.. It came to my attention today, that somebody said that I didn't care.. Or well, I showed no interest of the current biggest issue in my life.. Well not really mine alone, but involves 3 other people in my life..

It hurts.. And it stings..

Because I do care.. I just didn't showed my emotions and air my opinion about it..

Why? Why didn't I, you might ask?

Because that will be disastrous.. I am a walking time bomb full of emotions.. When I do show it, people might get swept away by it.. And everything goes boom.. Die..

Seriously I have my own thoughts and opinions, but in this matter, I really think its really up to the higher ups.. Its their choice.. Its their life.. Me? I will make the best out of it; I will find my own way.. Simple eh?

She asked me, who will I follow if the worse of the worse happens.. And I said, I will find my own way somewhere faraway.. I'll start my own life..

And I really think this is the best.. May be hard, and I know I will suffer.. No more shoppings.. Ahhh The horror!?!?!??!

But yeah, it'll do me good to stand on my own ground.. T_T"

Sucks!

A Letter to My Dog.

2011-07-10T01:53:00.005+08:00

Dearest Pochi,

How are you? I hope you are doing fine there.. All happy and fed-well.. And I seriously hope you are free from fleas and ticks.. It is very unfortunate if you find a friend in them, being nasty things they are.. Pests.. Bad for your health.. I don't want you to get sick.. Never in a million years..

Have you been good friends to the dogs that my cousin Girly and Ngin Ngiang have there? Please don't treat other dogs as your toy okay.. I've seen the way you handled the Garfield Plush Toy I gave you.. You bite him like there's no tomorrow.. But the weird thing is, I know how deeply attached you are to the Garfield.. You got mad once when I tried to take it away from you back in
Cyberia, right? I'll get you another one soon, okay? Its a promise.. =]

You are such a silly dog.. But you know I love you very very much..

You know whats regrettable? The fact that I cannot hug and talk to you every night like I used too, and let me tell you, I missed those moments every single day.. I missed them soo soo much.. You were my friend, always listening to my problems and my rants and never get bored..

And all those private moments we shared together.. Haha.. And you were the only one who saw me naked the most!!

Damn you.. Never keep your eyes closed when I'm changing clothes or after I am done with my bath.. Pervert.. :(

Someday when I get my own house, I promise I will bring you and live with me okay? Then we can live under one roof together again, like last time..

It will be soo much fun, right?? I can hardly wait..

Make sure you take good care of your golden fur coat.. Grooming costs soo much, you know.. Not cheap at all.. hehe..

Till then, hang on tight okay?

Love,
Rozan...

Nothing But a Visitor.

2011-07-01T18:22:00.003+08:00

I know I have always been a let down.. I admit it myself; I am... And sadly enough, it never occurred me to change into a better person, you know...

In my right mind, I am always Right.. I do whatever I want, practically because I know I could, and I would.. Nobody would object to what I want, and even if they did, I will always find a way to get what I want, no matter what the cost.. I know, I know.. I am living a completely ignorant life.. And took everything for granted..

I am currently back in my own home, in ol' Kota Kinabalu.. And yet, it is the strangest thing ever.. I just cannot get rid myself of this strange atmosphere.. Maybe this is just me, but I do feel unwanted here.. Like I do not belong here.. It is strange to be home, but not feel at home.. Guess this pretty much describe the title eh? I feel uneasy all the time, anxious beyond my wits; like something bad is going to happen any minute..

Plus the fact that there is no single speck of "proper" food in the house makes it any more worse.. By mean of proper food, I mean cereals, fruits, dairy stuff.. None of that!! How depressing.. All they seem to have are cupcakes, cakes, sugary biscuits.. Needless to say, they only contain sugar and carbs and I am having none of that..

But are they not food you serve to your guest?? You will not be serving your guests cereal and cheese and milk right?? What a weird choice of condiments right? Hahaha..

In the back of my mind, I wish I were back in KL.. Tucked safely in my room, alone.. I was secure, I was happy..

Too bad eh? :(

Anime frenzy!

2011-05-22T02:46:00.004+08:00

AAAHHHH why oh why is that when I am busy with my ever-keep-piling assignments do I find more interesting thing to do?

Right now I am caught up in a super anime frenzy!

Just spend times between assignments watching anime.. And more anime..

And I keep downloading new anime everyday.. My laptop is working very hard everyday just to satiate my hunger for anime.. Heheh~

And thanks to torrent for providing me with anime.. Really grateful..

( And thanks for being free.. Seriously, you have my undying gratitude.. )

Now I am downloading Pokemon Season 1.. ohhhh can't wait for it to be done!!

Weee!! Now I am off to watch Lucky Star.. While snacking on fries I just ordered, and received..

What a life.. =]

Curiosity Kills the Cat...

2011-04-30T00:49:00.005+08:00

But in MY case, it killed me!!

I tried smoking..

( I stole one from Shanna, I guess its hers? )

I smoked one.. Out of curiosity, you know..

And I swear to God, I am never gonna smoke again..

Why???

First, it made me cough.. Not just your normal run-of-the-mill cough, it was those awkward kind where you tried to act cool, but you ended up looking like an idiot..

Now picture me trying to hold my cough while holding a cig, blushing furiously..

Err, not a pretty sight.. :(

It hurt my ego, just a lil' bit..

Second, when I'm done with the cig, oh WOWW????

I got dizzy.. I was walking-swaying side to side..

Daym????

Luckily there wasn't anybody.. If not, I would have die of humiliation..

Third, the smell.. The cig smell kills.. I mean, I don't have any objection to people smoking near me, but when it radiates from me, from my mouth, from my body.. Oh boy.. Thats a no-go!!

That's all.. End of my rant..

Thanks for listening, or reading..

Cheers!!

Oh happy birthday Jenna!!! :D

Happy 30 years old!! Hahahahahahha!!!

( i'll tag you later in FB okay?? ^^ )

Cheers!!!!

Huh, what happened???

2011-04-29T16:20:00.003+08:00

There is surely something very weird and terrible happened today..

Cause I was calling for taxi non-stop since 11am till now.. but I got na-da!

I even fell asleep in the process and still yet, no taxi!!

What the fcuk is wrong with today????

Please don't give me "its fridays" shit! I ain't buying it! There's so many taxi around here..

Don't tell me they're all occupied!!

Aaahhh such a bummer! :(

Empty Promises...

2011-04-28T20:14:00.005+08:00

Like a routine, I would always promised myself to be more productive in the next semester, or current semester..

Sadly enough though, I guess the phrase "All talk and No action" suits me perfectly..

In fact, I managed to do all those things that I promised NOT TO DO.. Hahaha..

I slacked off..

I cut class..

I had fun..

I spent a lot.. ( Something that I never ever been able to get rid of, its a curse. )

and some other stuff, you know..

Yerr something needs to be done!

Brainwash me!! Torture me!! Anything!!

ANything so I can be a perfect student-ish type.. ^^

I wish things will be easier like that eh?

Oh I really miss the beach.. :(

I'm just weird like that..

2011-04-27T21:23:00.002+08:00

Need to start writing again.. Its been soo long..

So long has time passed, and so many things to be told.. Or kept secret.. Well, one of those things.. You know.. Private stuff..

And look where we are right now? Hahaha.. What a long journey.. Full of ups and downs.. It's almost the end of the road for some of us, getting ready to spread their wings.. Envious? No I don't..

For I am.. Well, stays the same.. =]

In some weird ways, I don't know.. I refused to move on.. When everybody is rushing t get on with life, I lay dormant.. And watch as people pass me by..

Weird.. I am so fcukin weird.. T_T"

2011-02-26T14:51:00.002+08:00

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you

& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go? You could have let me know

So now I'm all alone,

You could have stayed

but you wouldnt give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me

(How could you forget about me)

You got me feeling crazy (crazy)

How can you walk away,

Everything stays the same

I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me

Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance I can love you right

But your telling me it wont be enough

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Love,
Roz.

Pochi's Diary

2011-02-21T22:23:00.003+08:00

A Fun Day at the Beach! WOOFF!!

Hi, before I start of my journal, let me introduce myself.. Isn't that what people would usually do..? Introduce themselves..?

I wanna be known too you know.. I might just be Pochi to you, but theres a lot more to that than what you just have in mind!! I am more bigger and fluffier and woofier and definitely, more hairier than you!! ( note the sarcasm..? Hhaahha I am known to do that most of the time.. Love me.. )

I love to run, and eat treats because they're so yummy and tasty and sweet.. I don't know why my owner doesn't like it.. He bite into one of my treats bar last time, and he made this very ugly face after that.. I just can't get it??? They're so delicious! Why do you do the ugly face?? I hate you! You don't know how to appreciate good stuff!! Grrr!! WOOFF!!

Okay before I got tooo carried away.. Here goes..

-------- Fun day at the Beach ----------

I woke up this morning with a trace of saliva on my beautiful golden fur.. grrr... one of those days, I guess.. I've been having these nightmares these few weeks about me getting fat.. Oh god!! I was sooo freaked out!! Like you know, getting fat?? Me..?? A GOLDEN RETRIEVER?? A FAT GOLDEN RETRIEVER??? FAT AND LAZY???

NIGHTMARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! INTOLERABLE!!!

So like, at around 10 in the morning, i saw my owner came with his sister using their mums' car, the Awesome White Naza Sorento.. I like that car.. I wish I can drive that car one day, you know, like that film, Marmaduke? Oh I hate the actor.. His acting so bad.. I can do better.. Humph!!

So like, they were moving so fast.. Zooming in and out of the house, loading stuffs I don't really now..

Hey, I'm a dog okay??? I don't speak human..? I would have asked if I could, but they would just think I'm making noise and smack me.. Do you want to see me get smacked by Rozan???? DO YOU??? COULD YOU???

After somewhat 10minutes or more of packing and loading, Rozan finally turn to me and said, Come here Boy.. Sweetly enough that I fell for the charm..

He carried me gently, and put me into the back of the car..

And here, I felt scared..

( to be continued.. I need to go poo.. )

wooofff,

Pochi.

Love.

2011-02-19T01:02:00.000+08:00

Nothing beats the power of Love. ( Full Stop )

Roz has got a very big mouth...

2011-02-11T13:16:00.006+08:00

THAT REFUSES TO SHUT UP!!

Nice eh???

Hahaha..

As always, I am always in front of the laptop, looking and skimming through my Facebooks' data feeds and looking for something worth looking at..

Such as friends' status update.. Friends adding some friends.. And if they're worth looking at, I find myself hauled by a sudden urge of adding them as well.. ( weird stalker kind of urges.. aiyerr.. )

( till I just found out I accidentally called my COUSIN auntie.. and she replied with this chilli-padi sarcastic answer.. oh god.. sorry.. hehe.. )

Oh okay but thats not the point here..

I was skimming through till I saw this post from a person worth stalking at.. haha..

He posted something about an ANTI-VALENTINES DAY.. IN PUTRAJAYA!!

OH GOD!! THE HORROR!!

WHY OH WHY???

Here I'll post the link here so you can click on it and read it on your own.. ^^

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/10/nation/20110210212210&sec=nation&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4d53f10bcea2d355,0

Urm you did clicked on it right..?

Well so to say, why oh why..?

Why waste time fighting against something that has been going on for ages and ages..???

If this thing is illegal, shouldn't you been banning it since like, 1Centuries ago..?

You might as well say that we ( Muslims ) cannot celebrate Christmas and Deepavali or Chinese New Year because it is not our culture..

Then what happens to those with mixed blood, like me???

Hurm~

The thing is, we have been doing this Valentines Day tradition since like, ever... And its not because we were celebrating the fact that the Priest Valentines was killed for various reasons, but all the reasons was for love.. Surely we can accept that right..?

Some articles I found in the Net.

" One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.

According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first "valentine" greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl — who may have been his jailor's daughter — who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed "From your Valentine," an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France. "

I seriously see no reason why this is such a bad day, right???

For some of us, Valentines Day is a day where we can show our loved ones just how much we care for them and just how much we appreciate their company..

And is it our fault that some people treat that day as a sex day..?? As a day where they can have fun and forget all about their responsibilities..??

NOO!! It is not fair.. It is not our fault.. You have to know yourself and judge yourself before pointing fingers..

And is it only on this particular day that people would be having sex and having fun!?!?!

Again, the answer is a big NO NO!!!

They do it all year round, regardless of what day.. Don't you go blaming Valentines Day just for these reason.. Please don't tarnish the good name of St. Valentine just because of this..

He has nothing to do with it.. The real problem is the society nowadays..

Theres nothing we can do, unless we change ourselves..

And as always, the vicious cycle will always continue to turn, ever so slowly..

The past will become the future, the future will become the past.

Sadly as it may, but.. What can we do..?

I might have spoke out of lines here, but can't I voice out my opinion..?

Surely I have the right to speak out, right.?

If ever there are people who are offended by my thoughts and voices, I am deeply sorry..

But as the lines goes on and on, You Fight For What You Believe, and that is exactly what I'll keep on doing..

No Matter what..

Love,

Roz.

I Love You.

2011-02-11T02:15:00.001+08:00

Just because I do..

So here goes,

I LOVE YOU.

Something shocking about the already known.

2011-02-10T11:07:00.005+08:00

Oh God..

I knew it I just knew it!!

Something that is already known to me, but I kept it inside me...

For fear that it might "just" not be right...

This morning woke up with a tinge of irritation.. ( I hated waking up in the morning.. )

And when I checked my usual sites, Oh GOD!

So it is true..

But I guess I'll just keep it inside me, again...

It makes no great feats to spread it around..

Hahaha..

Aaarrgghhh but it irritates me so.. T_T"

I feel like pulling all my hair out when I found out about "that".. XD

( but I'll do it in a "sexy seductive way" so it'll leave a good impression )

You know, like one of those bitches having a super fit??

Or whip my hair around like that girl, whats her name? some Smith something..

I tried..

And I puked..

I can't even remember where I am after that.. >_<"

Cheers..

Love,

Roz.

VACANCY!

2011-02-08T22:25:00.005+08:00

Wanted :

- Male / Female to be my gym partner early in the morning and in the noon

( prolly around 6-9pm )

Looking like this will score you "extra" rewards.

- Must be able to survive long hours of mouth training - chatting

- Open-minded and funny

- Loves shopping as much as I do...

For details and inquiries please contact :

Roz@PleaseEmailMe.com

Thanks..

--------------------------------

But in the end, WHO AM I KIDDING!?!?!?

HHAHAHAHA!!

Love,

roz

Stupid Irritating PMS Ridden Bus Driver!!!

2011-02-03T00:39:00.005+08:00

I was on my way back home from Alamanda just now, using the bus, after a long long day of work when "it" happened..

Lemme fill in all the loopholes before that..

I'm working part-time in Quiksilver Alamanda.. ( teehee.. no discounts okay..? i can only give you the member discounts, 10% so don't get your hopes up.. )

Okay enough about loopholes...

I was on my way up the bus..

To be polite, I asked if the bus would be heading to Putrajaya Central, because I once board a bus and it doesn't head to Putrajaya Central.. It ended up with huge mess..

I suffered the worse.. (- 3 - )/'

So lets back to the main story..

So I asked him.. And he answered me in this super bitchy tones.. "Yeaaaaaaaaaaa.."

Naturally I would feel humiliated.. There was a long queue and I am, always will be a vain conceited super-self conscious person I will always be; felt very very utterly disgustingly humiliated!! BY A BUS DRIVER!! EEEWWW!!!

So I just chuck in the 50cents money into the thingy ( the place where you put in the bus fare.. )

and just strode off to my seat..

Daym bus driver.. Ruining my Chinese New Year mood.. :(

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I got a lot of comments today.. Some I quite like.. :p

I got a lot of "You tak dapat cuti ke boy..? " and a few "You bukan Cina ke..?"

Hahahah.. I guess lots of people thought I'm a Chinese boy and are surprised that I was still working and didn't get any holidays..

Sweet.. :p

Foods in Cyberia = Sucks!

2011-02-02T00:05:00.007+08:00

Okay I am not playing here but the foods in Cyberia, or in a larger content, CYBERJAYA SUCKS BIG TIME!!

They seriously don't look one bit like this.. :(

- Okay, I know they're not food, but I wouldn't say No to THAT! Hehehe.. -

But instead, foods in Cyberia looks like this!!

So daym oily and not varied.. :(

Even ordering soup also got many oil.. Euughh.. I hate it..

Normally people wouldn't make a huge fuss about foods here, but I do.. I guess its just the way I am.. I hate unhealthy food ( yeah, we all do.. but I don't think we have the willpower to avoid em'.. )

Cause they look so soooo good.. Mmmm~~

But I don't want these kind of foods anymore, I want DIM SUM, BAO, Mee soup.. You know..???

All those foods where you use as minimal of oil as possible..???

Can or not..?

So lazy eating oily food le.. It fills my eyes with anger at the sight of oil in my food.. :(

Please la someone, open some genuine Chinese restaur

ant in Cyberjaya.. I want those dim sum shop, the Chinese Mix Rice, the everything Chinese food.. or sushi.. or anything that is cooked without oil.. or less oil ( acceptable also.. )

Normally I would have to go to Puchong or Sri Kembangan to enjoy these kind of foods.. but at the mean time, I just have to brace myself and eat me some oily foods.. :(

Sucks.com

Roz's Personality..?

2011-02-01T23:43:00.002+08:00

Thought I take up on a random personality test before I start writing my post about... FOOD!!! :P

I htink they're quite true though, especially about the flirting and seducing part.. hehe..

Source : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

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Super Bang-Cock Trip... =]

2011-01-14T11:01:00.005+08:00

Before anything, I'll do some dusting in here.. * dust dust dust *

Pheeewww.. Haven't blog for quite some time now..

( Please do not remind me just how often I start all my blog post with that same phrase.. )

p/s : its embarrassing..

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So like, me being one spontaneous git.. well, it wasn't really spontaneous actually, me and my pals have been talking about this for months.. ( its just we take no action about it till the very last minute.. clever eh..? )

The trip started with me rushing back from work on one cold night to pick Jon at the airport ( i missed him; his sister Bridget got to him first.. Oh drat!! ) And the night ended with nothing much except for supper at some Arab Restaurant and gushes of sisha..

The next day is a brand new day.. Waking up late is such a happy feeling.. Don't you think so? Hahaha!

Me and Jon spent the day shopping and pampering our hair in Bukit Bintang before heading to LCCT around 8pm to pick Denni up.. ( who's arriving from Jakarta.. )

The night ended swiftly after that, with me running around in circles, packing all my stuff for the REAL trip the next day... =]

( which will be continued on the next post.. cheerss!!! )

Hahhah! Lame right?

My feelings..

2010-10-03T01:22:00.004+08:00

Racism still sucks..

People have been angry, paranoid, misunderstood for such a long long time till they're blinded..

Yes.. They're all blind.. ( those racist people.. I hate them.. )

Lines have been blurred between reality and what used to be..

Now there's hatred everywhere..

Though there are some places that aren't.. ^^

Troubles everywhere..

That's sad..

Malaysians and Malaysians..

Malaysians and Indonesians..

Sheesh people.. Isn't there enough trouble to begin with?

Can't we just get along???

And I wonder.. When and why does this problem starts again in the first place?

I don't know.. I forgot.. It's been too long..

I can't remember...............................

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Some fellow people called me a traitor, and with other "silly" stuff..

Because I spoke my mind..

I said I hated them for the way they think..

Close-minded and primitive..

And I got all these silly notes..

They called me a stupid kid..

They called me with some more other silly remarks..

Wow..

How nice eh?

Who is primitive and idiot, actually?

Me or them??? ( I won't mention them, but I only say they starts with an M and ends with a Y.. )

Sucks to "them"..

But Bravo to those who managed to break free from the racism cage...

Who managed to live side by side with other people..

Then I began to doubt.. What if I was wrong? 0.O

Hurm..

Oh Mighty Gods..

2010-08-13T03:34:00.004+08:00

Should be sleeping by now, but instead..

I am searching fr Ancient Greece politics, socials and songs.. Gaaahhhh!!!

How would the gods communicate with the people? Or is there really Zeus, Hera, Persephone and such? I would want to meet them..

Oh Hera, you're so beautiful here.. I know its computer generated, but.. A man can dream right? Hahah..

Hermes??? Athena???? Nike??? Poseidon??? and a few thousands more..

I wanna visit their temple.. See their glorious day..

The Greeks.. Such interesting civilization..

Such wonders..

Does it really matters? Hehehe~

Aaaaa im tired..

Im ranting and complaining like crazy..

-off facing my assignments again.. no sleep today, i guess..-

What a Pleasant tHought..

2010-08-04T22:57:00.004+08:00

As I was sitting alone in the balcony of my room; enjoying the cold night air, something came to my ever-so-changing mind..

What would be the best thing to have now, in this time, this instant???

And my mind straight-away zoomed in on this one single thing..

Pretty eh??? I think I'm gonna save up and buy me a piece of this baby, like the one Sammy bought from Dubai.. ^^

Oh and for the record, Yes.. I do shisha.. hahahaha!!

Twitter...

2010-08-03T02:00:00.003+08:00

I don't have a Twitter account.. ( used very loosely...... )

I used to have it, but I kinda forgotten alllllll about it.. Hahaha.. I forgot about the password, and even the username.. And even the email that I've registered it with.. Hahaha..

Whats so fun about Twitter anyway? A lot of people are using it; which makes me wonder.. What good is Twitter than any other normal sites??

People often Tweet about their daily unimportant, redundant, and sometimes rather annoying stuff; saying things like "Oooo I wanna eat that ice cream", "Wow that girl is HOT!", and some other stuff that we don't really cared..

Is that a way to be known??? You just tell the whole world what an attention-seeker you are by telling them what you do, EVERY 5 SECONDS???

Daym, Get a life..

I respect those who updates when needed, and those who Tweet for business ( I never do know how this works.. ) but not those who Tweet every single steps that they made.. Annoying~~~~ Twitter should charge you 10cents every time you Tweet.. They'll be richer than richer and richerest and richeresst and richeressttsttt in just a couple of months..

Or NOT!!

Because people like free stuff.. They'll love it soo much and if Twitter starts charging, they'll leave and look for other free stuff..

Correct boh???? :D

I know cause I am one too.. ^^ )/*cheersss*

Hahahahaha!! Daym why am I talking about Twitter... I was supposed to talk about my class today.. Sangat jauh dari topik perbualan.. So far from the intended talk.. :p

Till then la.. We'll talk about boring classes later on.. ^^

Ooooo Soo HOT!!

2010-08-02T16:21:00.003+08:00

During the 1month of a holiday in KK, my body have been attuned to the low heat weather of KK..

Now, I am back in Cyberjaya.. ( Oh bless the place, please.. )

I am sweating furiously!! Its wayyy too hot!!

Today marks my first day of class.. So I woke up, get ready and all and walked to the bus stop.. I knew this was going to happen, but fuck it.. I don't wanna travel around with an umbrella.. So uncool.. Hahaha.. Upon reaching the god-forsaken too-far of a bus stop-from my house, I was already sweating.. A lot..

Eeeeee!!!! All those happy moods about first day of class just swept away by my torrents of sweat.. Haha.. ( It wasnt that much actually, Im just being dramatic.. )

And the queue was long.. And it was freaking hot.. :(

Not so much of my idea of an ideal condition to attend class to.. Sigh..

I guess it'll take some tilme before I will get used to all these heat and sweat.. Bummer..

I wish I have a car.. T_T"

Right right?? Please wish it with me.. hahaha..

Oh Don't Touch Me!!!

2010-06-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

I am a dirty, filthy contagious disease!!

Don't come close to me, Don't talk to me, Don't EVEN TOUCH me or you'll risk getting it too!!

Talk about me in hushed voices, and change all those frown to a big fake smile when I come to and talk to you; wishing I will fell for the fake-ness..

Trust me, I will pretend to fall for it.. Just for your sake..

Friends.. What are friends for, right???

Especially those snakes, sneaky fickle ones?

I have no need for those.. No thank you.. =]

Gosh.. Its been ages since I blogged ( this has becoming a popular sentence in my writing.. haha.. ) And to think I will start again in an angry state.. Oh God.. You don't really love me right now, eh? Hahahaha...

Well, just trying to say that I am quite busy now.. Well.. Thanks to all the procrastination and all.. Yeah, I owe myself for this big, big mistakes.. ^^

Hurm.. What else? Oh yeah... And I discovered new things as well..

They're called fakers.. :D

Oh come on.. Show yourself now... Don't be shy.. I won't bite, much..

Just say what you feel to me, and I will respond in a civilized way, more than you can ever imagine...

Deal?

Let's end this, once and for all.. Whats with you guys leaving and all.. I wish you the best of luck in the Future..

But lets end this now....

Goodbye...

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New?

2010-06-01T02:32:00.001+08:00

Its about time to change the banner!! :D

That's all..

Im soo lame.. ^^

Quickie!!

2010-05-04T23:10:00.004+08:00

Chilling in Paparich now, sipping on my [ insert drink name ] - seriously i dunnoe wats the name of the drink.. But i knw theres jelly-jelly inside it.. Hahahah!!

Okay.. So theres no internet in my house! Damnation!!

I know right??

I've been complaining countless of time about being internet-less, its sooo fucking fantastic! T_T"

So I escaped to Paparich instead, just to be able to use the free wifi...

1 drink will last for 1hour as oppose to the normal event; 1drink lasted for 10minutes.. or less..

Hahahha!!

Lets just say the drinks' are my tickets to sitting here longer.. and hence, internet-able fr as long as the drinks lasted..

Ewwww... My language sucks!! God! T_T" I need to go to an English class..

Oh ohhh ohhh!!

Guess what?

I'm going to Singapore this Thursday!!!

Yayyyy finally!!!!!

I am so gonna ~~shop~~.. erm... sketch like crazy!! :D

Just a short update.. =]

2010-04-22T02:48:00.004+08:00

I was singing along to my iTunes while doing my effin' drawings..

And the next thing I hear is...

Thrrruuumm!!!

Thunders crackling..

Not once..

But many many times!!

Oh God!!

Okay okay.. I won't sing again!

Please don't rain!! >_<

Not now at least..

Tomorrow please..

During the day! Heheheh!!

Thank you God!! :D

-i really wanna sleep tonight! -

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Racism? Fcuk off la!

2010-04-20T02:17:00.003+08:00

Hi my name is Rozan.. Not exactly a Malay, but a Malaysian.. True to the heart, I love my country..

But sooooooooooooooo hating it too.. T_T"

Why you might ask? Why do I say something so provocative?

Them "gahmen" might take away my nationality and throw me somewhere far far away.. Maybe throw me to those hungry sharks or throw me into the volcano.. I know there's an association for this.. ISA or something right?

I don't care.. Let them do it! Not like they will succeed anyway.. Mums' gonna kill me before that anyway.. Hahaha..

Okay so heres why..

Racism.. T_T"

Oh the pain.. The agony of this word! Why does it even existed in the dictionary? :p

Racism
Still rife in Malaysia.
First survey in 50 years makes dismal reading. Baradan Kuppusamy. Asia Times.
Mar 26, 2006
Kuala Lumpur - Malaysia's first serious survey of race relations, in 50 years, shows that behind the façade of outward unity and peace, racism runs deep in this multi-ethnic 'melting pot'.

The telephone survey of about 1,200 Malaysians also found that the majority of the various races find comfort and security in their respective ethnicity and not in a common 'Malaysian' identity, as the travel and tourism brochures suggest.

"The findings are not at all surprising," said social scientist Chandra Muzaffar...........................

Full article here...

So sad eh? I don't understand why.. Why do we prioritize our self that much? Shouldn't we be selfless and help each other? Isn't that what we were taught when we're still in primary school?

What happened to all those good virtues, good bla bla that we were all told to do? Where have they gone? Have we forgotten all about it?

Eeeee!! So hate!

Why can't we all just get along well? Reminds me of this line from a song.. "Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends..."

Not sure what song but its really nice.. ^^

Why do we create that "special rights" anyway?

Threatened by those non-Malays?

Or just feel like it?

I really do say that people should be treated equal, no matter what race or religions they are. We shouldn't discriminate people like that..

It's not just bad, its revolting.. Its like spitting to the air; it'll end up falling back to your face.. Hahaha.. ( mind the direct translation.. )

I wanna see my country prosper, harmoniously.. Malays, Chinese, Indians and etc etc working together side-by-side peacefully..

Lets show to the rest of the world what a unified country we are.. We may be small but we are strong..

Don't be so selfish lah, we're all one anyway..

We're the same, no matter what..

Stop being so racist, stop being so prejudiced, stop being so stuck-up..

Get to know each other first, then you judge..

There's so much that we can learn..

^~^)/'

Oh God, I'm so bored.. >_< ( .... and my stomach hurts! )

Anxious...

2010-02-24T23:20:00.004+08:00

Aaaaa.. I'm going back to KL soon..

Sooooo effin' irritating!!!

Where's the holidays???

I haven't done anything fun yet!!!

Eeeee!!!

Noooo~~

I guess it's time to go back to my uni..

And start suffering all over again.. ^^
( not that I've suffered.. hehe.. )

Oh Pochi..

Should I or should I not???

I think I will do it!!!

Loo can do it, why can't I????

YEAAA!!! That's it!! I'm gonna get cha Pochi!!

Weeee!!

Just please don't chew any of my stuff.. hehe..

Asians are so hot.. T_T"

2010-02-23T23:17:00.011+08:00

THIS POST CONTAINS NUDISM AND ~~SEXISM~~ AND ~~EROTICISM~~ AND BULL-SHITISM

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

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Blessed be.. We Asians are so damn beautiful.. Well, not all.. Right? For those lucky ones, dayum.. I hate you all!! T_T"

For those unlucky ones, trust me.. I know how you feel..

Now, what distinguished Asian and the rest of the world?

In my own opinion, its their -

-slit eyed or slanted eyes-
( click pic for bigger image )

She's soo pretty! And those eyes! Oooo I just wanna stare into them everyday!

And seriously, if you ask me, I would want those kind of eyes.. Slit-eyed, or commonly and affectionately referred as Chinese Eyes.. Cute eh? I wish I were born with these kind of eyes.. I guess because of this, I am head-over-heels for Asians.. ^^

What about this guy? If he wants to date you, would you object??? If you'd object, I think you're just blind or stupid.. There's no other words for it.. >__<"

-nice asses-

Get it? ^^ And they're bearing the number 4.. My fav number!! Hahaha!

Oh I can't find pictures of guys with nice asses.. I guess I have to enter gay sites to look for them.. In a way.. T_T"

Anonymous Quote : Asians are a perfect bottom since they have perfect smooth round ass..

FUNNY!!!

- majestic food -

koh chung.. i think so la.. I'm not sure about the real name..

dim sum!! weee!!

Yummm!! I like Chinese Food.. ^^

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It's not like I am racist or anything, but I do really like Asians.. I wouldn't date someone that is not Asian, because I'm an Asian myself.. Hehehe..

^^

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My Maid is a Very Annoying Monster!

2010-02-23T13:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah seriously.. T_T"

Ask all of my family members, they'll say the same.. Or rather, at least, I'd be saying that.. Hehehe..

What's with the nickname? Okay here's why..

- she eats a lot! Oh damn.. She ate my Big Apple doughnut ( and I haven't had the chance to eat them! ) You big silly bitch!

- She eats a lot! She never prepares breakfast and lunch for me! I cook for myself!! Or in a lucky situation, my mum brings food to me.. ^^

- She reserves food for herself.. Every morning, she would eat all those leftovers food, leaving none for me.. >_< I just had to everything myself, is it??? - She talks loudly on the phone like the world is hers and nobody else.. It's like, HEY!!! I'm trying to watch the TV here, not listening to you babble on the phone, talking in some language I don't know.. T_T"

- She made this icky noise when she's chewing/eating.. It's like.. Chomping.. Noises that makes you wanna vomit.. Creepy chomping slurping noise.. Eugh~ Imagine that happens everytime you eat while she's seating next to you..

- She arranges all my stuff into places that I don't even know existed in my home.. She once "hid" my technical pencil away, and didn't tell me about it.. When I finally' ( used very loosely.. ) needed it, I was searching everywhere for the pen.. I even thought they were gone forever.. FML! The next day I asked her about it, she'd just pointed out that it's in one of my drawer ( the drawer I kept my hanky in.. ) T_T"

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So there you have it.. A low-down about my maid.. ^^ I wonder if there's anymore like this.. Eugh.. I guess this post made me look like an evil bastard that have no respect to others.. Maybe so.. Why bother respecting others when they don't respect you.. * humph *

I'm still a stuck-up person like that, no matter what.. ^^

Cheers!

Hi, My Name is Rozan..

2010-02-23T02:38:00.005+08:00

Woaah, it's been a while since I last blogged.. Not that it matters anyway.. * smirks *

Oh and let me stressed out here, I have not forgotten about the joy of writing.. It's just that i forgot to find time to write instead.. Or in a more simplified terms, I was lazy.. Damn lazy to write.. Makes sense huh? Makes a very great, understandable, easy and straight-forward sense.. ^^

Okay, a re-cap of what has been happening in my life for the past.. erm.. since my last post..

- I've got a new phone; my LG Crystal... ( I love it soo soo much.. It's soo stylish.. haha.. )

- I bought many architecture books.. ( Those thick, heavy, lethal expensive books.. )

- I finally got my CK Boxers that I have been wanting so much.. ( They're hot.. )

- I'm going to Singapore; finally, somewhere in March..

- I gotten fatter.. All those eating and shopping and sleeping is no good.. Seriously.. T_T"

- I met new friends, lost friends, re-constituted old friendships.. Hurm..

- Still a single.. Yayyy!! ( Dating sucks.. Don't! )

- I.. erm.. Well there's nothing much to tell.. Sigh..

So, that's all about it. I guess I went through quite a slow life here, back in
KK aka Kota Kinabalu.. Oh and there was this one time when Jason and his sister came to visit KK and I brought them around.. Hehehe.. It was fun.. Great adventure.. Too bad Jenna and David wasn't around to join in the fun..

We went to the islands, Kudat.. and Tg. Aru beach.. It was great fun.. A change in my forevermore slow daily life in KK schedule..

Oh, went for a ghost-hunt with Fadzyinie and the gang.. Went to venture this abandoned hotel
( I think it was abandoned for like, 20 years or more already.. ) Scary.. Nobody really dared to enter the hotel since it was so dark, and scary.. ^^ You'll get goosebumps just looking at it.. It was located at this beach, but Nature has claimed this building.. Enveloping it with wilderness.. So, twas' the scary effect.. Eeeh.. I still get goosebumps.. >_<

And what else? Hurm~ Oh, I guess I am back in my clubbing mode.. It's kinda fun when you're dancing with somebody you're close with.. In my case, I danced with Ah Yen.. Since we know each other, I had no difficulty in shaking my ass on the dance floor.. Besides, the musics' great! I wonder if I'll ever find the time to club in KL?

Oh, I am going back to KL this 27th Feb.. Gee.. I wished I went back earlier since my registration is on the 25th Feb.. But mum insisted that I go back a little bit later.. Reason? She said I would spend a lot of money if I go back earlier.. It's like, a giant bee just stung me on the knee at that moment.. Honest!!

Help help!!

I guess I should blog more.. It's really fun and stress-relieving.. Hahaha.. I practically smile while re-reading what I'd wrote.. Duh.. So lame.. T_T"

Just a thought..

2010-01-03T21:41:00.004+08:00

I was on my way to the bathroom to take a short hot relaxing bath when I just feel like having a drink..

So I went to the fridge and took a can of Coke and started walking back to my room ( since I have my own bathroom in my bedroom ) while thinking just how good that particular can of Coke would taste..

Heavenly, don't you think?

As I started to open the lid, I was attacked by this sudden thought of Coke's amount of sugar, the agony it would take for me to burn all those fats... Eugh... It was soo gruesomely scary that I quickly went out of my room and put the Coke back in the fridge..

Instead, I had myself a very cool refreshing glass of water instead of the sugar-attack fatty acidic scary gruesome Coke.. ^^

Healthy!!! Woot woot!!

Ain't I a good kid..? Hahaha!

2010..

2010-01-02T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yayyyy.. It's 2010, and blogging just seem so..... sexy.. ^^

I guess it has been a while ( like 10 years ) since I last blogged ( not that you'd care, right? ) and I am in a desperation to update.. So here goes..

My New Year celebration has been FABULOUS! I've spent it with some very very GOOD FRIENDS of mine.. Jonathan Ong, Yen Bridget, Stewart, Sheena, Pey Pey and Kew.. ^^

Things were very fun, and mind boggling, if u ask me.. Add in a game of dice-drinking, we found ourselves shouting and screaming and begging for mercy and sighing in despair!! hahaha!!

But thats not the main point of this post, i guess.. Not very long ago, i was thinking of my wants and needs and i must say, I am truly confounded.. Theres just too many!!! OMFG!! And i havent even thought of my resolution for 2010!! Gosh.. Let me list em' all up, k? ^^

Wants and Needs :

- A dog ( will get soon.. Golden Retriever.. )
- A psp..?
- A SLR?
- A new laptop.. Mac preferred.. ( Why MAC? idk, i jst like it cause it looks nice.. :p )
- New shoes!
- etc..

all of a sudden, i dont feeli like blogging any more... ok then. bye bye!! :p

Zodiak cow.. ^^

2009-12-07T21:22:00.002+08:00

Karakter Cowok Berdasarkan Zodiak

Niiy...bisa dibaca cwo maupun cwe..tapi benerkn artikel ne lebih cocok dbaca cwe..tapi gpp laa...biar cwo2 jg bisa menilai...kira2 mreka kaya gni ga sehh??...Ksi comment yaa....

Lelaki Aquarius: Ia berdarah panas, suka melakukan apa pun sesuai keinginan. Jika tak mengerti atau tak bisa mengikutinya, Anda tak akan betah bersama dia dalam waktu lama. Gaya bicaranya blakblakan dan tak pintar berbohong. Ia tak suka orang pesimis, tak punya semangat, dan berotak dangkal. Jangan memancing kecemburuannya karena ia tak akan membuat keributan, melainkan pergi meninggalkan Anda.

Lelaki Pisces: Ia berjiwa sensitif, pendiam, pemalu, dan sangat emosional. Ia bukan orang yang suka melawan arus, dan lebih memilih jalur aman. Bagi dia, dalam hidup yang penting bukanlah cinta melainkan status dan stabilitas. Ia suka perempuan ceria dan cerdas. Jangan menasihati dirinya karena ia tak suka. Ia lebih menghargai Anda mencontohkannya terlebih dulu daripada memberinya kuliah.

Lelaki Aries: Ia dapat terlihat lembut, tapi di dalam hatinya ia orang yang sekeras baja dan tegar. Rintangan kecil tidak akan membuatnya jatuh begitu saja. Keras kepala menjadi ciri dari warga Aries. Pujilah dirinya dan berikan senyuman kepadanya karena itu akan menjinakkannya. Ia cenderung posesif dan lebih menyukai perempuan bertipe ibu rumah tangga.

Lelaki Taurus: Taurus pada umumnya tak suka pada aturan. Ia sangat menyenangi kebebasan. Jika Anda ingin bersamanya, jangan membuat aturan buat dia karena dia akan segera meninggalkan Anda. Ia bisa melakukan hal-hal yang menurut orang lain aneh. Ia suka mencari dan menganalisa orang dan banyak hal. Jika Anda sedang dekat dengan lelaki Taurus, jangan membuka terlalu lebar kehidupan pribadi Anda, tapi buatlah dia penasaran. Ia pasti akan semangat mendapatkan Anda.

Lelaki Gemini: Ia punya kemampuan khusus, pintar berbicara. Saat diberi kesempatan, ia bisa bicara tanpa henti. Ia orang yang tak bisa diam, hiperaktif, dan penyuka kerapian. Ciri menonjol lelaki Gemini adalah sangat pemilih dan gampang bosan. Ia dapat mengubah pikirannya secepat mengganti sepatu. Ia tak menyukai pekerjaan rutin dan sangat sulit menepati waktu. Jika ia datang terlambat bukan karena ia lupa, tapi karena ia selalu berhenti menikmati hal lain yang menarik perhatiannya.

Lelaki Cancer: Inilah lelaki paling sensitif dari semua zodiak. Mood-nya selalu berubah-ubah. Anehnya, justru perubahan inilah yang membuatnya memesona. Ia bukan tipe lelaki pejuang. Ia akan menunggu kesempatan yang pas untuk mendapatkan keinginannya. Ia paling tak tahan ditolak dan sangat anti dipermalukan. Ia melindungi dirinya sedemikian rupa sehingga terkesan dingin. Bakat Cancer di antaranya kreatif dan imajinatif. Ia menyukai perempuan mandiri, ceria, aktif, percaya diri, dan sopan.

Lelaki Leo: Penampilan luarnya menunjukkan ia orang yang lemah lembut, tapi sebenarnya dia kuat dan percaya diri. Kata-katanya selalu tampak normal, tapi kerap berisi perintah dan permintaan. Harga dirinya sangat tinggi. Ia dapat membantu memecahkan permasalahan orang lain, kecuali masalahnya sendiri. Ia bisa terluka kalau Anda tidak memercayai atau tidak menghargai kemampuannya. Ia suka pada orang yang bergantung padanya, karena itu membuatnya merasa berkuasa.

Lelaki Virgo: Ia amat menghargai waktu. Membuatnya menunggu dianggapnya penghinaan. Ia tak suka dikritik. Ia seorang perfeksionis yang romantis, bisa mendaki gunung Himalaya hanya untuk mengatakan ia merindukan Anda. Perempuan yang menarik hatinya adalah yang rapi dan berpenampilan up to date. Ia peduli pada detail, pendiriannya juga teguh, ya adalah ya, tidak adalah tidak, apa pun komentar orang.

Lelaki Libra: Sebagian besar pria Libra berwajah tampan. Bahkan jika wajahnya pas-pasan, tetap terlihat menawan. Sisi gelapnya keras kepala dan sering memulai pertengkaran. Ketika mood-nya baik, ia lelaki menyenangkan. Jika sedang mendung, ia paling suka memancing perdebatan. Secara alami, orang Libra suka berada dalam dunianya sendiri. Tak suka melakukan hal yang aneh-aneh. Ia tak suka pada perempuan yang berdandan berlebihan atau pecicilan.

Lelaki Scorpio: Ia sangat sensitif dan mudah terluka. Ia tak pernah memercayai siapa pun kecuali dirinya. Kesabarannya mengagumkan. Ia dapat menunggu beberapa tahun untuk mencapai tujuannya. Ia sangat serius terhadap cinta dan tak akan membuang waktu bersama orang yang tak dicintai. Warga Scorpio terkenal pendendam. Jangan pernah menjanjikan hal-hal yang tak akan dapat dipenuhi karena ia akan terus menagihnya. Ia ingin dihargai dan dikagumi, tapi tidak ingin Anda menguasai dirinya.

Lelaki Sagitarius: Warga Sagitarius menyukai kehidupan sosial, humoris, dan tak mau ketinggalan tren. Ia benci rutinitas karena membuatnya bosan. Ia bukan manajer keuangan yang baik. Tapi ia bukan orang yang pamrih. Ia suka pujian dan kata-kata manis. Ia suka bepergian dan melihat tempat-tempat menarik. Sagitarius pembenci kewajiban, makanya kata pernikahan membuatnya seperti tercekik. Ia mudah sekali jatuh cinta, terutama pada perempuan manis, lucu, dan berkepribadian kuat.

Lelaki Capricorn: Ia pendengar yang baik dan dapat mengerti semua hal secara jelas dan mudah. Berintuisi tajam, bisa menebak apa yang Anda ingin katakan, bahkan sebelum Anda mengatakannya. Wanita selalu datang padanya tanpa diundang. Ia suka lingkungan tenang dan damai. Ia akan memberikan Anda kebebasan dan hanya memantau dari jauh. Ia kekasih sempurna dari semua Zodiak, laki-laki romantis yang akan mengajak Anda berdansa di bawah sinar bulan. Ia takluk pada perempuan rapi dan berpakaian indah.

source: CHIC mag.

Benerkhannnn????? Hhahaha!!! Mohon baca yg punyanya gw.. Cancer!! XD

Cowok and Cewekz.. =]

2009-12-06T21:46:00.001+08:00

Kata Cewek Tentang Cowok

Kalo Cowok Ganteng pendiam
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Wow, cool banget..
Kalo Cowok Jelek pendiam
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ih kuper..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng begaya gaul
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Funky bo..
Kalo Cowok Jelek begaya gaul
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ih norak..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jomblo
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti dia perfeksionis
Kalo Cowok Jelek jomblo
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Sudah jelas..kagak laku!

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jadi gay
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Karena cowo2 juga suka
Kalo Cowok Jelek jadi gay
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Karna cewe2 uda ga berminat

Kalo Cowok Ganteng ganti2 cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Wajar, khan dikerubutin cewe2 cantik
Kalo Cowok Jelek ganti2 cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti sering diputusin cewenya

Kalo Cowok Ganteng dpt cewe cantik
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Klop..serasi banget
Kalo Cowok Jelek dpt cewe cantik
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti main dukun..atau cewenya matre

Kalo Cowok Ganteng ditolak cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Jangan sedih, khan masi ada aku...
Kalo Cowok Jelek ditolak cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: (Diam,tapi telunjuknya meliuk2 dari atas kebwh)

Kalo Cowok Ganteng diputusin cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Rugi tuh cewe..tapi rejeki buat cewe yg lain
Kali Cowok Jelek diputusin cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Akhirnya terbuka juga mata hati cewe itu...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng suka merawat wajah
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Itu memelihara asset namanya..
Kalo Cowok Jelek suka merawat wajah
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Buang-buang waktu aja...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng ngaku Indo campuran
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Emang mirip-mirip bule sih..
Kalo Cowok Jelek ngaku Indo campuran
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Campuran bemo sama becak, kali..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng penyayang binatang
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Perasaannya halus...penuh cinta kasih
Kalo Cowok Jelek penyayang binatang
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Sesama keluarga emang hrs saling menyayangi...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jadi atasan
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Cocok..tampangnya aja intelek
Kalo Cowok Jelek jadi atasan
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ga pantes, muka jongos...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jago main gitar
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Most talented boy..
Kalo Cowok Jelek jago main gitar
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti tukang ngamen..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng bawa BMW
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Matching...keren luar dalem
Kalo Cowok Jelek bawa BMW
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Punya majikan ya...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng ngaku pernah ML
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Iyalah,cewenya pasti 'ngasih'...
Kalo Cowok Jelek ngaku pernah ML
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Sama WTS mana?

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jadi biker
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Kaya Valentino Rossi ya..
Kalo Cowok Jelek jadi biker
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti sekalian ngojek..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng kulitnya gelap
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Si hitam Manis..
Kalo Cowok Jelek kulitnya gelap
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Si Dakochan....

Kalo Cowok Ganteng gondrong
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Macho..Rocker Style!
Kalo Cowok Jelek gondrong
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Buat nutupin muka..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng suaranya bagus
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Jadi penyanyi aja...
Kalo Cowok Jelek suaranya bagus
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Kenapa ga jadi kenek aja..??

Kalo Cowok Gante! ng bodynya berotot
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Wiii gila, sixpack!...seksi bo!
Kalo Cowok Jelek bodynya berotot
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Biar orang ga mratiin tampangnya,tuh..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng males difoto
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti takut fotonya kesebar-sebar
Kalo Cowok Jelek males difoto
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Nggak tega liat hasil cetakannya ya?..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng keringetan
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti abis olahraga..sporty boo!
Kalo Cowok Jelek keringetan
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Abis ngangkut beras di mana?

Kalo Cowok Ganteng naik MOGE
Cewek-Cewe! k Bilang: Ow..Lorenzo Lamas, bikin lemas..
Kalo Cowok Jelek naik MOGE
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Awas, mandragade lewat..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng jadi selebritis
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Kalo ngga model ya bintang film..
Kalo Cowok Jelek jadi selebritis
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pasti pelawak atau penyanyi dangdut...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng menyendiri
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Gak mau jadi pusat perhatian
Kalo Cowok Jelek menyendiri
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Minder kali...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng humoris
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Orangnya asyik ya...
Kalo Cowok Jelek humoris
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Cari perhatian tuh..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng belagu
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Maklum beken...
Kalo Cowok Jelek belagu
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Muke lu jauh...!!

Kalo Cowok Ganteng romantis
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ooh..so sweet..
Kalo Cowok Jelek romantis
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Urgh..you make me sick!

Kalo Cowok Ganteng pake kacamata item
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Kereen...jadi inget film Matrix
Kalo Cowok Jelek pake kacamata item
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Cocok..tinggal kasi tongkat aja..

Kalo Cowo! k Ganteng minta kissing
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Boleeh..tapi yg soft ya...
Kalo Cowok Jelek minta kissing
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ih jijayy..sama pispot aja sana!

Kalo Cowok Ganteng berbuat jahat
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Nobody's perfect
Kalo Cowok Jelek berbuat jahat
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Pantes..tampangnya aja kriminil..!!

Kalo Cowok Ganteng nuangin air kegls cewe
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Ini baru cowo gentleman..
Kalo Cowok Jelek nuangin air kegls cewe..
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Naluri pembantu, emang gitu..

Kalo Cowok Ganteng nolongin cewe yg diganggu preman
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Wuih jantan..kaya difilm-film action
Kalo Cowok Jelek nolongin cewe yg diganggu preman
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Premannya pasti temen dia...

Kalo Cowok Ganteng bersedih hati
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Let me be your shoulder to cry on
Kalo Cowok Jelek bersedih hati
Cewek-Cewek Bilang: Cengeng amat!! Lelaki bukan sih..?!

Tik Tok..

2009-11-19T04:15:00.003+08:00

The clock is ticking, at its own constant pace..

And I am still here..

Waiting for don't know what..

Hurm..

I'm bored..

and craving for soya milk... T_T

Yerr!!

2009-11-12T02:04:00.003+08:00

It's been ages since I updated.. Sadly..

First and foremost, its my final now..

So busy doing my work i.e. drawings..

^^

Second, I am still having as much fun as usual..

Going for a movie this Friday..

2012!! And I've already bought the tickets! Credit card! WOOHOO!!

I'm thinking of watching a movie tomorrow too ( Thursday ).. But.. Bummer..

Third, watched Phobia 2 last Friday.. ^^

Was nice.. I guess..

Erm..

What else..?

Shiet..

I'm stuck..

Hahaha..

Later..

( Most boring update... T__T" )

Note to self...

2009-09-27T08:18:00.003+08:00

Wants 2009 :

- EOS 450D Kit EF-S 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS

- A new sport shoes.. or maybe more..

- NEW HANDPHONE!!!! DADDY!!!!! >___<"

- New credit card, perhaps..?
p/s : we dont need pcitures for this right? we all know hw credit cards looks like.. ^^

- roz -
Off to Cambodia tomorrow!!! weeeee....

Bored..

2009-09-22T05:00:00.004+08:00

What a repetition.. Almost every blog entry of mine has the word "bored" in it.. Figures eh? I guess I am just tooo bored, or may be a boring person myself.. It's 5.02am now and I am sitting in the living room, listening to the music in channel 714 in Astro.. That's Channel [ V ] by the way..

Seriously, I did nothing today.. Nothing significant, except sleeping and Facebooking.. =] Oh I know the sleeping part makes me sound like a pig; but hear me out first.. I slept around 4am yesterday and woke up around 630am and been awake since then.. I continued sleeping around 12pm, and woke up around 5pm.. Hahahah.. And haven't had dinner till well past 10pm.. Hurm.. What an unhealthy life.. T____T"

Here's an interesting thought, I read in Readers Digest that you can loose weight while sleeping.. So, I was like, can I sleep my whole life out and loose weight? Should try this, you know.. Sleep continuously for 1 week, or in another word, hybernate for a week, and see the result.. XD

I've been chatting with this guy for almost 2weeks already and yeah, I can say we're quite the friend, or combination.. His name is Tan Kok Chuan, a 15year old from Singapore; whom I address as bro.. And to start the "fire", he called me uncle.. Damn cibai.. XD We;ve met in Facebook, and began chatting and eventually web-cam-ing in Msn, everyday.. Chu Chu is a normal sweet boy that like any other boy in their puberty, have problems with girls, their hormones, temper and stuff like that.. And he turn to me about those stuff, which I gladly advice and giving tips.. =] More or less, I enjoyed this so much cause I never have a brother, only sister.. =]

Here's a picture of me and Chu Chu.. XD

Hurm.. I guess I won't sleep now.. Way past the sleeping time le.. I need to call PAWS later and ask if they're open today.. And if they do, I'm gonna pay them a visit.. XD

Alone...

2009-09-20T02:57:00.004+08:00

The silver clock hanging at the wall shows 3a.m. and here I am, facing my laptop, while sitting in front of the TV, showing me Mariah Carey's latest video, Obsessed.. Hahaha.. What a life.. Not a trace or hint of sleepiness on my eyes; which is all too natural for me, especially at these time of days..

And guess what? I am alone.. Alone as alone that I can be.. There's nobody in this house, only me.. My housemates? They all went back to their hometown already, for the Raya festive..

Oh and in case you're wondering why I didn't follow suit and go back to my hometown? The air tickets too expensive lah.. Almost 1k.. Better go shopping with it.. Hehehe.. And I do have my Cambodia trip to worry about, so yeah.. It's better to not go back.. What a waste of money it will be..

And guess what? Tomorrow is Raya! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! So happy.. Times like this made me reminisce about celebrating it with my dearest family.. And the first morning of Raya and the awkwardness that my sis and I felt during the "forgive-session" with both our parents.. Hahaha..

Silly.. I miss those.. =]

Guess now can just do it over the phone or web-cam call.. XD

Technology wise eh?

Hurm..

Anyway, here I would like to wish everybody; even the non-Muslims a very Happy Raya Aidilfitri.. Maaf Zahir dan Batin a.k.a. Sorry from the bottom of my heart..

Cute eyh? I don't know who produced them, but.. Yummmm...

I miss my family.. =]

15Malaysia..

2009-09-17T03:33:00.004+08:00

Have you all watched the 15 videos of 15Malaysia? If you haven't or don't even know about it, SHAME ON YOU!!!

Needless to say, do not waste any more of your time and search for these incredible, short videos and see why they have made the world! Hahaha.. In a literal sense, they mean a lot la.. Haiz.. Really meaningful..

Treat them as a plea for fellow producers to make people start thinking, and talk about what we feel about the current problems regarding social problems in our very own beloved country, Malaysia...

"In the past 20 years especially, we don't have a public forum to express public issues." Quoted from Pete Teo, Pg.22,TimeOutKL,18September 2009 Issue.

Now that is something that we shoud think about.. Promises have been made by all those big people, but were they carried out..? Oh dear.. I am talking bad about them.. Hahaha.. Please lock the door, and keep quiet about this.. I might get sued or hang.. And I still do want to live.. XD

I wonder if any of the donations, events, whatever to help those poor people are for real and sincere, or just means of publicity to show that these "big people" are working their part of bargain? No matter where we go, poverty are still at large.. Sad huh..?

Hurm.. We know just how much bad the socio-econo problems in our own country, but we turn a blind eye towards them, trying to shove that image of "poor people" away from our mind.. And in the meantime, no matter how much better our lives compared to them, we still whine and and complaint, wanting more.. Aren't we splendid, if I may ask? Hahaha!

No no, don't get me wrong.. I am not saying this because I am trying to be a goody-goody, but I am also one of those people who still whines and complaints about my life, eventhough my life now has been very very pleasant. And I knw I am no difference to them rich brats, but at least I still do still donate to those in needs.. Hahahah!

Don't believe me? Ask my mommy la!!! T_T"

If you ask me, what would my favourite film or theme among the 15 Malaysia? Hehe.. That would be Chocolate, by Yasmin Ahmad.. And no, I did not pick this because I like Yasmin Ahmad.. ( Oh, May Allah bless her.. ) It's because her film was about RACISM!!! One of the thing that I really cannot understand and tolerate.. I mean, why do you have to be racist??? Can't you just wake up and smell the breeze??? We've all been living together for soooo long, and yet, you still talk about racial difference!! Shame on you!!! ( Ehem, you refers to stinky evil racist people, not you-you.. )

I hate it!! I hate racism!! T____T" Really hate!! I can poo-poo on racism and still not be satisfied!! Grrrr!!! Why can't we all just live happily, side by side?? ( Sounds gay, but I'll live by it! No problem..)

Ugh.. Tomorrow got class.. Sei sei sei!! T___T" Need to sleep.. Night2.. =]

Mr. Big People, please do not hate me.. XD

What A Day...

2009-09-16T00:26:00.005+08:00

OMG!!! It's that time of the semester again... RED EYE!!!
* inserts very scary thrilling sound, like those in psycho movies*

RED EYE!!! AAaaarrrgghhh!!! ~~~~
( DO NOT CLICK ON THE PIC! I AM WARNING YOU!!! DO NOT CLICK IT!! )
( why? then you will notice this picture is actually photoshopped to be exaggerating.. hehe.. )

Hahahaha.. Don't worry la.. Its not red eye.. It's actually caused by long term use of contact lense, and thus resulting this very itchy, unpleasant red effect.. And as an added bonus, it scares people away too..

Today I went to campus to pay for my Cambodia Trip.. Cost me RM1712.. The clerk, Ms. May, she was avoiding my gaze all the time, I noticed.. Hahaha.. I bet she's scared of my eyes.. XD

Funny eh? I feel like scaring her even more by bulging my eyes, but naahhhh... I'm fasting.. Cannot do something bad.. Hehehe..

Oh daym.. I am so sleepy.. Haven't slept since yesterday 5pm.. Hoho.. But funny, I don't feel that tired, just sleepy.. Hehehe.. Hey wait! Somethings sounds wrong.. I am tired, but I am sleepy.. Hurm.. Let me ponder more on this.. =]

Well, anyway, since there's nothing better to do now, and I am quite sleepy..

So, Sleep Shall I.....

Night Night all.. =]

Sweet dreams..

-roz-

Aaarrgghh!!

2009-09-15T07:43:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep...

I'm bored...

I'm still outraged...

I'm still jealous as ever!!!

I'm still not done changing my blogs' template!!!

Aaarrgghh!!!

Facebooks' Quiz..

2009-09-15T00:44:00.004+08:00

Rule : respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response)
happy reading =D

If an annoying person says :

1) I am cute.
YR : That uncle over there is more cute than you.. T_T

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome.
YR : Ah..? What..? Oh yeah, yes,. You are ugly.. That's what u said, right?

3) See, everyone loves me because I am rich and famous.
YR : Who are you..? o.O

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thing.
YR : Yeah.. Ur the first in everything, right..? First frm the back.. T_T

5) You don't know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR : Yeah, i knw u.. ur albums sells a dollar each..

If an annoying hot woman/man says :

1) I know you like me.
YR : sorry.. but i am more interested in that uncle/auntie there..

2) What are u looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR : im looking at ur boobs.. theyre small fr a woman.. T_T

3) Sorry, you're nice but seriously not my type.
YR : Oooo the feelings mutual.. im glad we hv an agreement.. XD

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don't dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR : sorry, im gay.. T_T i dont offer rides to chicks like u..

5) Look, I am pretty/ handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR : i am innocent.. lets see who wins..

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says :

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR : look here, ugly _____, i am nt interested.. thnk u..

2) May I have your cell phone number? please please please?
YR : i forgot my number..

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night.
YR : so sweet.. but im already booked fr the night.. sry..

4) What do you like about me?
YR : ur ugly.. then i can make fun of u all night long..

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me soooooooo much!
YR : God forbid me if i tell lies.. >_< i wanna go Heaven, ok?

If your enemy says :

1) Hi bitch!
YR : yo, whats up? i heard u gt arrested dat day fr giving oral..? hw cud u?

2) You smell like shit!
YR : no more than u do, asshole..

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR : i throw the same word back at u..

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure.
YR : wat ever.. T_T

If your annoying ex says :

1) I still love you...
YR : =]

2) I know you still love me!
YR : erm.. can we talk about sumthng else..?

3) Please, come back with me honey/hubby...
YR : i.. err... i.. am gay now.. ^^

4) Please call me...
YR : let me see... hurm..

5) The break up hurt me so much...
YR : i'm sorry..

If an annoying salesperson says :

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR : Thnks.. more pls..?

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've changed!
YR : u changed into a grotesque monster instead.. sorry, im nt interestd.. T_T

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR : cool!! but i dont buy thngs on discounts.. so cheap//.. T_T

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam. Buy...
YR : i already gt this at home.. T_T

p/s :

this is soo stupid.. i am nt the evil type le.. >_<

Time For A New Change...

2009-09-14T06:04:00.001+08:00

It's time for a change.. Oh, please note the repetition..

Please bear with me for the time being..

Thank you...

I am soo damn angry!!

2009-09-10T02:19:00.003+08:00

Oh dear.. It's that time of the month again for me.. It's PMS time!!

Aaarrgghh!!

Run!!

Take cover!!

Am I soo drama..? That's the response I get from my lil' bro all the time.. Hahaha.. Kept saying that I am so dramatic, thus why he laugh all the time when we Msn-web-camming every day.. Figures, eh?

Today I am utterly, disturbingly, irrepairable ANGRY!! Aaaarrgghhh!! I feel so angry I can slap somebody!! Sigh.. I think I know what contributed to this anger, but its not nice saying it here since its soo public.. Sad eh? Wanting to share the truth and yet, having to hold back the thought to avoid tears, shouting, madness, and probably bloodshed.. Hahaha.. ( Get the drama part now..? )

Sometime I really want to let all my hair down and just do as I please, do whatever it is that is inside my fucking head and Go.. Just go, and express what I feel rather than having to wait till everything turns to the worse.. Aaarrgghh.. How does it feel not to have emotions eh? Will it help making saying thinsgs a hell lot easier..?

For once, I wish I can ignore my emotions and just express it all without taking note of others expressions.. >_< Sheesh.. I am not emo!! No way!! I just notice emotions more.. Hehehe.. I can read face, as I put it.. I judge you through observations, on how you act, how you talk.. Everything.. From that, I can say I can predict what you going to do when you're angry, when you're everything.. XD Weird eh? Ooooooo I want to scrunch your face sooooo bad!!! Aaarrgghh!! I want to pull your hair till you scream for mercy!! Aaaarrggghhh!!! Eeeeee!!!!! Go to hell!!!!!

Ah daym! I still have unfinished assignments.. But HELL I'm going out of my room.. No way! I might explode, for all that matter.. Sheesh.. Even the tiniest little thing now may trigger my already managed anger.. Haiz.. It's so hard.. I want a new house.. Can I..?

- my favourite angry eyes.. Thanks to Maryam.. -

-roz/still angry-

Eeee what to write?

2009-09-06T02:37:00.002+08:00

Geez, I am soo soo bored lah.. There's nothing to do, with my only 1 day per week class schedule, I am left to dead most of the time.. Oh and please do not remind me to do my assignments, cause I damn HELL finish them in time.. ( and perfectly, too.. haha.. )

Hurm, a quick re-cap for August.. Hurm.. I guess I spent RM2K( +/- ) in the first two weeks, and another RM1K ( +/- ) towards the end of the month.. Bad huh..? Mum called me and ranted like she never did before, saying the credit cards' the main reason all this happened.. Hahaha.. She even threatened to cancel my card if I didn't change my spending flow.. Geez.. That really made my heartbeat stopped, for a second of so.. ( well, at least I still have my cash supplies.. XD )

Hurm.. So far so good on life, I've made some new friends.. Great friends, in fact.. But I guess I did lose some friends along the way too.. Hurm.. I wonder why.. I guess we did kind of grew apart on each other, and nobody did anything to save it, nor did anyone tried.. Sad, considering the fact we were quite "okay" last time.. Now we barely speak to each other, unless in a needed situation.. Sigh.. I guess this is what life is..? We gain new thing, we lose something in return..?

Haiz!

Hurm.. Oh note to self, Never NEVER NEVER... Err.. scratch that.. It's not worth saying it here.. Today I went to Pavillion KL for the second time.. I was here yesterday.. I was walking with my friends when I noticed this guy were staring at me.. And I damn made sure I didn't look suspicious or wearing anything out of the ordinary.. Then it came to my head, was this guy checking me out..? Sheesh.. I know Pavillion being a hub for gay people but I never knew any would be looking my way.. T____T" Swt.. So weird.. Lucky he's cute or I wouldn't be paying attention to him.. LOLx! Anywya, ignoring him, I walked past him, and that's all there is to it.. I wonder what would other people do in this condition.? Do they give in or something..? Hurm.. Well, I am not that good in making the first contact, cause I am.. a very very anxious person.. Hahahah! So, I never was the first to approach others, and just remain quiet till they approach me instead..

I'm not being bitchy, okay..? That's just the way I am.. o.O

-Roz-

Something is definitely wrong with me..

2009-08-27T02:24:00.002+08:00

It's 2.24am in the morning, and yet I am still awake, even though I have class the following noon.. I guess that doesn't do much harm right? My class be starting around 1pm anyway, and that pretty much all the class I have this semester...

Woooaaa!! Wait!! I know you might be wondering, "what the fcuk? Only 1 class???" Yea, you heard right.. I only have 1 class this whole semester.. For me, this is mighty fun, but for you, you'd be shaking your head or smile.. Or something.. The truth is, I brought this on myself.. I was having so much fun, and I skipped class and all, didn't hand in assignments ( not that I know what assignment there was.. ) Silly eh? During the process, I wasted a HELL LOT OF MONEY!

Sigh.. I wonder what is wrong with me ( we're way over about the 1 class 1 semester stuff ) I get so easily affected by everything.. I get moody so easily, I get sad easily.. Let's just say, I'm turning into an emo' person!! >_<

And no, I do not cut myself or anything.. It's just that I am easily affected, emotionally.. I watched a movie past two days, " Love of Siam ".. Yeaaaa!! I know, it's a gay-movie and all, but it centralized on love values, and about life itself.. It's really good.. =]

It's really good till I am still thinking about it until now! I mean, I can't let it out of my mind.. That's all I'm thinking.. I can't stop listening to its soundtrack, and it's been going on the loop for ages in my iTunes.. There's like, something pulling me to this story.. I can't think of anything reasonable out of this.. Does my self yearn for such love..? Or does my self yearn to be as lucky as them..? Or be as attractive..? Hahahah.. Seriously, I have no idea.. I can't even tell myself what it is I am thinking.. There's too much feelings and thoughts runnning through my mind now..

I wish I am an open book, so I can just easily read myself and easily figure out what is wrong with me.. I mean, all these emotion thingy, they're girls job right..? T_T

Oh I am fasting now.. It's the fasting month.. Haha.. Feels good.. I only have one meal one day, and I try to limit myself by only eating 3slices of ham/bologna/chicken and 3pieces of bread and fresh salad.. Yea, I only eat sandwich during the breaking fast with soya milk..

p/s : I do not eat during supper / sahur' ( eating in the morning ).. Reason why? I hate waking up and simply I just don't feel like eating in the morning.. =]

Ciao.. I'll try updating regularly now.. hahah!

Back.. ^^

2009-07-16T00:46:00.003+08:00

Hvnt been updating fr ages nw, say fr like, 1month or mebe more eh? sory fr dat, din even crossed my mind ta blog.. nt even once.. sad eh? and i did promised myself to blog at least once a week.. geez, but ah well.. promises are made only to be broken aights? Only "good-looking" promises are to be kept, no matter hw hard or mar fan they are.. ^^

Hurm, so far ive been stucked in my humtown, Kota Kinabalu fr almost 2weeks nw.. been here since 2nd July and up till dat day till now, i hvnt done anythng but staying at hum doin nuthn and eating and surfing the net.. i knw, lucky ders internet eh? if nt, id be dead here.. T_T

been forcing me mum to rent me a car since both parents ( mum n dad.._ are using their cars and pretty much busy with their works and stuff, they hv no time to send me here and there and pick-me up and all..but she refused, saying its mar fan la, this la, that la.. cheh.. ketara wan kurung me at hum s i wont spend so much money.. heheh.. typical.. >_< haiz.. and OHHH!! i am so pissed off!! dad bought a new car!! and its nt fr me!! i mean like, wtf!?! ( fyi, he bought the new car fr his bizness partner to use in another place.. ) BULL!! Wat about me??? haiz.. so unfair.. Okay heres the thing, dad beens soo rich these few months, but hes soo stingy!! he doesnt even give me money!! ( ok, i lied, he did gave me like, 1k per month when im in KL fr my expenditure, and the rest frm me mum.. ) STINGY OLD MAN!! I can finish 1k in a few hours!! T_T

hurm, it seems dat my blog serves no other purposes but a place fr my rantings eh? hahah.. hurm, shud change my banner d.. >_< 上周我买ipod shuffle.. 哪个是很便宜了！三百三十九.. cheap or nt? hehe.. 　

can say tat this is my frst Ipod la, since i never invest money in this kind of thing b4.. and after purchasing em' i feel regret.. T_T i mean, i rely too much on my laptop more than anythng.. i realised dat ipod doesnt help much.. but anyway, its a good accessory la.. ^^ mine one is the silver 1, since the black doesnt really catch my eye.. or maybe because the guy tat attend to me dat day was wearing white therefore his apperance might hv clouded my judgemnt.. ^^

i wonder wat to do nw? i am sooo bored, stucked at hum with only the internet at my disposal.. T_T somebody come pick me up!!! haiz... >_______< hurry hurry b4 i die of boredom here!! and i hvnt been eating breakfast/lunch since like, forever!! haiz.. the maid doesnt cook me anythng!! T_T so grrrrr...!!! feel like shouting at her, but,. geez.. swt..

i cant wait to go bek KL.. Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!

Oooooo wantan Ho~

2009-06-11T02:41:00.006+08:00

I've been wanting to eat a nice, homemade wantan ho for ages now.. I dunno why, i guess these cravings just come and go as they please, making me suffer in agony and longing.. >_< And now, i want wantan ho!! And i want it asap!! So, i invited Daniel and Chris in a search for wantan ho around Cyberjaya with very little hope.. Hurm.. Theres this new restaurant in Satyam area, which seems to be a rather grand lavish restaurant for students like us to enter, mind you.. So, we went there despite knowing at least rm50m wud be spent at least.. But hey, so what?

Anyway the restaurants name is, something Kitchen Village or sumthng.. Kinda normal name, if u ask me.. Can find anywhere one laaa.. But lo and behold! The restaurants interior rock big time!!

So nice one geh.. Looks like Madam Kwan's, but better. I like the ambience here.. Its the kind of restaurant that makes u wanna hang out, relax, chill, forget the time and just enjoy the good food here..

The food? hahah~ We're just geting there right? The food is awesome man!!! Its the type of food that reminds me bek home, Kota KInabalu.. ^^ Well, u can find them anywhere la, but fr me, it reminds me of home.. ^^ "Tun kai" or herbal chicken with chinese dates, fried aromatic duck, claypot, tofu.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! I wanna go bek KK now!!!

p/s : the price is kinda reasonable i guess.. Its really those Madam Kwan's type of price laa..

And without further ado, me and Chris ordered wantan ho, and Daniel's seafood fried rice.. And ive been arguing with myself whether i should or not order the tunkai" since dats one of the top listed food in my "to-eat menu".. hehe.. But in the end, naaahhh... Next time la.. Bo lui.. >____<"

Oh heres the wantan ho.. Hhhahaha~ Cost me RM13.90.. Okaaayyyy laaa.. tho bek in KK i can get the same one fr RM5.00 and with the freshest prawn ever!! >_< Haiz.. But yea, i'll definitely come here again.. No doubt in that.. Maybe fr my bday, i'll treat my homies here eh? ^^ p/s : mum, i use the credit card a? hehehe~

p/s : gotta cam-whore.. T_T some things dat i cant get rid of.. ( i used my phone's cam since i din bring my camera.. )

yum yum~ hehehe~ finish asap.. ^^

Well, after paying etc, we went to this restaurant beside Kitchen Village fr sweet treats.. Tong Shui or sumthng.,. Now, this one was design in a way that it is open-air instead of using airconds and stuff.. And because of this, theres ppl smoking and all.. Eugh.. I cant stand smokers.. I hope they all go smoke and die somewhere far far away from me.. >_<>_< So just proceed to ordering using the order chit used in soo many restaurants nowadays.. ^^ remind me of Old Town oooo..

And guess wat? i got a very nice number oo!! it reminds me of all the fun and naughtiness of these numbers.. hahahha!! 69.. hahahh~ Also reminds me of the zodiac cancer.. >_< But the 69-69 is a better thought tho.. ^^ i wonder who 69 here? LOL~~

my Green Tea with red bean slushieess.. ^^ ( RM4.70 )

Chris's mango slushies.. ^^ ( RM4.70 )

Daniel's longan and lotus seed.. Healthy!! ^^ ( RM4.00 )

The slushies were awesome!! Its not as sweeet as i thought it wud be, which is good..!! Hhahaha~ And its sooo soft.. It looks soo solid but as soon as it touches ur tongues a.k.a. in ur mouth, it melts straight away.. Oooo~

Well.. i malas wan elaborate more la.. So hideous laaa my blog and language.. hehehe~ And geeshh.. boy do i need to save fr my Miri / Brunei trip? >_<

And guess wat? Ive been saving ooo!! Hhahaha~ Ive been keeping money insde my tabung.. err, tin can which i bought frm Daiso, IOI Mall, Puchong.. ^^

So cute right? hahahah~ Well, heres all.. i malas wan type so long laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... feel like crying nw.. my back hurts soo much of facing my laptop fr many hours nw.. >_<

and i still hv my journals to work on.. haiz!!!

k la, signing out.. ^^

-roz-

Today..

2009-06-06T02:22:00.003+08:00

I'm so busy and im broke.. danggggg... i only hv 1 50 notes left in my wallet!!

Muuuuuuuuuuummmmmmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

pls pls help!! >_<

( will nt update anytime soon.. busy.. T_T _

I did 77 thngs out of 132 "COOL" things.. hehhe~

2009-05-31T23:07:00.002+08:00

You are required to answer ALL the following questions.
Tag 16 people and re-post it with the title:
I've done ___ out of these 132 stupid things.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(x) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR:6

Level 4
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
(x) Slept With A Co-worker/Classmate
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(x) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR:13

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(x ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x ) Built A Sand Castle
(x ) Gone mudding (i assume this means playing in the mud)
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 16

Level 9
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 19

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake (damn scary!)
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 21

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 24

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 26

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 27

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 31

Level 15
(x ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x ) Felt Like You Were Dying ( i wanted to.. )

SO FAR:35

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 40

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made a Prank Phone Call
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 46

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By Any Animal

SO FAR:47

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 47

Level 22
( ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 49

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 51

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR:52

Level 25
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking (what is this???)
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 52

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR:56

Level 27
(x) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (wtfish??)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 60

Level 28
(x ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
(x) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(x)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 67

Level 29
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailedx

SO FAR:70

Level 31
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 74

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

I've done 67 out of these 132 things. Your turn to do it then.

I got Sick..

2009-05-19T01:50:00.004+08:00

Dear dears.. I guess u knw of my cravings and wants fr a dog right? And how my plans have been thwarted and canceled over and over again..?

As much as dejected and sad I am, i never put on a sad face ( well, to most people ) and always put on a BIG BIG FAKE SMILE so dat everyone thinks dat Im okay; fine et cetera..

Deep inside, I was hurt.. Like, torn to tiny lil' marshmallow pieces, shredded like cheap A4 paper, and minced like the minced beef they sell in Cold Storage.. Sigh.. I've been enduring all these pains for almost one week now ( yesterday was the 7th day.. ) and today, ( the eight day ) i fell sick.. hoho~

Dont get me wrong.. It is rare for me to fall sick.. I mean, its like watching cactus grow.. Err, the POINT is, I dont get sick dat often.. ^^

Urrrr, i got these nasty cough, flu or fever.. ( i dunno.. wats the difference? Hahahha~ ) My head is super heavy, like someone just placed a big big weight on it.. And everywhere i go, its soooo cold!! Like theres a hidden floating air-conditioner hovering, following me everywhere i go!! Buurrrrr!!! And i can hardly breathe thru my nose since theres this ooey gooey stuff.. What do u call them..? Phlegym..? Eh wait! Tats in your throat!! Ewww.. Mucuous..? Lol~~

And yea, when im sick, im mooody.. Lets just say, all this things/events are related to one another.. Ehem ehem..

When i WANT something, I WILL ALWAYS, ALWAYS gets it no matter what.. And if i dont, i'll sulk, refuse to eat, throwing fits, tantrums, bitch fight, etc etc till i get it..

And i still dont get what i want, i fall sick.. ( last resort.. )

and here i am, sick as my last resort.. a plea to get wat i want.. and so far, nothng happened yet.. Drat!! >_<

While i was stuck in my room, pretending to be someone tat is on their deathbed ( im sick, but im just exaggerating things up.. ) i got this BRILLIANT idea!!

Why not just buy the dog, no matter what the price and keep them in someones house till the one who din want the dog move away..? Errr.. Hw to explain..

Okay.. A housemate of mine refused to have a dog in the house saying it will only complicates things up, u get the drift.. But, that person would be leaving LimKokWing the end of this year.. Which means if tat person is no longer in this house, I CAN BRING POCHI IN!! MUhahaha~

So, now all i have to do is find a victim ( friend ) of mine that is willing to care for Pochi ( the name fr the dog.. ) in the meantime.. And ive decided to torture Hansen.. ^^ Heheheh~

Why Hansen? Awww nothing.. Just because i like to mock him and kacau him, just to see his angry face.. hihi~

He agreed, which put me on CLOUD NINE!! I was soo happy, i dont feel sick anymore!! Hhahaha~ If i have wings, id be flying to Pluto nw!! Hhahaha!! Thnks Hans!!

Heres a tribute to my savior, Hansen!!

hehe~ Hes an Indonesian boy.. ^^

Tats my face.. dont u thnk we have the same smiling pose..? Eeee!! Ikut-ikut!! >_<

Anyway, lets just hope the plan goes well eh..?

-roz-

Aaarrghhhh!!!!

2009-05-17T22:29:00.005+08:00

Arrrgghhh!! ( just please imagine me trapped in a cage, rattling the steel bars like a madman )

I am sooo angry!! Pissed off!! Sad!! Disappointed!! Worried.. Furious!! arrrgghh!! all feelings at one time! Haiz~ Too much!! No more.. i'm gonna explode soon~ >_<

So all this just because of my wish of havng a dog being denied.. Well, thwarted over and over again! Oh mum!! Please buy me a new house!! and a dog too, k? ^^

Well, the dog tat i've booked was bought by someone else dat paid more that wat me and the owner agreed to pay.. so, being a super materialistic, money-eyed people, he agreed!! leaving me in deep sadness and despair~! haiz!! so sad laaa!!

Geez, is it really hard to get a dog? I mean, yes.. I will be solely responsible fr it, i know i can..

Theres nothing tat will make me abandon the dog.. So far as I am concern, i dont have a life partner yet, be it girlfriend or boyfriend.. So, the dog will be my baby instead.. ^^

I know i can take care of it, play with it, etc etc and still have enough time for my own things like assignmnts and stuff..

Err, maybe i'll go out shopping less at that time since i am more attached to my doggy, but isnt dat a good thing? seriously, i spent more than 3k alone in a month just fr my expenditure, and like with a whopping rm15k per semester fr my course, isnt havng a dog would prevent me frm spendng more???

Arrrgghh!! And im the only one with these craze fr dog.. Ranty, my housemate is also damn crazy bout gettng a dog.. ^^

Hey, at least im nt alone right? hehe~ dat made me feel happy..

And guess where am i going this Wednesday? To PAWS in Subang!! Well, nt to adopt dogs or anythng, to just play with all the dogs there since i cant get one!!! >_< humph!! So annoying!!

Aaarrrgghhh!!

And as an eye-candy, heres some picture of my desired dog, Golden Retriever..

I mean, theres a lot, and i can only upload some of em.. >_<

5 Things that I really want..

2009-05-16T18:15:00.003+08:00

If you're a Facebook user, theres a lot of these "5 Things stuff" where you pick the top 5 of watever it is, and display it to the world to see..

Similar like a survey aights?

Well, heres my top 5 things that i really want!!! And i do mean it!!

1 : Time

I need more time to figure out things and settle things.. Theres been so many thngs happend at one time in my life and boy do i need more time!!

2 : Money

Who doesnt need money? Money is like the essence of life nowadays.. NO money, no life.. You can get through life now without having money.. It is a materialistic world out there where only the richest can survive easily..

3 : A New Room ( Master Bedroom preferred.. )

Yea, tho i am a hapy owner of a nice green Japanese-styled room, i do need a new room!! A bigger one so my soon-to-be dog can have more room to run around and more space for him to roam.. and to call his own.. Anyone heard of a good offer lately? Do tell me.. ^^

4 : My Pochi

My baby, my life.. Will buy soon from Trish's bro for a whopping 1.7k which i would gladly pay.. Please dont say anythng about it cause i wont listen.. Im stubborn and will be more stubborn fr the thngs tat i crave for.. Sorry.. I might hurt other peoples feeling during these period, so i am sorry..

5 : Death

Okay! Im nt being emo here but death doesnt sound bad at all if i cant get all of the above.. ^^

Okay, so heres my 5things dat i really want now.. Wats yours? hehe~

-roz-

Hurm.. I need to concentrate..

2009-05-06T02:35:00.002+08:00

With weeks more till the end of this semester, i need to get a FCUKING TIGHT grip on myself, on the GROUND, on my willpower, my everything and just shake everythng!!! Aaaarrggghhhh!!!!

I still have tons of assignmnts on hand and yea, dat means im soooo soooo busy!! Like, argh! Major bummer..

Today i went to my B.Tech class.. Was late fr like, 1hour, but oh well.. At least I made it.. No thanks to my stupid alarm clock of a handphone.. >_< Do this again next time, and you're going to the rubbish bin! I mean it, you silly piece of technology..

Okay, let's write like normal people now, shall we? For Design class today, I showed my tutor, Lisa what have I done, the past week and my progress on my habitat.. And I've explained briefly and fastly since I have another class at 5pm which I'd really looked forward too.. And maybe because of my "eagerness" to leave fast, she instructed me to make a mock-up model with a 1:1 scale using cheap materials i.e. cardboards, paper and present it to her during this Friday!! I was flabbergasted.. Damn! Tis' is hard work.. And not to mention, money consuming.. Haiz.. But nevertheless, I managed to shake everythng off and ran out from the class to my next class ( that time, it was around 5.05pm)

Next class brings me salsa dance! Hahah.. I know, I know.. Its that kind of dance where you shake your butt like you mean it.. Now, stop smiling.. A Black girl intrduced herself to me, her name was Grace from the Business Faculty.. Awww, she's sweet.. At least, I have a friend there now.. ^^ ( I promise I'll upload pictures later.. )

Eugh.. Today has been a long day.. And I'm writing soo much.. T_T"

Till then, tata~

I Thought I've Had it Now.. but.

2009-04-25T09:41:00.003+08:00

Aaahhh finally, weekends!! I can be no happier than this!! No class!! A chance for me to rest these tired body of mine.. Or so i thinK.. Dang!! I still have tons of assignmnts on my hand to finish!! Waaaaa!! Seriously, I should not have procrastinate.. ( Oh okay, who doesn'T when you've been shoved with lots of wonders of life, Money for instance.. heheh )

Okay okay.. I know that if my mum were reading this, she'd be pretty pissed off, and prolly even cut off my weekly allowance ( GASP!! No no no no!! ) For some of you that wonders why "weekly allowance", here's why.. The thing is, Ive been raised up in a way that I'll always get what i want
( brat-much huh?) and Yea, i do tend to spend a lot.. I can never save ( all these time about me wanting to start saving is all plain bullshits! Dont believe me when i say i wanna save' cause i be plain lying ) So tats why my mum gave me weekly allowance because she know if she were to give me monthly allowance, i'd finished it in less than a week.. ^^

Err, let's stop talking about money.. ( I've jus finished this week allowance in like, less than 3days.. Called my mum last night for more $$$, and she were.. hehe.. not shocked, she's used to it.. Just the tone, like, "OMG, why do i have these kind of monster as my child?" ) Lol~

Hurm, todays intended activities.. Go to Alamanda and eat Steamboat with Nancy, Daniel and Ranty.. ^^ And after that, hurm,, Wat else? Maybe i should go to the shoes department and get myself a new shoes? I've been wearing my N-Balance shoes forever now, like everyday!! I need a new one!! ( bought last December ' 08 )

Well, i guess tats it fr nw..

- roz -

p/s : Chris, when wanna go the lake agen? o.O
wake me up if u do..

Aahhhhh!!!

2009-04-24T12:13:00.000+08:00

HELL WEEK IS KILLING ME!!

One dOwn, 3 to Go...

2009-04-21T03:47:00.004+08:00

So, he talked to me at last.. Was soo glad.. all these times, i've been waiting for a sign.. Cause if it's not him, who else? I never did have these kind of thing with other people other than him.. And for that, I thank you for talking to me first.. I know things are still a bit cold, and awkward, but we'll fix that.. I don't know how, but i know we'll get to there eventually.. We always do.. ^^

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I have no idea what is going on in your head, so I can only guess.. This is the first time these "difficulty" happened between us and I have no idea on how to handle it.. I guess all I can say is I am sincerely sorry.. I was also waiting for you that night to call me down from my room and work on that tower.. Did it occured to you how dejected and low I felt when you said your accursed words??? I know it's my fault, but please refrain yourself from saying that again.. Maybe you're super angry and pissed off at me that time, and you loose your control.. I do not know, but i haven't heard anything from you since then.. Sad eh? Were you avoiding me then?

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I seriously what you think of me.. Seriously, I don't.. I can never understand you.. You act soo differently every time I see you.. Why? Please stop making me confused and scared.. I maybe a little bit too emotional, I know.. But you are emotionally unbalanced!! That part really scares me.. You're like a walking bomb.. Every actions may trigger the explosion.. And can you please stop, stop talking behind my back? Can you just talk to me face-to-face like a girl you are? Let's just work things out, okay?

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* click to enlarge, you know that, do you? *

Lately I find myself to be addicted to a certain game in Facebook ( again, argh.. This sucks! ) It's called Restaurant City.. It's a game that makes you run around in Facebook and adding people like crazy.. The thing is, whenever you add a person, you'll get an item or ingredient needed to cook your recipes.. Unfortunately, you can only and ONLY get one item from a person.. Therefore, to get more ingredient, you have to add lots and lots of people, or just simply start trading.. But eventually, you will just have to start adding for the sake of getting new ingredients.. ( made a terrible mess of my friend list, seriously.. )

I hope I'll be able to overcome this addiction asap, cause "Hell's Week" is coming.. By means of that, I meant "submission week".. It's something I learn from a lecturer of mine today, in History&Culture class.. Her name is Suzy Sulaiman.. A very able lecturer, if you ask me.. She knows a lot.. ^^

Hurm.. What else..? Oh yeah.. Pochi.. Iunno.. Maybe he have to wait a little bit more, eh?

Figures.. Shiet! This is making me sad just thinking of it.. >__<"

- roz -
~ assignments mode - [O][N] ~

..regret..

2009-04-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, i am sorry.. To all those people that I've hurt before, and to those I hurt now.. I am sorry.. There are things that we cannot control, and shit just happen, you know.. Therefore, I am sorry.. ( again.. )

Here I am, in my room, with the door locked and my headset tucked steadfastly to my ears with the music roaring loudly ( through the headset.. i don't know how they work, but, Oh well.. ) I kind of enjoyed this feeling.. I am here alone, in my own private space, doing my own things, undisturbed by others.. This is my sanctuary, though things have not been smooth lately.. I don't know why.. Things I've done these few days, they invite only hatred and irritation towards others.. Frankly i have no idea why or what I've done.. But things just seems to be that way.. Nothing seems to be all goody-goody now.. Now it seems that two of my friends are super pissed off with me.. I mean, wow.. And this is all because.. Ouch.. I don't think I'll share it here.. I am such a coward.. ^^ The truth hurts, as well as the excuses made to conceal the truth.. Everything hurts to an extend that you don't even know what to do anymore..

To those two, I am sorry.. I really am.. I know nothing will fix that now.. And no excuses will help anything now, and yeah, no point making excuses because apparently a certain girl is soo tired of me making excuses.. Hurm.. The more I think of it, the more dejected and sad I am.. Okay, I know that I make a lot of excuses but have you look in the mirror yourself? When you get pissed or angry, you affect everybody near you with your super-emotional reaction! I am soo angry with this, but I have not the power to talk about it in front of your face just yet.. Soon, when I can take it no longer....

Sometimes, I wish i can just turn back time and do something to avoid all of this.. Sometimes, I just wish that I am alone.. It's easier.. Don't you think? You don't have to give a shit towards others and all you need to think is yourself and only yourself.. It saves up all the trouble.. Aaaarrgghh!! Life is soo unfair..

Shit.. I guess i just entered my post-traumatic and sulky mode this instant.. It'll be quiet these few days, i guess.. Hurm.. Figures..

-roz-

The Things I Do For Love~

2009-04-14T23:00:00.005+08:00

Hurm, i have been talking about having a dog for ages, ages and ages!!! I mean, i want a dog, regardless of what people say about it; about ME!! Im a muslim, and why the HELL should i have a dog?? Its like im going against the Law right?

For me, i am not normal.. I am not a follower of rules ( well, certain rules.. ) I dont do the usual things that people ( muslim people ) do.. I touch dogs, i drink, i pierced my ears.. But tats all there is to it.. I clearly dont eat Mr. Piggy, i dont bow to another God ( although i think tat all religion is teh same.. they teach us to be good.. Like, in the end, we're about to find out that we are all ONE~ ) I dont wear a Cross earring or pendant.. I dont despise my religion, i dont do nothng bad!! Honest!!

Urm, i think i talked too much without touching the main issue.. Hhahaha.. Anyway, like i said, i WANT a dog!! I dont care what people say; cause i am just about to burst with excitement and longing for a dog that i can call mine!! Mine mine and mine!! Its not tat much to ask, right? Right?

So like, i have these hot friend, Trish ( a teenage woman.. ^^ ) who have a brother that sells dog!! Wow! Its like, sooo intoxicatingly intoxicated me with lots of ideas.. and yea, without wasting more time, i asked her to find me a dog, a Golden Retriever fr a good price.. ^^ and she did, for 1.4k, with cert.. That made me happy over the top.. I've been waiting soo long for this..

Likewise, i went to Sunway Pyramid ( the only decent shopping mall in a 30km radius of Cyberjaya ) I went with Ranty and Saras..wait wait.. i've got an idea.. ^^

- we used taxi to go there..
- we shop'd like crazy people..
- i bought a new pants for 79.90rm
- i bought a blue dog collar

- i bought a Golden Retriever handbook

- we ate at an EXPENSIVE japanese restaurant ( wic i regretted.. lol.. )

Sigh.. Soo much fr wanting to have dogs.. ^^

I decided to name him Pochi.. Just a name from an anime.. I think its cute.. tell me what u think k?

- roz -

My Baby~

2009-04-03T03:46:00.004+08:00

What more can i say eh? Its my new baby!! Luv her soooo much!! Hahahha~~ She's a life-saver!! And thnks mummy for bestowing it to me~ Hehehehe~

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

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- roz -

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THANKS SOOO MUCH BELLE!! I x sangka pun ble buat camtu.. heheh~~ tah2 u da amik number kad i buat shopping... hehehe~

Fuck You!

2009-04-03T02:45:00.005+08:00

What can i say? I'm in my PMS-Moment again.. Grrrr... Sooo cranky like a cat now..

I knw, i knw.. I have lots of these man-PMS period.. At least, once per week.. But cant help it right? Its better than gurls.. Theirs lasts fr days or weeks ( esp those super barbaric one, like this woman.. hehe )

" seriously, u dun wan mess with her.. She break ur dick into two ooo!! careful ooo~ "

Anyway, currently im doing my assignmnts.. Ooooo wic assignmnt? How kind of u to ask.. hehe~ Im fcuking doing my DESIGN ( 2 projects at a time ) while trying to do my DRAWING 2 and while searching info for my HISTORY&CULTURE 101 while thinking of a topic for my CP111..

Now, can anyone tell me why am i cranky o not!?!

Sigh.. Luckily, Mr.Coffee is with me, comforting me.. and making sure i dont drop down dead zzzzz-ing.. hurm..

But when u look at it back, it all come down back to me.. Hehehhe~ Im suggesting the dangerous word, "procrastinating".. HUhuh~~ But wei!! I.. i did my work la.. Just i did it bits by bits, cause theres sooo much fun thngs out there than my assignmnt!! Muahahahha!!

U can name a lot right? "fun" things? somethng fun, and will make u sweaty, and HOT!! O.o

Hehehe~ Shopping.. fr me la, dunno u all.. ( sigh, i dunno but i feel like talking to myself.. sigh.. )

Does dat make me look stupid? looked foolishly foolish innocent..?

Or just a bratty loner..?

Hurm..

Oh and i wanna say thnks to Farhan fr giving me a DICK!!! LOL!! And i meant tat literally!!! Muahahahha!! Thnks Far!! Well, i wont deny dat it was awkward at first, but nw i think it ROX!!!! Muahahah! Im bringing it to campus!! HEehehhe~

" LOL!! SMALLLLL!!!!!! "

Luv,
-roz-

haha~

2009-03-30T02:04:00.001+08:00

im back!! well, got my laptop formatted just yesterday so im still nw on the process of restoring files, downloading etc etc~~ so much works, so little time.. sigh~~

Oh yea, fact of the day... hehhee~~

I love to talk bad about other people.. like, "OMG! U knw shes a bitch right?? " thngs like dat.. hahah~ does dat make me a bitch too..???

Sweaty but Clean~

2009-03-08T00:45:00.004+08:00

Hahaha~ I Simply LUVVVVV cleaning and getting sweaty so i can have a very very refreshing bath after that!!!!!!

A nice long long refreshing bath!! Weeee!!

Drooling nw at that idea..

Hurm, i didnt do anythng today..

Just lazing around and watch TV..

Sad~

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>________________<"

Such A Bitch!

2009-03-05T02:24:00.005+08:00

Like, WOW!~! I havnt blog fr soo long nw i almost forgot hw to spell "spell".. Geez!! Thnks to u, Mrs.Menopausal Internet!! U cause all these!! Grrrrr!!!

Anyway, i promised myself i my next blog post would have the title as above " such a bitch ".. I saw Chris's recent blog post was " such a rush " and the "such a bitch " quickly popped in my head~ I mean, it was almost natural-like fr me to think dat anyway.. Hehehe~

Anyway, to relate this blog post and the title, i've dig out a story, a very very juicylicious and sweetest sweet gossip dat will make a diabetic person die instantly of an overly over sugar-rush attack!!! Ooooo!!!

* cheers from the background *

It seems that we have a friend dat is far tooo miserable, toooo scrooge-like, toooo stingy, too.. sigh.. theres no word fr it.. Its shameless!! Bloody ass!! Bloody fingers!! Bloody eyes!!
Everythng bloody!!

Grrr!! It seems dat this friend is stealing!!! OMG!! Who could ever do this?? STealing?? Why??? OMG!!

And to make thngs worse, this friend is nt stealing money or anythng!! Ooooo the horror!! But instead, the friend is stealing chili sauce and cheese shakers from restaurants!!!! OMG!!!! Ooooo the shame, the shame~ * moga2 anak besok nga kyk gini, nyolong sana sini.. Amin.. / i pray my child will not be like this in the future... *

Seriously, i wish im der when the friend is doing his shameless deeds, and give him a BIG round of applause and a HUGE REALITY CHECK!! Like, HELLO!!!!

If u dun hv money, i buy fr u la!!! Sheessshhh!! Chili sauce oso cannt afford ah??? walaw!!

Disclaimers note :

Yea i knw i talk soo badly, but hey!!! I dont care! This is my blog, my diary, my journal, my memo, my fcuking life.. I write wat i want.. and the fren hurt me before too.. So, its payyy back time!! Muahahha!! Nt soo saint nw, aint u???

And i have to admit, im a bitch too, starting frm yesterday.. Hehehhe~ Well, one of my homie were shopping online, u know.. Like those Koreans or Japanese clothes that they sell oh-so-chea in the Net? Yea, dats the one.. Shes been buying a lot and screaming everytime her packages arrived~ Teehee~ Such joy for her it made me SUPER JEALOUS!! Take note : Im a jealous type!! Never ever EVER challenge my jealousy.. U might just end up miserable.. hehe~

Anyway, since i told her im jealous, Saras went on a search fr MEN-CLOTHING websites fr me so dat i can shop like her too!! Oooo bless her!!! Muah muah muah muah Muah muah muah muahMuah muah muah muahMuah muah muah muahMuah muah muah muah!!! Bless her!!

P/s : Luv u Saras!!!

So, till today!!! I cant get my head out of these websites!! I mean, one webbie leads to another webbies, and so on!! And ders sooo muc cool shirts, pants, vests dat i want!!! AAAAAaaaaaa~~ My "January-2009-died" shopping-bitch-self is emerging again!! Ooooo!!! OMG!! I cant fight him this time!! Hes sooo strong and soo forceful!! * i just have to give in to him, rigt? resistance is futile anyway~ *

So, JENG JENG JENG!! Guess wat? i already placed an order fr a pair of shoe, a shirt and a pant!!!! Oooooooo!!!!! Sooo fun fun fun!! I cant wait!! Muahahaha!!!

Luv,

roz~

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The "first"~

2009-02-24T03:39:00.003+08:00

My first..

I am soo happy..

Excited..

The first..

I've waited forever for this..

The day when we meet again..

It sets my heart beating to a rapid convulsion..

i've missed you..

The day we could embrace again..

Through our hardships..

Yeayyy!! Semesters starting!!

I am soo gonna work harder!!

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( oh, i have my eyes on one person in my class.. haha~ let's see hw it goes! )

Let's get WET and eat FISH!!

2009-02-22T05:31:00.009+08:00

* if ur one person with evil icky mind, u might thnk differently than wat i have in mind for ths blog post.. and yea, no pun intended.. *

Me, Roz.. haha.. Received a call from Jenna ( a very GOOOD Friend and a sis' of mine.. ) and asked me whether i wanna go and hit the pool ( the swimming one.. ) with David ( her Luvey.. ) and Shana ( a friend of hers, also a friend of mine.. =] ) and Daniel ( u knw him right? ) at Block C's..

Well, of course!! all i did all day was playing XDO and the very thng i want do that moment was getting out of the house and move my fat ass or just, anythng!!!!! Seriously, its like all my life was all about playing xdo!! I need to stop!! Arrgghh!!! Crack-pot!! ( playing xdo was fun and addictive laaa.. )

- hey der Shana! Long time no see!! -

Join up with Jenna, David and Shana at Block C swimming pool and, weeee!! Let's get wet!!! All of us gt wet, except Daniel who insisted that he should remain "dry" since he's nt in his swimming attire.. and Jenna..

Jenna : Come Daniel.. Just get in the water...
Daniel : No la.. Im nt in my swimmng clothes.. =]
Jenna : ( laugh loudly ) Go naked!

* conversations above hv been edited cause i cant remmber very well wat happnd.. haha.. *

We took lots of pictures ( since my cam is water-proof ) and chatted and asked this and that, like an interrogation.. U knw, questions like, hw are you? Hw have u been? Wat were you doing? Hows ur holidays? Wat subject? Wat this and that..

When it got too chilly, we all went out frm the water ( it irks me that i felt soo cold but im fat! i mean, isnt all those fats inside me supposed to protect me frm feeling cold?? soooo unfair!! i dun wanna be fat anymore!! )

Anyway we all made plans to go and hv dinner in Alamanda.. Sumthng healthy, like healthy food.. Hehehe.. I guess, healthy food is like, erm, cooked food but with very minimal seasoning and no oil, not fried, and with a "HEALTHY FOOD" label on it.. well, dats wat i thought..

In the end, we all ended up in Manhattan's Fish Market!! And everythng there is well, fried!! Wow!! Wat ever happnd to being healthy?? huhhuhuh.. But seriously, i dont mind at all.. I hvnt eaten in MFM fr a while nw..

To sum it all up, the dinig experience in MFM was very superb.. I was sooo fulll!!! Fish is sooo good.. Yum yum!! I miss seafood!! I miss my hometown and all of its freshy fresh seafood!! Aaaaa, im salivating nw.. Ummmm...... Oh i had Fish and Chips, with amy choice of dory fish as the fillet.. =]

- this is way tooo good!! hehe~ i luv it.. -

After dinner, we had this one dessert, Chocolate Mud Pie.. I was expecting brownies with ice cream and choc' sauce, mind u.. I was beyond full, but i still can push myself fr these treats, okay???

- looks simply scrumptiously scrumptious delicious, but, its just way too plain.. -

But when it arrived at our table, Chocolate Mud Pie turns out to be only just ice-cream with choc' sauce.. sooo disappointing! And it even made me feel guilty eatng it!!!!!! Ewwww!! Bitch!!! And it cost rm10.90!!! fr only ice cream!!! i can even do better than this!!! Ewwww!! Double irritation!! Its like a mosquito bite all over ur body!! Eeeee!!

After dinner, me and Daniel stayed in Alamanda to buy some household stuff ( i knw, i kept buying.. ) I bought few stuff like deodariser fr my room ( Oooo, Jasmine too!! ) and trash bin, and shampoo and conditioner, etc etc.. And when i paid up, i din asked fr plastics bag!! I was saving the Earth!! Oooo!!! WOW!!! Im sooo noble!! I shud get a Nobel Prize!! its like, Noble Prize!!! I shud really get one!! I wonder hw to apply.. Hurm.. ( if anybody knw, pls tell me ar? )

Me and Danie took bus to go back tho we've debated whether we shud hv just take a taxi to go back.. But since we're.. like having this holes in our pockets, i mean the holes are EVERYWHERE!! Lucky nt in the front part tho.. That wud be, urm.. scenic... Hahahhaha!! Ewww, perv'!!! Shut up!! Go away!!

Well, we arrived back safely~~ yeaaa!! * kisses *

Erm, dats all?? heheh~

Oh yea! On the way back, inside d bus T429, well, lemme tell u, the bus was super crowded u knw! I was sitting down, of course.. Hehe.. Im good at finding empty seats and hastily lay my fat ass on it asap before anyone can sit on it before i do.. Its like, a persaingan ( survival of the fittest )

well, it came down to when the bus jerked and halted to a stop.. ( dats when the story begins.. ) since there were way too many people standing, some loose their balance, staggered and even fell.. There was one girl standing in front of me, carrying these basket ( like those used to selling kuih/treats in the pasar/market..) She fell, and i reached forward like a Hero i am to grab her from falling to her doom aka embarrassment.. I grabbed her waist and yeah, my heroic act had saved her from her plunging fall.. ( but seriously, i had problem keeping my face straight.. i was on the verge of laughing out WAY TOO LOUD.. )

She din even said thank you to me la, i think because the fact that she actually fell, hurts her more than the fact that i saved her.. Lol.. I mean, its too embarrassing.. and people were watching and looking at her.. and since i think i grabbed her waist pretty hard while catching her, it ought to leave a bruise or sumthng.. well, nt my fault!! Humph!! At least i saved her.. Hehehhe~

And dats all der is to the day~ Exciting eh? Cant wait fr my frst day at campus!! Wee!!

Luv,
roz~

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You Can't Read!!!

2009-02-22T05:01:00.003+08:00

The title has nothng to do with my blog post this mornin' but it's a newly favourite phrase of mine. =] wink wink!!

When you're attacked by a strange disease, or more well-known as Insomnia ( it's a Bitchy disease that won't let you go sleep; u feel like sleeping and damn tired and all, but somehow, and magically as it seem, you can't shut ur eyes and sleep.. Irritating isn't it? )

tHe point is, when u have insomnia, you'll hv more and MORE time on your hand to do watever that it is in your mind.. In my case, i think.. Weehee!! Cause i simply hv nothing to do, but to think.. and to voice out my mind in silly conversation ( in my case, my victim is Daniel.. )

We talked and bitched bout all people that crossed our mind.. we laughed and snorted.. and everythng else.. haha.. then the most important topic came up.. About our studies and how much sufferings it will cost us.. ( yea, most favourite topic in the world! dope! )

I've been whining about the tremendous amount of subjects i took this semester and the probability of me going crazy and even too stressed out.. I mean, i took 6subjects!! That's like, freaking too much! Lol.. I mean, in a way, it shudnt be troublesome at all, people done it before.. Its just being dramatic like an auntie.. Hehe..

The talks went on and on soo fast that everythng seemed like blurred light and eventually it stopped.. We went quiet.. We went into our own quiet little mind and think.. At least, im thinking.. I mean, theres gonna be soo much hardship since all 6subjects that i took is super challenging and require my utmost undivided attention.. I knw, ppl kept wishing me luck and all, but i still cant help but thnk of all those hardships.. Anyway, heres a list of all my subs.. =]

- Architecture Design 101
- Communication Principles 111
- Building Technology 101
- Architecture Culture 101
- Design Communication
- Drawing 2

Seriously, if u went thru my early years in LimKokWing, u wud knw hw hard it wud be..

Nw i knw, all i can do is to trust myself and brace myself to withstand all of these coming challenges... I knw i can do it, but it wont be clean.. Theres prolly be lots of crying, fits, tantrums, throwing of stuffs, etc etc.. But, i will try, i will.. Im sure i will!!

Sheesh.. the more i think about it, the more angry i am at myself.. I wasted times.. Valuable times last semester.. And i could've.. I would've been more relaxed this year..

Regretion is such a terrible thng.. Hurm..

Lets ponder more on thngs.....................

Luv,
roz~

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a tag frm dear sis~

2009-02-18T15:33:00.008+08:00

Taken frm my sis's blog at here~ I mean this link here.. k? its, Miss Mathew's Pavillion.. =]

p/s : i luv this kind of tag.. ders pictures included.. heheh~

The rules are simple.Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results (Remember! The image on the first page only!!!), and post it as your answer.After that tag 6 people.(hehehe!)

I'm a Cancerian...

I really want to go to Venice...

My favourite place, home and surrounded by all my friends.

My favourite thing... MONEY!

My favourite drink...milkshakes..

My favourite food... Liquor'd Choc's~

My favourite colour... Gray~

I live in...Cyberjaya...

I was born in... KOTA KINABALU

My school/college... LimKokWing University, Cyberjaya...

My favourite story... Twilight by Stephenie Meyer

My hobby is Shopping...

I wish...i'm thinner.. LOL!!!

Weee!! Done!! Nw, tagging apart.. Well, ima play the saint part and wont tag anybody but if u do this tag ( oh bless u!! muah muah muah muah muah muah!! ) please let me knw k???

p/s : sorry if most of the pictures shows very girly stuff.. i cant find any appropriate pictures.. teehee~

Happy.. but..

2009-02-16T04:43:00.004+08:00

Haha.. Im damn excited today. At last, i can see an end to the endless moment of loneliness dat ive been experiencing since last 30th December '08.. =]

Ive been spending the days alone.. ALONE in the house ( tho i had Farhan arond for a couple of days and Nsa and Mother.. ) for the last month nw.. So, ive been super lonely and bored.. Yea, bored all the time.. sad eh?

And to top it all up, the Internet was acting like a crazed biatch.. I mean, it doesnt work properly.. How sad right? HUhuhu~ Wic means, my only means of communication wasnt being cooperative enuf.. Haiz..

Todays everythng gonna change.. * big smile * Hahaha.. Daniel is back!! And Saras too!! And Farhan!! Yayyyy!! Big hugs fr everybody!! * yea wish.. i only hug'd Saras.. so weird to hug Daniel and Farhan.. Its like, hugging a tree..No response, all im getting is awkward stares.. Lol~ *

So anyway, they're back and dats wat matters.. Weeee!!

I be blogging more nw.. hahahah~ Im soo happy ( but still bored, class hvnt start yet.. sad eh? ive been having these super long holidays nw its killing me.. *

See ya soon~ Nights~ or mornin~

Slumdog Millionaire~

2009-02-14T00:55:00.010+08:00

Well, nt much of a blog eh? Hhahahaha.. ( Please click on the pic to enlarge) geez guys, sorry. hvnt blog fr such a long long time.. sad eh?

well, blame everythng on the stupid stupid Internet and Streamyx ppl.. i dunno why they can't send a bloody technicians to my house and fix it!?! grrrr... ive been surviving on internet using Gprs ( which cost me a great deal ) and curi curi line.. Hahahaha~

Anyway, about the movie, u must watch it!!! Fr LIMKOKWING ppl, i now DEMAND that u all watch it!!! IT IS VERY GOOD and it will tell u the culture and living-style of India, Mumbai.. erm.. etc etc.. hehehhe~ Im nt good at explaining so, my advice is to be taken seriously.. hehehhe~

\Heres the summary of the movie :

"The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Each chapter of Jamal's increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show's seemingly impossible quizzes. But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out. At the heart of its storytelling lies the question of how anyone comes to know the things they know about life and love. "

I'll try to blog more later on when the lines back.. till then, hahah~ luv ya.. and

Happy Valentine's Day~

~~Muah muah muah muah muaaahhhh~~

p/s : the picture is actually my handwriting.. hahaha~ is it weird? but hey!! I like it! Lol~

- my bored pic.. hahah.. -

I Tried...

2009-02-05T05:24:00.002+08:00

Time nw : 5.24am

Jeez, i can't sleep.. i tried, but to no avail.. My already too-tired eyes just refused to give in to my needs nw... Simply refused to shut... Ahhhhh.. I hate this... There's soo much.. Too many stuff in my head nw.. I can't sleep, and that only makes me eager, though not meant; to think...

I cant really explain myself. I dun even knw wat i need nw ( tho i thnk its just decent sleep nw.. ) i dun even knw wat i want.. Theres sooo much dat i want but, its a blurred image... i can vaguely see anythng nw... everythng seems to be so far fr my grasp..

Hurm.. thnking bout ths.. im like, shieett... nw my crease line along my forehead wont go away.. hold on, lemme check in d mirror.. * Yeps, definitely staying.. + looong sigh *

Hurm, i cant help but thinkng some part of me is missing... trust me, i really hv no idea wat the other part is, just the fact, i never felt sooo detached frm life.. its like, every part of my self screamed confused nw.. Well, i am confused.. teehee~

hurm.. all i can do nw is sigh.. lots and lots of sighing.. * yea, i sound like old ppl nw.. * sometimes i wonder, why cant just be as easy as it shud be? just as easy as managing computer, or in my case, laptop// Just simply delete files or applictions dat i dun need.. Delete forever memories or thoughts dat i don't want forever, never to be remembered again.. Sigh~

Jeez, i dun even knw why im saying all this stuff.. hahaha~ but anyway, i guess, i'll give it another try ( sleeping.. ) But yea, i will be happy.. hehe.. cant make everyone around me sad eh, just because im going thru some sad-pathetic stage? Lol~~ Lets put on a fake smile and hope everybody goes along with it.. =]

Oh Goo!

2009-02-05T03:48:00.002+08:00

Jeez, its been a while since i blog.. Stupid Internet.. Why wont u work?? Stop acting like a bitch already!! * pucker lips *

Hurm, the thng is, well, i dunno wat to blog.. And i cant go online too.. sadly.. yeah, i knw.. i have no life.. Its lke, No internet, No LIFE.. then dat wud seriously point out hw much am i missing out of life..

i try to be.. well, lively next time k? The internet sux.. it kept going dead on me..

seriously i dun wanna be pushing my luck.. i need to update my blog.. hahaha~

end-

I HATE CUPCAKES!!

2009-01-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

* in a cute adorable way.. hehe~ *

p/s : mesti suspen kan tgk my post punya title? hehehe~

Today i went out to meet Agnes, one of the SUPER Cupcakes-duo in KL Central to get my ordered cuppies.. Wee hee~ I was super excited. actually!! =]

I ordered cuppies frm Agnes this time with "Chinese New Year theme" so i think u can guess wat decor' shud be on the cuppies right? =]

Mostly red ( PROSPEROUS and they look good on me.. LOL!!! ) and orange
( symbolizes the cute zesty oranges and just because they reminded me of $$$$$$$ ) and Moo Moo~ ( because its their year.. teehee~ )

And we took ~~pictures..~~ picture too.. Geez, shud hv ask'd fr more pictures.. hehehe~ but i was shy.. Lol~ Its hard fr me to say, " can i take pics wit u..more? "

i'd be thinkng and shoutng and debatng bout it in my mind and just let the moments slip'd away.. awww.. too bad eh? hehehe~ Nevermnd, ders always next time.. teehee~

anyway, Agnes asked me to take pictures wit the cupcakes ( wic i WOULD HV DID even without her telling me too.. Lol.. )

So heres some pictures ( i took like, 50 but im only puttng in 5.. Geez, uploadng kills me.. too slow.. )

in KL Central.. Agnes look'd like a pro-businesswoman.. =]
( and i tried soo hard nt to lose to her so i gv out my 1Million worth smile.. LOL~ )

My cuppies... Orange.. oh, no red.. Hhahahaa~ Oh well.. its ok, they will STILL look good in my mouth~ Ym yum~~

And finally, the reason why i HATE cuppies???
They're just sooo cute!!! I feel sad when eating em!!

Cute fishie!! Hw can i bite u?? Uuuuuuuuuuuu~~

And more pics of me cam-whoring with food.. Lol~~ But hey, we Malaysians are cam-whore freaks right???? * and im so proud of dat fact!! *

Gwwz, i dunno hw to eat em with? shud i.. erm.. lol.. Well, kill tat thought.. =]

Wats next? next next.. Valentines Day???? wow~ Yea gud idea~ Heheheh` Aggie.. later i send u an email.. =]

fr those out there tat, well, wants to order cuppies frm these two cuppies-diva, please feel free to order from em' via.. erm.. email can, phone call can.. heres a link to their blog..

Itsy-Bitsy-~~Spider~~-Bites...

Order ah?? pls pls order? Help em' grow their "perusahaan".. is it business? can i use the word "business"? Hurm..

Till then,

GONG GONG XI FA CAI EVERYBODY!!!

Hv a happy happy CNY!!

-roz-

I'M BACK!!!

2009-01-24T19:07:00.004+08:00

Not that it matter'd anyway.. haha~

But thats the thng, IM BACK!!

Fully loaded, i guess.. and i doubt..

Well, sorryyy sorry everybody.. Ive been MIA-ing these past few weeks.. or was it days?

Hurm.. I cant quite recall.. Hhehehe~

Anyway, most of u prolly wonderng wat the HELL i've been doing all these while and why???

WHY?

because theres no internet connection!! Pls dun ask me "why" again..

Im so gonna thrust a cucumber up ur arse! ( im soo bored during the internet-less period, and its still affecting me tremendously.. )

* i thnk the idea is appealing tho.. hahahha~ *

ehem ehem~ excuse me..

and to top it all up, my FAVORITE ONLINE GAME EVER!!

XDO ( XDO webbie )

have been terminated and.. well, upgraded to Season2 and i din knw anythng bout it!!

So i had ta download the new installer ( a fcuking 1.9GB )

which will take like, wat, 100++hours?

and in this disasterrificly slow internet connection?

aaaaa, i rather go "screw" random ppl frst.. Lol!!!

ehem ehem.. excuse me..

cant wait to play Season 2 worr!!!! =]

Ooooo XDO!! muah muah muah muah muah muah muah muah!!!

heres some of my activities during my edo-period internet-less moments :

i shaved.. hahaha~

i read.. Twilight too!! Ooo muah muah muah muah muah muah!!

( i wanna be a vamp' too!! Grrrrrr~~ )

i made huge mess on my bed! eeeeee!! damn!! =( the stains gonna last!!

...

pls dun salah sangka aka miss-interpret.. =]

its actually just...

stupid lotion!!! had to use my Kleenex tissue to clean em!! Quality dijamin.. Lol!!

( wat u thnk the white thingy jst nw? seriously i wont put photo like dat here!! eeeee!! )

Hehehe.. i dunno if i can be online again.. just postng this blog post took me well, like, 24hours?

Hehehe~

Till then. =]

"i still remmbr u.. u were always in me mind.. "

Okay okay okay...

2009-01-09T20:14:00.005+08:00

Like, i knw i said i will nevr ever ever blog again fr some time, but i just cant help it when i saw dis link by dis one particular guy frm dis friend... =]

Geez, dry fr the lack of information.. Trust me, it is seriously nt my fault..

Woohooo!!

So like, the link directs me this thingy.. Blog Rating..

Since i was curious, and was in dire need to knw wats my blogs' rating...

I signed up fr the test and then the next thing i saw...

== LOADING == LOADING == LOADING == LOADING ==

Then ,

== RATING == RATING == RATING == RATING ==

And result was...

And only because these words appeared in my blog..

Ehem ehem~

Drugs = 3x

Sex = 2x

Fuck = 1x

Geeezzz!!! Seriously ba!! Soo evil!! ( but hey, i knw these words actually appeared more than mentioned, just i spelt fuck as fcuk.. Hahahha~ Oh well.. )

I'm done fr nw.. Hhahaha~~ Thnks fr being a good sport!

Oh and if ur curious too, and wanna find out ur blogs rating, click here.. I mean, HERE!!! Heheheh~

I'm sentenced to Death like, in a week or two by my parents.. =]

I luv u all..

Tch.. So sad to say goodbye~

Goodbye, Cruel World~

2009-01-09T17:10:00.003+08:00

"Ah, the time is near...

The time is now...

GoodBye Cruel World...

Till we meet again... "

OMG!

2009-01-09T13:23:00.002+08:00

The internet is such a magical thing...

Woohooo!!!

Hahaha.. I wish i were "smart" like them too.. Teehee~

I am..

2009-01-09T00:55:00.003+08:00

.............SOOO FCUKING PISSED!!!

eEeeee!! Would someone tell me or rather, TEACH me how to change the boring "comments" word to somethng more cool and fun???

I tried gazillions of times already and i failed, obviously...

Arrrghhh!!
* shouting like a bitch and throwing stuff around *

Teach me, someone!!! anybody!!!

Please!! =(

Hump humpy hump!!

2009-01-07T23:35:00.006+08:00

When i visit my blog just nw, i saw this sooo precious note left from Miss Mathew, another sis of mine / ( spell it, S - L - A - S -H ) teacher... Awwww.. Im soo touched.. So without wasting any more time, i went to her blog and dropped her notes too, just so she knw dat i had received her notes and im thankful fr dat.. and luv her fr dat~~ =)

You must think im crazy, calling everybody im close with as sis or bro or sumthng, but i guess dats just me.. Not hiding in a shell, or skin, or anythng.. Just me.. The real me.. Im very "manja" type, which sumtimes bugs myself.. Hw d hell a 19 20 year old guy be "manja"? Errr, sorry, "manja" is, well, hw u say it in English without making me look like a pussy.. Erm, compassionate? Lol!!!!

Yea, nw i have my sis Jenna and bro David, who been taking good care of me, both in mentally and physically.. ( yea, they keep inviting me to buffet outings.. geez.. ) But at least u knw, i'm well fed.. Lol~ And they support me morally too.. Soo nice to hv older siblings eh?

dun u thnk they look cute togetr?

And i have my sis Mathew aka Teacher Luvable.. Hehehhe~ Shes my English teacher back when i was in Form3.. Ahhhh, shes like, strict-responsible-crazy-flamboyant-cool-teenager like teacher.. Guess dats wat makes her easy to get along with.. Huhh~ =] Im glad i knw her.. =]

- eee, i dun hv her picture around!! lets ask her fr it later k? eheheh.. -

Hurm, well wat am i trying to say in this blog?

Nothing.. Im just talking crap.... Like, u shud knw me by nw.. I dun hv anythng specific to write.. watever i write is wat i feel during the moment or just wat i was thinking since i think too much..

Grrrrr...

Oh yea, i luv Cedric.. =]

*hint hint!!* Thnks Robb!!

Finally.. ( yea right.. )

2009-01-07T11:57:00.003+08:00

Took me about ten seconds after the previous blog post of mine for me to realised wat hv i been missing.. My dreadful 2009 resolutions.. It aint New Year without new resolutions, new "self", new attitude, new everythng dat u can think of! Lol!

So here i am, without my new self, without my new attitude, but with new resolutions dat i think, well, "i think" will work out fr me in evil evil 2009..

1. I won't care wat other ppl say bout me.. I will just simply bitch at em back.. lol.. ( dis is soo last year~ )

2. I'm gonna ignore all crazy lamentation, comments, snide, from crazy ppl..

3. I'm gonna be more prepared fr my Uni.. ( geez, hopefully this is nt empty talks nw.. Lol.. )

4. I will only buy a SHIRT ( a SINGLE shirt ) once a month! ( dis gonna cost me a great deal! )

5. I'm gonna be more, well, attentive of my health n weight.. Lol!!

6. Expectations? 65kg!! Wahahahah!! ( Hey! Dun smile/smirk/roll eyes der!!! I hate u!! )

7. I'm gonna concentrate more on my studies!

8. I wont be going back KK dis year!! Never ever!!

9. I will "TRY" not to act cute so much anymore.. ( eeeee, im going 20 dis year!! OMG!! )

Author's note :

OMG!! Im going to be 20 dis year!! Arrgghh!! Crap crap clap racp!! Eeee!! Im old, like, aaaa.. Gray hair will start to grow on me!! Eeeee!! Kids will be calling me uncle!! Fr God's sake!! Dont!! Nooooooo!! Aaaaa!! Im 20!!! Omg!! And im still a year behind of 21, which automatically legalize me to do everythng dat i want!! Like, voting? Sex? Lol!!!! Just joking!!! Im just joking! Hhahaha~ Im too saint-like to be having sex nw.. Lol!!! And my face dun look sex-able.. Hhahaha~ HIhih!

10. I will eat less! No way im losing to resolution number 6!! Hhahaha!!

11. I will be more myself.. self-expressing and stuff.. I guess? Lol!!

Dats all fr my resolution fr 2009.. Well, simple and predictable... Cliche and boring.. Usual and common... Sigh.. Maybe i shud put der, i will put make-ups on when attending class? Hahahha!! Nw dat wud ROCK, big time! Lol!!

Hopelessly in Luv~

2009-01-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

And its nt dangerously in luv, okay~~

Just for your knowledge, i am a complete idiot in love matters.. Throw me some romantic messages and treat me nice, u'll have me lolling for you.. And i am serious about this, i am no joking.. Hehehe~ But dat doesnt mean you shud start sending me some romantic messages, okay!! Cause i bet its nt gonna work now that i..... * big looong pause *

heheheh.. guess thru it?

2009...

2009-01-07T00:03:00.002+08:00

Oh hey!! Roz here.. Fr the first time in 2009!! Weeee!! Its finally 2009.. like u get wat i mean? Another year have passed and still, here we are.. Trying to live our life.. Trying to reach expectations; gettng harder and harsher than before.. Struggling our beautiful asses to meet the demand of the society, and in my case, my university and my parents.. Lol..

Geez, i blogged late, apparently.. Too much thngs need to do, and i had too much time spare on my side, and i started to think which is always nt really healthy.. I get all these negative thoughts and start to get feeling dejected, sad, unaccepted, morose.. Yeah yeah, i knw.. Thinking is never good when its me.. Even Danie said, i shudnt think so much.. Lol.. ( but at least, i dun grow gray hair.. Ewww, dat wud ruin me.. I dun wanna become old just yet.. Lol.. )

Hurm, like Danie mentioned in his post "2008 is NUTS" we're moving again.. And like he said, we're living a nomad life, me and him.. Well, partly.. I guess, cause its only the two of us that moved house every end of the semesters.. Geez.. I hope this new house is, well a permanent living fr us.. Hahaha.. I got sick of moving.. So many stuff needs moving.. And dusts.. Damn!! Dusts every here!! And not to mention, sweats dripping from body!! Arrgghh.. BUt a well, dats life right?

Hahaha.. If any of u ever wondered, wer and hw did i spent my New Year.. Hurm, easy i went out wit my Sis Jenna and Bro David.. Like, we went to Jogoya Restaurnt, Starhill fr a splendid yet fatally lethal dinner and went clubbing afterwards.. ( I told Raemy i went clubbing and dat shocked her so much! She thought i dun club, thinking i was a saint! OMG! She's soo cute!! )

And you knw wat? we paid rm80 to enter BarCelona dat day, and all we gt was a lousy bottle of Heineken! Eeee!! And der was way too many ppl = no dancing opportunity! And even a fight broke out dat night!! Geez!! Shame.. But all the way, i was glad i get to enjoy New Year wit family.. Jenna and David.. ( i knw i knw, they're nt my real family, but they're as GOOD AS!! )

Geez, so many thngs needs to be blog ( like ders anybody reading it anyway.. haha.. im just soo full of myself.. sigh )

* long long sigh *

2009.. Welcoming 2009 was a wreck.. I had no fun at all, nor did i made any new resolutions.. Why, u may ask.. Upon greeting 2009, i already received some bad bad ill news.. Geez.. The fighting in Barcelona, definitely a bad omen.. Mum called telling me to control my expenditure cause my bad wanna start keep track of my spending.. Geez, totally bad news!!! University stuff.. Really really grave news! ( i wont spill out here.. no way! u may ask me elsewhere, but prepare fr dissapointmnt ).. and discovering u had a real bitch fr a friend.. I mean, sigh.. How can this be..? I was der, i was present, pls act like a person.. Like a decent University student dat knws hw to control thyself.. Pls dun be a ....... i cant say it.. damn!!!

In a nut shell, the start of 2009 was real real bad!!! I cant imagine wats gonna happen further on.. Sigh.. Oh and to top it all up, im sick again.. T______T" and alone in this new house.. Geez..

Sucks, aint it?

i went out...

2008-12-29T15:39:00.003+08:00

After a long dayyyyyy today, Jojo gave me a call out of the blue...
Asking me if i wanna hang out tonight.. ( looks at watch.. ) Gasp!
"UU, U knw wat time is it? Hehehe~ Almost midnight ad laaa..."
"Wait i go ask my mum!! "
And lemme tell u, Mum wasnt.. well, looked happy bout it..
But she gave her permission..
Maybe she know she shudnt keep me in the house so much..
I'm a grown man.. I need my time with frenz..
Lol~~
And we went to Tanamera in Lintas( Jojo oicked me up at exactly 12am.. psssffftt.. )

p/s : Jojo drove like hell.. ugh.. made me scared..

As this is the normal yam char version, where ppl go out at night to go and have a drink with their friends at night, theres a lot tat we talked and joked about... Soo happy.. This is the life, eh? Young and care-free.. Hehehe~

Me, Jojo, Afredza and Stewart.. All 4 of us.. huhuh..

And they got sumthng fr me fr Xmas... ( Oh shit, i dun hv anythng fr u guys )

Wanna knw wanna knw???? Hehhe~ A bottle of Rum!! lol.. ( geez, i wonder wat ima do wit it.. its soo big.. )

Im nt gonna talk more on tat cause i can vaguely remmbr wat hppnd or wat we talkd bout dat night.. hoho.. so just pictures la k?

I want to be.. paranormally supernatural!

2008-12-23T23:00:00.007+08:00

When i woke up this morning, i know wat i had to do.. i wrenched open my laptop and tune on some good soothing songs that i have in my Itunes... After i settled myself in my super-single bed, i flipped open the first page of my newly acquired book... Twilight; Eclipse... I know its just a book, but i really got excited... I can practically hear my heart beat faster than it shud have been.. Yea, i was super excited i can fly.. Hahaha~

Oh did i mention? I was reading Twilight, New Moon yesterday? I started reading the book from the very first page and managed to finish the whole book by 10pm? And yea, i din bathe the whole day, i din eat breakfast and lunch... ( but i ate some satay mum brought fr me.. Ooo, thnks Mum.. Ur d best! I luv u.. ) The main point is, i was just soooo excited to read the book.. ( and because they hv interestng cover.. its black.. its nice.. its sexy.. )

Oooooo, i luv these kind of books.. All this while i've been daydreaming... What if my life were to be like this one? Supernatural? Sooo mysterious, soo dangerous, soo adventurous yet soooo sexy and alluring... I would hv luv this kind of life... One whre i can be anythng but normal human, with no limitation to my ability, yet able to grow more.. Enhance myself.. Wat if i was able to use magic? Enchant things, curses, jinx, spells?? Or if i was in a world where Monsters existed and the schools we have specialised in teaching us combat skills and magic? Just like in Final Fantasy??? Ooooo, i would do anythng to just experience one day in their world...

My life.. well, my fantasies have always been draped by me having special abilities ( in my case, the gift of magic ) does tat sound weird? freaky? Hahhaha~ I guess im just anothr one of those freak games or ppl tat just cant grasp reality.. hoho.. And no, i wont turn to be a nerd or a geek or well, FREAK! just look at me, im soo full of life, i have all my great friends, and my families dat i luv.. and my special sumone somewhere in this world, in a place tat seems to be so cold and rain all the time..

Errrrr, so weird.. this is taking me to a level where ppl wud be looking at me, and starts to questions my sanity.. so better stop here.. hehe~

Oh and for Christmas, i were supposed to buy a present fr my nephew, Raymond.. Err, well, me and my humonguous circles of cousins have this thing going on.. Sumthng like a present-echange during Christmas and i got picked to buy present fr Raymond.. Hehehhe~... =] And Edgar got to buy sumthng fr me.. Hahaha.. this ought to be interestng.. =]

I'll enclosed a pic of Raymond and Edgar so u hv better view hw they look like.. =]

My fav pic of Raymond..

Edgar, remmbr my present~ =]

Dear dear, whatever shud i get fr dat boy.. hurm.. Toys? Yikes, his parents can buy him soo much better toys than i could, plus, he even have PSP, which i dun!! ( i think so.. ) Waaaa, im doomed! Wat shud i get fr a lil boy thats barely 10yers old? Hurm.. Figures.. I'll get to tat later on..

I guess this is the part where u wish u hv magic powers and able to magic ur way out of this one.. I dunno, like conjure some presents? Teehee.. wudnt dat be all milky and strawberries?? =]

I was deeply pre-occupied in the get-together family gathering today.. i was reading my book, Twilight; Eclipse.. And yeah, i finished it too, in just one day!!!! Muahahah~ Im soo proud.. im gonna read it again after im done with the last book, Breaking Dawn.. =]

Oh dear, soo sorry!! Too much words.. Daniel wud be cursing, Chris ( i wonder if he even comes here ) Chris wud probably skip the whole post, Cedric might be rolling his eyes, and all others wud just anonymously clicked on my blog and just close it.. Cause ders too many words, its boring.. Hhahha~

Well, ok ok.. I stop here.. sheessshhh~~ <3

What a day~

2008-12-22T01:44:00.004+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( long sigh..the longest ever~ )
Wat a long day, kinda..
Woke up...
Played Pet Society in FB..
Hahaha, really gt addicted to it..
Luv my Iggy.. =]
Went for Brunch at this.. erm.. Chinese restaurnt in.. Damn!
i forgt the name of the restaurnt and the name of the DISTRICT!!
Yerrr, i guess im forgettng stuff / places in KK.. Gosh!!
Gotta refresh!! Press F5!! F5!! Refresh!!
I ate soup!! My favourite!
Chinese soups are the best!!!!
I luv Chinese food!!
Yum yum!!
Sooo good~
Luv it so much~ <3
Went back hum and start watchng "Frivolous Wife"..
Some naughty-cute movie, kinda similar to "My Sassy Girl"...
Laughed soo much~ Teehee~
* im sooo cute, pls pet my head~~ Grrrrr *
LOL!!
Sorry, my vain session.. =]
Bear with me~
Surf the web, and signed up for this yaoi site..
Hey!!! its nice.. luv d magz they hv der.. =]
Great artworks!
check it out, AarinFantasy...
They dun hv anythng yet, but.. hahaha~
Just fr fun.. =]
Went for dinner at Shi Kae Restaurnt with family..
Kinda abig thing, i guess..
Sorry no pic.. =(
I forgt the cam.. sad.. wasted just like dat..
Mum ordered Peking Duck ( crispy skin..? ), some sweetnsour fish fillets, vegiess, and lots more..
Was havng soo much fun..
Well, it is the Dong Zhi day~
Lots other family were also dining der as well..
to celebrate this day.. =]
Anyway, got this gift from the restaurnt..
Somethng bout a greetng card ( Dong Zhi-day affliated )
Thaaaannnnkkkk yooouuuuuu!!! =]
* i said thanks, aaaaa.. pls luv me nw.. *
Ooo, so tired nw.. Sleepy.. All i did today was just relaxing and eating..
Ugh, nt gud fr health..
Tch tch tch~

New Banner!

2008-12-20T02:26:00.001+08:00

Hey~
i got myself a new banner...
Fully sponsored by Roz.Inc and JustRoz.com...
Hahahha..
Vain ek?
gonna make ppl puke..
* blueeekkkk *
Anyway, dun ask me why the banner is kinda floral-ly...
Really...
I have no idea myself...
Its all on d mood...
hahaha~

Dear Santa Claws~

2008-12-11T19:48:00.000+08:00

im writing dis blog-post in the hope tat u will read it before Xmas...
* cross fingers *
i know i havnt write to you for such a long time already for last Xmas theres nothng tat i wanted but this years' Xmas i have soooo many many things dat i want!! hehehe~
And do please grant em for me, okay???

I luv u... <3<3<3

I knw u'd do it fr me aights??? Heres my most-wanted list.. teehee~
u better brace urself dear Santa Claws!! Its gonna be lonnggg~ =]

1. a cute 5-feet Teddy Bear!!!
- cause its soo cute and i need a sleeping companion!!

2. External hard-disk...
- just so i can store all my files innit... huhuh...

3. Twilight Booksss!!!
- im luving it now!!!!!!!

4. a new cameraaaa~
- i got my eyes set on Olympus's new camera; the shock-and water proof one..

5. Urm.. wat else ya? Ooo yea~ I dun wanna be sick agen!!

Wuuuu!!

Dear santa Claws... Im terribly sick nw..

Please do make me well agen.. teehee~

When u come to my house to deliver the presents, i be sure to ready some sweet treats for you and some yarn balls for you to play, okie???

Or maybe u wanna send me ur wish-list too so i can get em' for ur Xmas.. Hehehehe~

Luv,

- roz -

And I say...

2008-12-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

I woke up quite early today...
And after doing all the daily routine;...
Ahhh well, u knw...
Brushing, washing etc etc...
Straight away hopping out of my room and started playing my ol PS1 game,
Final Fantasy 8... <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

While i was searchng the Net for its gamefaqs,
i stumbled upon a picture of Rinoa's..
A slightly different Rinoa but its quite nice.. =]
Here it is... Thnks to the ppl who edited it..
Its very "fly"...

And im still sick..
ughhhh...
bad damn biznesss!!
noooo!!!
and its coming soon!!
its fridae tomoro..
haiz..
i need to get well soon!!
waaaa!!!
God, help me~

- roz -

Sitting Right Here..

2008-12-11T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting right here,
gray with fever and cough attacks ( just recently ),
but still happy as i reminisced thru the days dat im bek in KK...

Aaaaaaahhhh,
the memories...
It filled me with such joy...
and sadness... T____T"

I chat with my baby today...
Miss sooo much!!
Felt ignored by my actions...
Soo sorry k?
I was really busy and really had no time to go online,
cause im always on the go...
Now dat im bek with my family...
Wanna be wit em' as much as i can...

p/s : are u my family membrs nw? teehee~ lets ponder on dat, shall we?

Today i started playing my PS1 back..
i was ransacking the cabinets when i stumbled upon my old PS1...
Still in tip-top condition...
Plugged it bek in and played my fav game of all time,
Final Fantasy8 on the big LCD TV!!!
Hehehe...
Missed it soo much...

Bought a new shoes dat day from N-Balance...
Cost me Rm229.00...
Hurm...
I like it...
I like shopping.. teehee~

Looks simple aint it?
But i like it...
And i do intend to buy more!!!
Hheehehhe~~

Went out with dad at 6pm looking for a camera fr me...
Saw wat i wanted but it cost more than HELL!!

Cost rm2-300 more.. damn..
So i decided to just buy it bek at KL...
Cheaper.. =]
Why i wan this cam?
Cause its shock=proof and water-proof!!!
wHich is damn useful fr careless ppl like me.. teehee~
this allows me to be super extra careless frm nw on and still nt worrying of spoiling it..
Teeheeee~~ =]

Im sooo sick nw i wish my baby here...
wan sum cuddling n hugginssss!!
OOOooooooo... <3

And last but nt least, last 3rd Decmber was a rather happy day fr a happySlip.. Lol..
Just joking.. =]
Its Danie ol boy bday~~
Hes 19 now!!! ( yea, about time! )
LOL!!
BUt who cares.. Hes 19!!!
Yeaaa!!
He live long already...
for 228 months or 912 weeks or 6384 days!!!

p/s : i dunno if i count it right.. hahahha.. m nt thinking straight nw.. teeheee~

Anyway, Happy Happy Belated Bday DanieL!!!
Wish u a happy happy Slip-pest Birthday!!
[ u told me how it goes every year, but i just need to wish u ok? ]
Lets go clubbng one day to celebrate it!! =]
Yeah???

Oooo erm... Its only a few days frm nw..
Oooo i cant wait...
Wooowww!!!
Im gettng soo excited!!!
Wuahahaah!!
Wat is?
Secret!! Hehhehe~