The "first"~

My first..

I am soo happy..

Excited..

The first..

I've waited forever for this..

The day when we meet again..

It sets my heart beating to a rapid convulsion..

i've missed you..

The day we could embrace again..

Through our hardships..

Yeayyy!! Semesters starting!!

I am soo gonna work harder!!

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( oh, i have my eyes on one person in my class.. haha~ let's see hw it goes! )

Let's get WET and eat FISH!!

* if ur one person with evil icky mind, u might thnk differently than wat i have in mind for ths blog post.. and yea, no pun intended.. *

Me, Roz.. haha.. Received a call from Jenna ( a very GOOOD Friend and a sis' of mine.. ) and asked me whether i wanna go and hit the pool ( the swimming one.. ) with David ( her Luvey.. ) and Shana ( a friend of hers, also a friend of mine.. =] ) and Daniel ( u knw him right? ) at Block C's..

Well, of course!! all i did all day was playing XDO and the very thng i want do that moment was getting out of the house and move my fat ass or just, anythng!!!!! Seriously, its like all my life was all about playing xdo!! I need to stop!! Arrgghh!!! Crack-pot!! ( playing xdo was fun and addictive laaa.. )

- hey der Shana! Long time no see!! -

Join up with Jenna, David and Shana at Block C swimming pool and, weeee!! Let's get wet!!! All of us gt wet, except Daniel who insisted that he should remain "dry" since he's nt in his swimming attire.. and Jenna..

Jenna : Come Daniel.. Just get in the water...
Daniel : No la.. Im nt in my swimmng clothes.. =]
Jenna : ( laugh loudly ) Go naked!

* conversations above hv been edited cause i cant remmber very well wat happnd.. haha.. *

We took lots of pictures ( since my cam is water-proof ) and chatted and asked this and that, like an interrogation.. U knw, questions like, hw are you? Hw have u been? Wat were you doing? Hows ur holidays? Wat subject? Wat this and that..

When it got too chilly, we all went out frm the water ( it irks me that i felt soo cold but im fat! i mean, isnt all those fats inside me supposed to protect me frm feeling cold?? soooo unfair!! i dun wanna be fat anymore!! )

Anyway we all made plans to go and hv dinner in Alamanda.. Sumthng healthy, like healthy food.. Hehehe.. I guess, healthy food is like, erm, cooked food but with very minimal seasoning and no oil, not fried, and with a "HEALTHY FOOD" label on it.. well, dats wat i thought..


In the end, we all ended up in Manhattan's Fish Market!! And everythng there is well, fried!! Wow!! Wat ever happnd to being healthy?? huhhuhuh.. But seriously, i dont mind at all.. I hvnt eaten in MFM fr a while nw..

To sum it all up, the dinig experience in MFM was very superb.. I was sooo fulll!!! Fish is sooo good.. Yum yum!! I miss seafood!! I miss my hometown and all of its freshy fresh seafood!! Aaaaa, im salivating nw.. Ummmm...... Oh i had Fish and Chips, with amy choice of dory fish as the fillet.. =]

- this is way tooo good!! hehe~ i luv it.. -

After dinner, we had this one dessert, Chocolate Mud Pie.. I was expecting brownies with ice cream and choc' sauce, mind u.. I was beyond full, but i still can push myself fr these treats, okay???

- looks simply scrumptiously scrumptious delicious, but, its just way too plain.. -

But when it arrived at our table, Chocolate Mud Pie turns out to be only just ice-cream with choc' sauce.. sooo disappointing! And it even made me feel guilty eatng it!!!!!! Ewwww!! Bitch!!! And it cost rm10.90!!! fr only ice cream!!! i can even do better than this!!! Ewwww!! Double irritation!! Its like a mosquito bite all over ur body!! Eeeee!!

After dinner, me and Daniel stayed in Alamanda to buy some household stuff ( i knw, i kept buying.. ) I bought few stuff like deodariser fr my room ( Oooo, Jasmine too!! ) and trash bin, and shampoo and conditioner, etc etc.. And when i paid up, i din asked fr plastics bag!! I was saving the Earth!! Oooo!!! WOW!!! Im sooo noble!! I shud get a Nobel Prize!! its like, Noble Prize!!! I shud really get one!! I wonder hw to apply.. Hurm.. ( if anybody knw, pls tell me ar? )

Me and Danie took bus to go back tho we've debated whether we shud hv just take a taxi to go back.. But since we're.. like having this holes in our pockets, i mean the holes are EVERYWHERE!! Lucky nt in the front part tho.. That wud be, urm.. scenic... Hahahhaha!! Ewww, perv'!!! Shut up!! Go away!!

Well, we arrived back safely~~ yeaaa!! * kisses *

Erm, dats all?? heheh~

Oh yea! On the way back, inside d bus T429, well, lemme tell u, the bus was super crowded u knw! I was sitting down, of course.. Hehe.. Im good at finding empty seats and hastily lay my fat ass on it asap before anyone can sit on it before i do.. Its like, a persaingan ( survival of the fittest )

well, it came down to when the bus jerked and halted to a stop.. ( dats when the story begins.. ) since there were way too many people standing, some loose their balance, staggered and even fell.. There was one girl standing in front of me, carrying these basket ( like those used to selling kuih/treats in the pasar/market..) She fell, and i reached forward like a Hero i am to grab her from falling to her doom aka embarrassment.. I grabbed her waist and yeah, my heroic act had saved her from her plunging fall.. ( but seriously, i had problem keeping my face straight.. i was on the verge of laughing out WAY TOO LOUD.. )

She din even said thank you to me la, i think because the fact that she actually fell, hurts her more than the fact that i saved her.. Lol.. I mean, its too embarrassing.. and people were watching and looking at her.. and since i think i grabbed her waist pretty hard while catching her, it ought to leave a bruise or sumthng.. well, nt my fault!! Humph!! At least i saved her.. Hehehhe~

And dats all der is to the day~ Exciting eh? Cant wait fr my frst day at campus!! Wee!!

Luv,
roz~

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You Can't Read!!!

The title has nothng to do with my blog post this mornin' but it's a newly favourite phrase of mine. =] wink wink!!

When you're attacked by a strange disease, or more well-known as Insomnia ( it's a Bitchy disease that won't let you go sleep; u feel like sleeping and damn tired and all, but somehow, and magically as it seem, you can't shut ur eyes and sleep.. Irritating isn't it? )

tHe point is, when u have insomnia, you'll hv more and MORE time on your hand to do watever that it is in your mind.. In my case, i think.. Weehee!! Cause i simply hv nothing to do, but to think.. and to voice out my mind in silly conversation ( in my case, my victim is Daniel.. )

We talked and bitched bout all people that crossed our mind.. we laughed and snorted.. and everythng else.. haha.. then the most important topic came up.. About our studies and how much sufferings it will cost us.. ( yea, most favourite topic in the world! dope! )

I've been whining about the tremendous amount of subjects i took this semester and the probability of me going crazy and even too stressed out.. I mean, i took 6subjects!! That's like, freaking too much! Lol.. I mean, in a way, it shudnt be troublesome at all, people done it before.. Its just being dramatic like an auntie.. Hehe..

The talks went on and on soo fast that everythng seemed like blurred light and eventually it stopped.. We went quiet.. We went into our own quiet little mind and think.. At least, im thinking.. I mean, theres gonna be soo much hardship since all 6subjects that i took is super challenging and require my utmost undivided attention.. I knw, ppl kept wishing me luck and all, but i still cant help but thnk of all those hardships.. Anyway, heres a list of all my subs.. =]

- Architecture Design 101
- Communication Principles 111
- Building Technology 101
- Architecture Culture 101
- Design Communication
- Drawing 2

Seriously, if u went thru my early years in LimKokWing, u wud knw hw hard it wud be..

Nw i knw, all i can do is to trust myself and brace myself to withstand all of these coming challenges... I knw i can do it, but it wont be clean.. Theres prolly be lots of crying, fits, tantrums, throwing of stuffs, etc etc.. But, i will try, i will.. Im sure i will!!

Sheesh.. the more i think about it, the more angry i am at myself.. I wasted times.. Valuable times last semester.. And i could've.. I would've been more relaxed this year..

Regretion is such a terrible thng.. Hurm..

Lets ponder more on thngs.....................




Luv,
roz~

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a tag frm dear sis~

Taken frm my sis's blog at here~ I mean this link here.. k? its, Miss Mathew's Pavillion.. =]


p/s : i luv this kind of tag.. ders pictures included.. heheh~

The rules are simple.Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results (Remember! The image on the first page only!!!), and post it as your answer.After that tag 6 people.(hehehe!)

I'm a Cancerian...

I really want to go to Venice...

My favourite place, home and surrounded by all my friends.

My favourite thing... MONEY!

My favourite drink...milkshakes..

My favourite food... Liquor'd Choc's~

My favourite colour... Gray~

I live in...Cyberjaya...

I was born in... KOTA KINABALU

My school/college... LimKokWing University, Cyberjaya...

My favourite story... Twilight by Stephenie Meyer

My hobby is Shopping...

I wish...i'm thinner.. LOL!!!

Weee!! Done!! Nw, tagging apart.. Well, ima play the saint part and wont tag anybody but if u do this tag ( oh bless u!! muah muah muah muah muah muah!! ) please let me knw k???

p/s : sorry if most of the pictures shows very girly stuff.. i cant find any appropriate pictures.. teehee~

Happy.. but..

Haha.. Im damn excited today. At last, i can see an end to the endless moment of loneliness dat ive been experiencing since last 30th December '08.. =]

Ive been spending the days alone.. ALONE in the house ( tho i had Farhan arond for a couple of days and Nsa and Mother.. ) for the last month nw.. So, ive been super lonely and bored.. Yea, bored all the time.. sad eh?

And to top it all up, the Internet was acting like a crazed biatch.. I mean, it doesnt work properly.. How sad right? HUhuhu~ Wic means, my only means of communication wasnt being cooperative enuf.. Haiz..

Todays everythng gonna change.. * big smile * Hahaha.. Daniel is back!! And Saras too!! And Farhan!! Yayyyy!! Big hugs fr everybody!! * yea wish.. i only hug'd Saras.. so weird to hug Daniel and Farhan.. Its like, hugging a tree..No response, all im getting is awkward stares.. Lol~ *

So anyway, they're back and dats wat matters.. Weeee!!

I be blogging more nw.. hahahah~ Im soo happy ( but still bored, class hvnt start yet.. sad eh? ive been having these super long holidays nw its killing me.. *

See ya soon~ Nights~ or mornin~

Slumdog Millionaire~

Well, nt much of a blog eh? Hhahahaha.. ( Please click on the pic to enlarge) geez guys, sorry. hvnt blog fr such a long long time.. sad eh?

well, blame everythng on the stupid stupid Internet and Streamyx ppl.. i dunno why they can't send a bloody technicians to my house and fix it!?! grrrr... ive been surviving on internet using Gprs ( which cost me a great deal ) and curi curi line.. Hahahaha~

Anyway, about the movie, u must watch it!!! Fr LIMKOKWING ppl, i now DEMAND that u all watch it!!! IT IS VERY GOOD and it will tell u the culture and living-style of India, Mumbai.. erm.. etc etc.. hehehhe~ Im nt good at explaining so, my advice is to be taken seriously.. hehehhe~

\Heres the summary of the movie :


"The story of Jamal Malik, an 18 year-old orphan from the slums of Mumbai, who is about to experience the biggest day of his life. With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions. Each chapter of Jamal's increasingly layered story reveals where he learned the answers to the show's seemingly impossible quizzes. But one question remains a mystery: what is this young man with no apparent desire for riches really doing on the game show? When the new day dawns and Jamal returns to answer the final question, the Inspector and sixty million viewers are about to find out. At the heart of its storytelling lies the question of how anyone comes to know the things they know about life and love. "

I'll try to blog more later on when the lines back.. till then, hahah~ luv ya.. and

Happy Valentine's Day~

~~Muah muah muah muah muaaahhhh~~

p/s : the picture is actually my handwriting.. hahaha~ is it weird? but hey!! I like it! Lol~

- my bored pic.. hahah.. -

I Tried...

Time nw : 5.24am

Jeez, i can't sleep.. i tried, but to no avail.. My already too-tired eyes just refused to give in to my needs nw... Simply refused to shut... Ahhhhh.. I hate this... There's soo much.. Too many stuff in my head nw.. I can't sleep, and that only makes me eager, though not meant; to think...

I cant really explain myself. I dun even knw wat i need nw ( tho i thnk its just decent sleep nw.. ) i dun even knw wat i want.. Theres sooo much dat i want but, its a blurred image... i can vaguely see anythng nw... everythng seems to be so far fr my grasp..

Hurm.. thnking bout ths.. im like, shieett... nw my crease line along my forehead wont go away.. hold on, lemme check in d mirror.. * Yeps, definitely staying.. + looong sigh *

Hurm, i cant help but thinkng some part of me is missing... trust me, i really hv no idea wat the other part is, just the fact, i never felt sooo detached frm life.. its like, every part of my self screamed confused nw.. Well, i am confused.. teehee~

hurm.. all i can do nw is sigh.. lots and lots of sighing.. * yea, i sound like old ppl nw.. * sometimes i wonder, why cant just be as easy as it shud be? just as easy as managing computer, or in my case, laptop// Just simply delete files or applictions dat i dun need.. Delete forever memories or thoughts dat i don't want forever, never to be remembered again.. Sigh~

Jeez, i dun even knw why im saying all this stuff.. hahaha~ but anyway, i guess, i'll give it another try ( sleeping.. ) But yea, i will be happy.. hehe.. cant make everyone around me sad eh, just because im going thru some sad-pathetic stage? Lol~~ Lets put on a fake smile and hope everybody goes along with it.. =]

Oh Goo!

Jeez, its been a while since i blog.. Stupid Internet.. Why wont u work?? Stop acting like a bitch already!! * pucker lips *

Hurm, the thng is, well, i dunno wat to blog.. And i cant go online too.. sadly.. yeah, i knw.. i have no life.. Its lke, No internet, No LIFE.. then dat wud seriously point out hw much am i missing out of life..

i try to be.. well, lively next time k? The internet sux.. it kept going dead on me..

seriously i dun wanna be pushing my luck.. i need to update my blog.. hahaha~

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