Oh My.. Money!!

Oh God.. I just had an epiphany of what my life lacks.. or actually is more to what I WANT!!

As sadly as it may seem, I am the type that thinks.. "and wishes".. the world resolves around my not-so-special self.. I mean, who wouldn't, eh?

Other people seem to think that they need Love, Care, Money, Sex... Security, Comfort, Popularity.. etc etc.. Whatever it is lah, so many things.. I am lazy to list everything out cause I am having major stomach-ache right now and I am wiggling my legs as I type this blog down! Ahhhh sweet balls!! It hurts!!

p/s : the fucking problem is, I don't even know if I need to go take a crap or my stomach hurts just because I have been eating so many spicy food.. Owww.. Damn it!

Okay!! On to what is important.. My life lacks..

- warmth

I mean, I am a lovable person, once you get to know me.. Ask all my friends, they will all say I look like a stuck-up retard bastard, but I am sweet in the inside.. So sweet, even my best friend Daniel calls me a man-whore.. Literally, a MAN-WHORE! ( I wonder if this will make me sound bad.. cause I don't really want people to talk about me that much.. hmm.. figures.. )

- Money

basically sums it all up.. yeah.. i know I will talk so much in this part.. I mean, come on.. Be realistic.. Money plays a very very major role in life today.. Ever heard of the saying, No Money No Talk? Yeah sure you do.. Its so famous now.. People use it everyday.. And me, I am different.. No money, no life.. Can't do anything without money, people..

Even to love, you would need money.. Okay okay.. Love generates to many many little path.. Got pure love, got sex, got dating, got many lah.. Thing is, every love need money.. For example, to get a girlfriend or boyfriend, also need spend money le! If not, its no money no talk! Lu boh lui u jiak sai lah! 

I am scared of that.. If my beau' was screaming at me those very words in public, I think I can cry.. :(

Imagine the embarrassment lah..You dress so smartly and parade around with a girl/boy; chest tucked out feeling like you are the luckiest person in the world and this happened! Fcuk off! Just the thought of it makes me cringes.. Eww.. So like, in a nut shell, as you all know it, no need to deny anymore, the truth is that NO MONEY NO LIFE!!

And the thing with money is, you can buy anything.. Everything is money now, can buy anything with money lah, sex also can buy with money.. Money money money!! Its a rich man world!! Wow I just wish ( everytime everyday actually ) that I am a rich guy!! Weewww what wouldn't I buy???? Hahahaha!! ( and yes, I am laughing now.. and I know I am such a messed up kid.. ) 

Aiyaaahhhhh just basically what I need most in my life is money lah.. Easier said right? Money money money.. I have money then I am happy already.. So easy to satisfy.. Hahaha.. 

I am in the airport now, magically so.. why? Because I started writing this blog last night, but stopped halfway to watch Glee instead.. Don't get too excited yet, I am only watching the re-run of Season 1.. Somehow in the midst of my hectic life, I have never been able to find time to watch Glee.. Which is pathetic I might say, considering I liked the episode, just lack the time and maybe, motivation to watch it? 

I don't know.. You try and guess it for me.. :) ( fun right? weeeee.... ) 

Okay airport.. Airport.. It is a very very good place for "people watching", if you know what I eman lah.. So many people here to watch and to decipher.. Hehehe.. I just wish I am not alone at this moment so I can at least share my thoughts and ratty itty bitty.. It's no fun bitching alone.. 

So many people to look at and to bitch at; I wish I can take pictures!! Hahaha!! Once a while, or maybe more than once a while, you get to see some pretty beautiful, hot, handsome, cute, gorgeous, sexylious, sex-able, kiss-able, hug-able people that you just can't help but ogle at that person.. Only at that moment when you suddenly realized your face is filled with testosterone while looking staring at a person then you be able to look away.. 

Like right now I am watching this bunch of steward and stewardess 

I have no idea where from but oh man.. They were beautiful.. Or at least some of them lah.. And then there is this gay looking guy 

 walked past by me.. Bitch!! Can't fool nobody with that outfit of 

 yours! Grr.. But seriously who cares? Told you, bitching alone is no fun.. I feel so lonely now.. Even that picture -------------------------------------------------------------------------------->

seems to be mocking me! Hate it.. Hate hate hate hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Get the fuck away from me!!! Roooaaaarrr!!! 

Seriously I have no idea what to do now.. I am waiting here in this airport ( KLIA ) without any sense of purpose.. Well my flight is at 3pm and its only 2.12pm now.. Hummm... Bored.. Oh wow that guy is hot!! Fcuk!! Y U WALK SO FAST?

I'm going to stop writing now and concentrate on watching people now.. Hahaha..

Bye.. 

Luv,

Roz.

Happy Chinese New Year people! Gong Xi Fa Chai!! 

p/s : don't eat too much orangess!! <3

- which reminds me abt vitamin C.. I guess I talk abt that next time.. :)

Big Meany...

My daddy is a big meany, heartless, soul-sucking monster who knows no compassion!! ( Roaarr!! )

This morning I woke up at 6 cause I needed to send my sister to school but the thing is, I can't even walk straight for 10 seconds because I was having this fricking headache on, and a seriously runny nose..

Seriously not a good sign..

Told my sister to ask our Mum to send her to school instead.. and I crawled back to my bed to continue my snoozing..

Till it was somewhat 1hour later that I heard somebody banged on my door and I knew instantly that it was my dreaded Dad..

Struggled to get up and told him that I am sick, and was not able to go to the office..


And guess what was his reaction???

He got real angry and began lecturing me about not doing my job, and the progress reports' dateline is closing in.. Saying all this even after knowing I was figgin sick!!!


Ohhhh that brute!! He even asked me to go work in KFC if I continue acting this pampered!! I was like, WTF??? I can't even get sick without getting a scolding from him!! Fcuk!!

( wish i was cute as this little boi.. :( made me so jealous. )

So, in a nut shell, it was a very very bad morning.. Was soo down with headache, and I kept on sneezing in the office.. Loud loud sneezes.. Def' made me awkward.. :(

Hopefully I'll be better tomorrow... :)

Down..

You made me feel so down...




I can't believe it, tell me i am dreaming that we are still we.
It was amazing said you were lucky that you found me.

It was on a rainy day that we met, you didn't have a place to go.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

And baby that will be my one last vow

WTF??

Yeah! I would like to start my post with that!

WHAT THE FUCK???

Why do I have to be soo unlucky??? I mean, its like I have been cursed or something.. God!

Why me?? Why me Lord??

WHY ME??? ITS NOT FAIR!!!!

Just now while fetching my sister, I suddenly fell very very particularly sleepy.. And I have no idea what caused this.. Like, seriously.. I am usually attentive while driving but I have no idea what happened today..

I can't really remember though, but I know I was slowing down.. And maybe I closed my eyes for just 1 tiny mili-centi-metre-miniscule second.. and BUMP!!

FUCK YOU BITCH!!

I hit the bumper of somebodys car!! A soft bump lah, but its still a bump!!

I was like, OMG OMG OMG!! How the hell this happened to me???

I am soo soo dead!!

Stupid guy trying to ruin my already bad day.. Screw his white ass!! :(

Nooo!!!

Eugh shit..

Luckily the owner of the car that I hit, didn't press charges against me.. Well, her Proton Iswara survived without a scratch while mine got this huge ugly dent in the front!

So embarrassing.. She even asked me to be more careful next time.. Hahaha..

Even shook her hand in the end, I guess its her way of saying she is not angry and that she forgave me.. Hehehe good lady.. :)

But the thing is,

I have no idea how to tell this to Dad..

He would skin me alive!!

Aiyeeerrr~

Or I could just fix it with my salary, eh? :(

So stress!!!!

Long Long..

Today is gonna be a very very long day...

Full of hard long and thick.. mmm.. day.. of work and procrastination..

Though i wouldn't mind whats served on the other end too.. LOL!

I am soo sleepy and thirsty..

This torture.. Man.. I'd take whipping and smacking anytime anyday, but this torture..

The one I'm having now, is just way too much..

Its blowing my mind.. Aaaaaa BLOW ME!!! (no pun intended, this time. )

What are you guys doing out there?

Feeling the Monday Blues as well?


Love,

Roz.