A Letter to My Dog.

Dearest Pochi,

How are you? I hope you are doing fine there.. All happy and fed-well.. And I seriously hope you are free from fleas and ticks.. It is very unfortunate if you find a friend in them, being nasty things they are.. Pests.. Bad for your health.. I don't want you to get sick.. Never in a million years..

Have you been good friends to the dogs that my cousin Girly and Ngin Ngiang have there? Please don't treat other dogs as your toy okay.. I've seen the way you handled the Garfield Plush Toy I gave you.. You bite him like there's no tomorrow.. But the weird thing is, I know how deeply attached you are to the Garfield.. You got mad once when I tried to take it away from you back in
Cyberia, right? I'll get you another one soon, okay? Its a promise.. =]

You are such a silly dog.. But you know I love you very very much..

You know whats regrettable? The fact that I cannot hug and talk to you every night like I used too, and let me tell you, I missed those moments every single day.. I missed them soo soo much.. You were my friend, always listening to my problems and my rants and never get bored..

And all those private moments we shared together.. Haha.. And you were the only one who saw me naked the most!!

Damn you.. Never keep your eyes closed when I'm changing clothes or after I am done with my bath.. Pervert.. :(

Someday when I get my own house, I promise I will bring you and live with me okay? Then we can live under one roof together again, like last time..

It will be soo much fun, right?? I can hardly wait..

Make sure you take good care of your golden fur coat.. Grooming costs soo much, you know.. Not cheap at all.. hehe..





Till then, hang on tight okay?



Love,
Rozan...

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I'm missing you

& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go? You could have let me know

So now I'm all alone,

You could have stayed

but you wouldnt give me a chance

With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it's a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you wanted to be

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don''t know what else i can do

Don't tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

It's been a long time since you called me

(How could you forget about me)

You got me feeling crazy (crazy)

How can you walk away,

Everything stays the same

I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

I told you what it is & it just ain't like that

Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me

Don't leave me crying.

Baby why can't we just start over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance I can love you right

But your telling me it wont be enough

Baby I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just aint true

I really need you in my life

No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

Love,

Roz.

Love.

Nothing beats the power of Love. ( Full Stop )

Roz has got a very big mouth...

THAT REFUSES TO SHUT UP!!

Nice eh???

Hahaha..

As always, I am always in front of the laptop, looking and skimming through my Facebooks' data feeds and looking for something worth looking at..

Such as friends' status update.. Friends adding some friends.. And if they're worth looking at, I find myself hauled by a sudden urge of adding them as well.. ( weird stalker kind of urges.. aiyerr.. )

( till I just found out I accidentally called my COUSIN auntie.. and she replied with this chilli-padi sarcastic answer.. oh god.. sorry.. hehe.. )

Oh okay but thats not the point here..

I was skimming through till I saw this post from a person worth stalking at.. haha..

He posted something about an ANTI-VALENTINES DAY.. IN PUTRAJAYA!!

OH GOD!! THE HORROR!!

WHY OH WHY???

Here I'll post the link here so you can click on it and read it on your own.. ^^

http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2011/2/10/nation/20110210212210&sec=nation&sms_ss=facebook&at_xt=4d53f10bcea2d355,0

Urm you did clicked on it right..?

Well so to say, why oh why..?

Why waste time fighting against something that has been going on for ages and ages..???

If this thing is illegal, shouldn't you been banning it since like, 1Centuries ago..?

You might as well say that we ( Muslims ) cannot celebrate Christmas and Deepavali or Chinese New Year because it is not our culture..

Then what happens to those with mixed blood, like me???

Hurm~

The thing is, we have been doing this Valentines Day tradition since like, ever... And its not because we were celebrating the fact that the Priest Valentines was killed for various reasons, but all the reasons was for love.. Surely we can accept that right..?

Some articles I found in the Net.

" One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

Other stories suggest that Valentine may have been killed for attempting to help Christians escape harsh Roman prisons where they were often beaten and tortured.

According to one legend, Valentine actually sent the first "valentine" greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl — who may have been his jailor's daughter — who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed "From your Valentine," an expression that is still in use today. Although the truth behind the Valentine legends is murky, the stories certainly emphasize his appeal as a sympathetic, heroic, and, most importantly, romantic figure. It's no surprise that by the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France. "

I seriously see no reason why this is such a bad day, right???

For some of us, Valentines Day is a day where we can show our loved ones just how much we care for them and just how much we appreciate their company..

And is it our fault that some people treat that day as a sex day..?? As a day where they can have fun and forget all about their responsibilities..??

NOO!! It is not fair.. It is not our fault.. You have to know yourself and judge yourself before pointing fingers..

And is it only on this particular day that people would be having sex and having fun!?!?!

Again, the answer is a big NO NO!!!

They do it all year round, regardless of what day.. Don't you go blaming Valentines Day just for these reason.. Please don't tarnish the good name of St. Valentine just because of this..

He has nothing to do with it.. The real problem is the society nowadays..

Theres nothing we can do, unless we change ourselves..

And as always, the vicious cycle will always continue to turn, ever so slowly..

The past will become the future, the future will become the past.

Sadly as it may, but.. What can we do..?

I might have spoke out of lines here, but can't I voice out my opinion..?

Surely I have the right to speak out, right.?

If ever there are people who are offended by my thoughts and voices, I am deeply sorry..

But as the lines goes on and on, You Fight For What You Believe, and that is exactly what I'll keep on doing..

No Matter what..

Love,

Roz.

I Love You.

Just because I do..

So here goes,

I LOVE YOU.

Hopelessly in Luv~

And its nt dangerously in luv, okay~~

Just for your knowledge, i am a complete idiot in love matters.. Throw me some romantic messages and treat me nice, u'll have me lolling for you.. And i am serious about this, i am no joking.. Hehehe~ But dat doesnt mean you shud start sending me some romantic messages, okay!! Cause i bet its nt gonna work now that i..... * big looong pause *

heheheh.. guess thru it?

U Touched Me...

I can't really do produce nice blog...
Words...
Anything...

But when people do make me feel nice,
I Heart em as much as I can...
Why?
Hehehe..
Dats just the way I am...

I fall in luv easily,
and hate easily...
And i do hope this is nt just anothr phase of mine...


I dreamt of sumone blogging about me,
nt to just mention me,
but to write about me..
And you did,
of all the people..

Can u tell,
I'm happy?
I'd cry if I have to.. =]

Hw i wish the huge distance between us,
be turn upside down..
From being far to being close,
i'd snuggle with u nw.. <3


I'm sorry i din replied ur texts..
I was busy with my life and works..
I forgot other important things lke u..

I am really sorry..

Here to tell u dat i'm doing fine..
full wit emotions after reading ur post..
Touched,
like never been touched before..
I'm glad..
I'm happy.. =]

- roz/**d -

Gosh..

Oooo... Din really knw ur true story le, lil' Boy~

From nw on, we be showin u sum luv..

So u be feeling lil bit luv'd and appreciated, k?

Dun u worry bout a thang..

U can count on ur buddy here.. =D

...

I
Love
You
and
I
want
nobody
else
but
you!!

.

Who doesn't Luv em'?

Yeah, i am talking about luv!!

I am talking about pets luv!! ~Lol~

I was surfing the net today when i stumbled upon this very very very cute video of a cat~ I mean, wow!! I'd kill to have this kind of cat!! It's sooo fricking cute with its huge eyes and sooo cotton-candy fluffy type.. Hehe~ So, i'll be placing the video here and of some other pets as a start of this post before going on to the real thing.. hehe~





And some cute Corgi.. hehe~



Like, how can you not love these animals?? Soo cute~ Which reminds me of my own pet.. =) Hold on, heres some few snapshots of all 3 of my pets.. hehe~


Sam the Siamese bitch.. ( Sam is a he, but he act like a stuck-up bitch~ )


Ben the Bitch!! ( Ben is also a he, but he's a SUPER scaredy-cat! )

Chubby the Rug! ( His fur is like a rug, so thick and so black.. haha~ )

Now, when i think about it back, these pets of mine are really special in their own way.. As they grow up with my family, they also became my family... Sam, Ben and Chubby became my little brother which we always took care of and luv em.. Well, they reward us back by scratching the sofa, breaking something while they're playing catch, brought back sumthng like birds or mouses tat they caught, and well, some other "cats" stuff.. haha~

Owww.. Miss them soo much.. Muah muah!! Luvs and hugs!! Heehe~