Wednesday, December 26, 2007

14th December 2007~

*Since i've been internet-less for the past few weeks staying at my unca's house, i can ony post all my blog nw~ hehehe~~

Okay.. Today is the 14th of December 2007, Friday.. Hurm… Since my aunt (Aunt Shab) got the day off work, she and my another aunt, and my grandma(mother side’~) along with the children decided to prowl* around KL today.. Hahhaha.. Naturally I wud join them but since I still have some “important” work to do, I stayed at hum… ALONE!! Hahaha… Soo nice to have my ultimate privacy all-alone-in-one-day again.. Hheheh.. Oh did I mention? My uncle went to work so the house is completely EMPTY, except for me and…. Errr…. I am alone, right? Or is there? Haahha~ never mind… no need to give that much thought~ hurm~

And, I was like, u know, asked my aunt to buy me a new set of ecco pigments pen set, the 0.2, 0.4, 0.6 and 0.8 set.. I even gave her the casing so she would be able to recognize the pen.. And after they “set sail” for Mid Valley (its around KL sumwhere.. dats all I knw.. haha~) I started to jump and smile broadly~ aaaahhhh… feeling soo uncontrollably content to myself.. mmmmmmmm… wat did I do.. I remembered doin some guy stuff and eat and watch some dramas and some homework and eat and… errr… so many la! Oh! And I save the laundry from being devastatingly wet due to heavy rain.. hahah~ I ran down the stair like hell just to save it in the nick of time. Hahah~ FYI, ITS BEEN RAINING LIKE HELL FOR THE PAST ONE WEEKS!! Its so hard just to dry ur clothes.. and the dobby is so far away so I dun really wanna trouble myself to walk there and send it myself. Damn~

But u knw the best part of staying at hum alone? The chance to sleep without disturbance.. u knw this house is full of pests! Pests as in little kids! I dun mind mikail, hes a baby, and of course, baby cries a lot. It’s the children I hate.. they made so much noise, it irritates me so much.. well, I can lose my temper here over some little kids, tat wud be unethical… and I do dun wanna loose my pride and face.. hahah~ and wat would my aunts think if I scold their children? I love children, no doubt about that, but, I love the one with class.. one that wudnt walk around and say rude things, one that wudnt walk around without clothes, one that wudnt eat on the floor and spill all their food everywhere, because I believe that is BARBARIC and they dun get much attention and soo poorly educated by their parents.. HUMPH!!!! I feel soo ever comfy with kids that behaves properly, or simply said, a well educated kids…heheh~ im soo picky~ so vain~ hahah~ well, gud if u know now~

And to prove just strong is the relationship between uneducated children with their parents, this is how.. remember I mentioned above that I asked my aunt to buy me the Ecco Pigment pen, well, she cant find it.. u know why?? Her answer really amuses me, soo much that I think she din even use quarter of her brains!! U know wat? I wanna ask this.. where would u buy a pen??? Even a kindergartener can answer this.. Tell u this, I u can anwer this question, I’ll give u ten bucks.. ahaha~ okay.. jeng jeng jeng~ this is her reason why she din buy me the pen… She said, “we cant find the pen.. even the worker there dono where its up for sale…” and u know where she looked for it?? In TOYS’R’US STORE!!! Practically a store specializing in gifts and toys!! How amazingly….. Grrrrrr!! Sorry I have to refrain myself from using the ‘S’ word.. Damn!! Who ever would buy pen in a toy shop??? My god!!! I feel like laughing but, I feel like shouting too! Gosh.. I guess this explains why her children looks sooo amazingly bizarre and barbaric!! Hehehe~ I hope none of my family member reads dis.. I be dead… super dead.. haha~ but, hey, Im just telling the truth.. hehehe~ this people… I mean.. this kind of people.. dang~ and u know, my aunt, she speaks soo much, u know, like the auntie auntie type who just dunno when to keep their mouth shut! She ould talk about everything, I men almost everything, even tho u din reply her.. its amazing how funny and hilarious stories she told me just bore me even more.. she shud be put to personality school or something, so she can be better.. hahah~ gosh… dat was harsh, I think. Hehehe~

Hurm… as much as I am disturbed by the thoughts of goin back for semester 2 in LimKokWing, I do look forward to it.. hurm…. And u knw wat, I discovered so much there; discovered things about myself, the people around me, my abilities, capabilities etc etc.. hurm… and u knw wat, I miss my frenz… Daniel, chris, foong, anne, Catherine, carrol, jenna, kim!!!!!!! And boqiang, I guess… hurm~ well, I dunno now.. shud I continue my “affair” with tat person? Hahaha~~ or shud I not? Well, we haven’t really speak about it.. hurm…. Hahaha!!! And wat chris told me bugs me, once in a while.. he said, “I dun wanna hide anymore,,,” wow! That’s very strong words… it struck me sooo deep into my head like a sudden lightning bolt, striking me and blast me into smithereens! Hahah~ sorry, im nt making sense here.. heeh~ ooooo… I miss chris~ sarguil, and yoda n krish~ wonder hw r they nw~ wonder if they feed yoda. Ahahha~ stupid housemates… hehhe~ but they’re the besh!!!! Hehhe~ I love them, eventho I rarely speaks to em’.. heheh~ dats just being typical me.. hahah~ hurm.. I wonder how is it feel living with Daniel, chris n boqiang under one roof? Heheh~ well, sorry! Im taking the master bed!!! Alone!! I wont share!! No way!! Ehehhe~ I have plans already on how to decorate my room! And for tat, I would need to make frequent trips to Ikea and some local furniture shops.. hehhe~ hurm.. shud I get a queen size bed of just a single bed? Hurm~~ and where d hell can I buy “tatami”? hurm……. So many questions oo… and I cant wait to get back to KK.. just a few days now.. hehhe~~ finally, I can meet and hug my long lost cat, chubby! And ben!! Yayyy!! Hurm…. So happy~ heheh~

I guess going back means new things too… I guess there wud be some new things awaiting for me.. heheh~ such as, new haircut and hair colour; which I might dose up a bit with some hi-lites.. heheh~ and new phone!! Yesss!!! And some new discoveries… heheh~ well, with a bit of luck tho. Hehhe~ and meeting frenz~~ Mr. Lim aka Hilary, Oliver, John and Alvin.. heheh~ meeting all ppl~ hehe~soo happy.. cant wait.. heheh~ oh oh oh!!! My driving license!! Damn~ soo scared… can I really pass the test? Hehehe~ I need more practice o~~ wuuuuuuuu~~~~

Ok la… so shit here no internet o~ cant online~ wuuuuuuuu~~~ no phone summore.. damn!!! Wuuuuu~~ I feel like living in Azkaban or something.. excluded from the outside world, just waiting in this damnation…. Wuuuuuu~~ but nevermind, only few days more till I go back KK.. hehehe~

Im out!!!!!

Hurray!!! Im out of Desaria’s clutches!! Hahahah~ NO MORE! Goodbye!! Sayoonara!! Asta La Vista!!! No more Desaria!!

Hahah.. I feel happy and content today.. Well, I checked out of Desaria Villa Condo!! Yayyyyyy!!! Now all I can say is, no more bad service, no more bad boring food, no more this, no more that, and no more blab bla… Hahhaah… But, good things always come with bad…bad things…. Goodbye to all my friends… Kim, Jenna, Carrol, Foong, Rameera, Ash, Nina, Chris, Krish, Sarguil, Stanley, Alex and Jerry, andYoda!! Everybody!!!! Im gonna miss u all!!!!!!! Wuuuuuuuuuu~~ *sniff..snifff…..*

Oooooo… That made me sad la…. Wuuuuuuu….. No good la like this, so sad.. Have to leave all my friends behind.. wor…… but, oh well… have to move on right? Dats just the way life is.. U just gotta keep movin on no matter how hard and painful it is.. Damn.. Why does doin the right thing is always the hardest??? Wuuuuu!!!

Oh well, when I was checking out.. Oh yeah, did I mention I only started packing all my things today??? As in TODAY!!! ALL MY STUFF?? Get it? Hhahaha.. And needless to say, I have a lot of stuff… Even when the warden came to my room to check if there are.. Well… kerosakan or wats d word?? Wuuuuuuu!!! Kill me!!!!! Well, hahah. Enough about that.. It only reminds me of my soooo poorly english language… wuuuu!!! So sad even more!! Okay, the warden exclaimed okay??? “Wahhh!! This all ur stuff ar?? Soo many! How u wan carry back o?” Hhahhaha.. I just sniggered cause me myself, I dun even have any answer for his question.. hahahha… I can only bring some back cause my uncle’s car is.. errr.. Rather small and there’s many passengers.. hahah~ so some of my… well, a lot of my stuff got left behind due to the limited space in the car’s bunker.. hurmmmm….. hope its ok la… even my toothbrush and shampoo got left behind!! Waaaa!!!! Sooo sad!!! Hate!!!

Oh okay.. Now im at my uncle house.. hurm. Well, meaning to say, for the next one.. or two weeks, I’d be living in a super malay lifestyle… well, fine by me.. No harms done right? Hehehehhe…. Yeah.. I guess so… tell me about it.. It’s a lifestyle I wish to avoid.. Why? Im trying my hard to live my Chinese side as much as I can, u know… where we eat early, meals with soup, and not only non-gravy meals and all.. Sigh… wat can I do? And I do miss all my stuff!!! Hope the other doesn’t disturb it, much! Hahahah~

Oh and damn!!! I eat so much today!! Sorry no pic… my witch of a mum still haven’t give me money yet for me to buy new phone.. I get the feeling that she wont ever give me money at all… really got the feeling that she will only buy me a new phone when I reach KK later.. Damn….like I said, I ate so much today. All my time today is filled with eating and eating and EATING!!!!! Damn!!! How d helL am I goin to get in shape nw?? Just in time for xmas!!!!! Damn!!!! No!!!!! NoOoOOoOOooOOoOOooooOO!!!! Noo! I wanna get thin!!! Hurm!!! How? Please help me!! Haha. Chewah!! No need la.. I can handle it A-Okay la! Hahaha…

Gosh!! I miss all my frenz!!! Chris! Daniel!!! Anne!!! Fong!! Catherine!! Kim!! Jenna!! RAMEERA!!! Wuuuuuuuuuu~~~ I miss u guys sooo much!!!! Where are u guys now? Enjoying ur holidays???? Wuuuu… hopefully can se u guys next sem la, if all of us can make it.. hehehe~ and I pray to God that I can make it, at least..hehehe~

Tuesday, December 4, 2007


Okay.. Here i am(singing.. hehehe) Really la.. Today i did nothing at all.. Sienz.... Wat da hell? i really have no life! Cant wait to get back hometown la!!! i wanna see all my friends!!! Oh yeah, note to self...

Be more kurus la to impress ur friends!! hehehhe~

Right.. will do it willingly.. hehehhe~ need to kurus la... shit theres no scale here!!! can really measure.. hurm... hurm.... so boring~

oh and talked to mum, thru MSN!!! Wahhhh!! well, after i forced her la... never know she could be sooo saucy!! she sed something i never know she wud say.. hahahah!!! its as if, shes acting like a teenager, all of a sudden!! hahaha~ and most of the conversation involved about wats happening in the house and all... all sorts of stuff... But... But... she never loose her mother instinct.. kept advising me and all.. Oh God.. Miss Juwida is going to shred me into tiny little Rozan pieces! NEVER START A THESIS STATEMENT WITH A "BUT"!! Oh my god.. im soo sorry.. i forgot!!

Heheheh. about my phone (which was a kick in the ass).. She said this, "when u come back kk then will buy u a new phone"... Okayy!!! i mean, im coming back 17December and now is... errr... 4th of December.. Does she really know how much suffering and pain and tears is it not having a phone???????? And she even suggest i shud get a new number!!! My gosh!!!! Wat happen???? Wuuuuu... Dat made me so sad la~~~ why the hell i wanna change number? hehhe~ im sticking to my original number!!! 016-8352574!!!Remember it! heheh~

and dat night, chat with H Lim.. heheh... awwwwwwwwwwwww.... soo sweet.... he oso gt problems pulak, hahah... i tot hes, u knw.... strong, inside and outside, but hes... apparently a bit delicate oso la.. hehe~ awwwwwwwwwww......... ke ai'~~~ hahaah~

not until it was my turn.. hahah~ i saw his ( i hope u knw hu u are!!!) FS profile... and really, ma de.... gt really angry, i dunno because of wat... damn~~i feel wanting to smash something, u know...

"Ur being ur usual drama-queen again!!!"

"fuck u!! wat u know about me???? shut up!!!"

i gt soo angry and pissed off.. hahaha~sorry.. i tend to speak to myself.. hehehe~ and, just to calm myself, i let myself to be guided by H's advice... i thoroughly pour all my heart to him... telling all my problems and all.. hahaha~i think, something we shared.... the need to talk about our probs with other ppl.. heheh~ watever... i dun care... hurm..........

and, well, i do feel gud.. a bit.. heheh~so boring nw.. hehehe.. then i got this idea from H.. Hehehe.. maybe i shud get even with dat person!! Show him how much fun it is i have without him around!! wahlao!!! so cool!!! just ignore him and just have fun!!!! hahahah!!! i like tat idea already!! hehehe!!!!!!

yes!!! yes!!!!! dats wat im gonna do!! hahahah!!!!

Monday, December 3, 2007

Not so much of a fiasco after all!!! Hahahah~

Hahahah.. Second attempt of cooking~

Venue : Foong's house
Time : somewhere before midnight; not too early, not too late
Food : last night leftovers; the Fiasco'.. hahaha~

Okay... im not giving up!!! im not a bad cook!! never!!!!! not in a million years!!!!! hahah.. so i was like, okay, i can do this! it just need some spices and salt and some of that and some of this, and it'll be edible!! pretty much edible, of course.. hahaha~

so, after countless try-outs and tasting and advice from Daniel, hey!! it turn out good, but.. still the overwhelming taste of tomato... ouch~~ and again, taken few snapshots.. hahah~ damn.. i dun have handphone now... dmn!!! cant take pictures!!!

Big happy smile now!!! hehehe~~~

taste gud, a bit.. hahaha~ better than last night tho'... hehehe€~~

but.. im still soooo bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jack a.k.a. Dinesh chat wif me... hey~~~ and chat wif Daniel!! knw wat? its his fcuking 18SX BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Wahlao!!! Happy Bday Daniel!!!!!!! heheheheh~~~ we party next sem ok?????? now enjoy ur holiday~ hahaah~~

Sunday, December 2, 2007

Cooking Fiasco'~

Hahahah.. lemme start with this sentence...

Today was soo boring!!! Sooo boring even i cant find a word for it!! I did absolutely nothing!! Nothing at all~ Hahahah~ So i end up at Foong's house and watch all the movies cd that i have... Damn... I have no life... With very limited cash.. Dang~ That just add to my suffering here.. Hahahha..

So late at night, i start to feel hungry again, though against my will, but powered by my eagerness to try and cook; i finally managed to pull myself up and prepare a meal....





Which, like i say.. Is a complete fiasco.. Hahhaha~ (wish foong is here to help me cook, because i cant cook at all.. hehe) well, i intend to cook macaroni with the usual tomato sauce but... it became tomato soup instead!! Fcurk!!!! Wat the fcuk?? This wasnt supposed to happen!! i saw how foong cook it before this, and it was piece of cake!! What "secret ingredient" did she put inside??? Maybe this is a secret for women because they always do seem to be able to cook very nicely... Hurm... Could cooking really a womans' job?

Well, this is a few snapshots of my meal that.. this night, which i have n intention to eat at all!! its goin to the dumpster as soon as i finish this blog!! hahaha!!!

Macaroni and tomato sauce, with tomato dice and shreds of chicken fillet... yuck!!! wth!?!

Jut eating it makes me feel bad.. hehehe~

no!!! enough!!! after a few bite, i really cant take it anymore... damn. am i really a bad cook or what?? i need a maid!!!!!

heheheh~~ u wanna taste it?? hahah~

So, after that, i think i wont be cooking again for a while.. damn..... now, what shud i do huh?? so boring la.. and theres soo many fricking mosquitoes everywhere, keep scratching.. cant stop!! soo itchy!!! blast u mosquito!!! i think i just play pokemon la~ hehehe~~ see you all~~

miss all my fren!!! i miss u all!!! muah muah!! sleep tight tight ok???? muah muah!!!!

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