Thursday, May 29, 2008

Tag tag tag!!!

Name: Rozan Bin Mohd Eddy ~
Birth Date: 4th July 1989 ~ same wif me mummy~ Lucky eh'?
Current Status: Its kinda complicated!!! >.<
Eye Colour: Dark brown... I wa it to be dark green tho'!!
Hair Colour: Dark brown~
Righty or Lefty: Righty..

My Heritage: Hybrid between malay mummy and Chinese daddy~ >.<
Fears: Snakes!!!!!!!!!! GO AWAY!!!!
My Weaknesses: Erm... i think its my attitude towards money? i cant save at all??

My Thoughts First Waking Up: ooo... lucky no mosquito bite me!! swt!!
My Bedtime: my sleep time is soooo messed up.. i slept at 7am yesterday!! >.< ( May28, 2008) and woke up at 9am.. wuuuuu!!
My Most Missed Memory: erm.. lost of stuff.. PLKN is one of em'!! i so missing it!!!!!! Hugssss!!!!

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McD!!
Single or Group Dates: Eitherway~ erm.. i dunno.. i guess?
Adidas or Nike: Adidas~ :p
Tea or Nestea: Iced Yea!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla please!!!
Cappuccino or Coffee: Erm... Vanilla??

Smoke: No.. i hate ppl smoking.. esp at the bus stop, feel like bitch-slapping them and pull the smokers hair!!!!! :<
Curse: i say BITCH all d time to Daniel!! muahahah!!
Take a Shower: Like, 4-5 times a day, if i cud help it!!
Have a Crush: i guess.. i.. i dun wanna think about it!! >.< *oooooOOOoOOOo*
Think You've Been In Love: Yeah~~ Weeeeeeeeee!!!!
Go To School: Uni.. and yeah, i still have anothr 5 years to end it!! woooaaa!!
Want To Get Married: Yeah, of cuz.. hu wudnt?
Believe In Yourself: Hehe.. i guess?
Think Your A Health Freak: Wat health?

Drank Alcohol: Yeah.. hehe~
Gone To The Mall: went KLCC dat day wif Daniel.. weeee!! bought so much, i guess.. tee hee~
Been On Stage: Yeah!! Lots of time esp at school during the assembly!! every week!! haha!!
Eaten Sushi: And luving it!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
Dyed Your Hair: Last year, and its still on!!

Played A Stripping Game: Ughhh.. why shud i?? eeuuuwwweeeeee!!! >.<
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: yeah.. of course.. u can act like a bitch in the church right? u have to "act" like a saint too.. i guess..

To Be Married: When i have my OWN house, my OWN cars, A JOB!!!
To die : :p just leave tat to God to decide..~

Best Eye Colour: Brown , i guess.. or green? haha~
Best Hair Colour: As long as its nt wacky colour.. ugh...
Long or Short hair : wavy? i dunno wat u call dat hair type.. >.<
Personality: not a bitch, please~~ lol.. no pun!!

A Minute Ago: figuring out how to finish my model, and all other works!! >.<
An Hour Ago: Watched sumthng.. haha~
Hours Ago: sleeping.. i guess...
1 Month Ago: Having soo much fun!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!
YearAgo: lots happened.. yeah... the bitter-sweet memories of the past!!!! weeeeeeee!!!! *search for old journals/diary in the closet*

I love: to shop and spend like hell!!! i love to eat!! i love my frenz!! i love cuddling and gossipping!! theres so much i like!! :p
I feel: giddy!! semesters' goin to end soon!! and soo many works!!!!!!!
I hate: ppl talkin behind my back!! just say it to my face la!!!! >.<
I hide:some things.. i guess.. like, my.. erm.. wat did i hide frm others..>.I miss: i.. urm.... somethng private...
I need: urm... to bath? i guess..



Lulu Lim

Kimmy Miki





Bye Bye~

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever


(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye~ E=MC2

This is really touching.. Please read it and indulge everything....

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

~Of curses and Spells~


What is this feeling? No matte what i do, i cant take u off my mind..

What is it about?

Why? Why?

Just the thought of not having you by my side hurts..

It hurts soo much, it kills..

Slowly killing me from the inside..

Its something that i have never anticipated..

More less, wanted it to happen..

Hurm.. This has to a STOP!!

Make a choice!!

Stop torturing me!!


Monday, May 19, 2008

I guess i hv time for an entry now..

Well, i gota admit.. i'm pretty much nocturnal.. haha~ i simply just cant sleep early.. damn.. my sleep cycle is soo messed up.. haiz.. thnks to Uni life la.. and now its 5.30am, Monday.. haha~~ damn... lucky no class today.. Oh yeah, Its Wesak Day anyway, so Happy happy Wesak Day to those celebrating it.. :p

Oh and yeah, i've been discussing this thing wif Daniel just nw, on who really celebrates this thing.. i mean, in my mind, Wesak sounded like an Iban tribe festival, so of course i wud say, Its Iban ppl day.. Then Daniel just have to say, Its actually a Buddhist thing, making me sooo confused.. Of course, i wont take dat for an answer * u knw me, i can be pretty stubborn and naive at a time * hehe.. we argued for a while, until i call it a quit cause, its really gettng nowhere.. im gettng more confused as me n Dan argued about it.. hehe~ :p

Well, hurm.. i din do much today.. woke up at near 4pm.. Wow!! well, just WOW!! Dats like, haha... plain lame and plain rubbish.. if i did this kind of thing back hum, my dad would have hit me with a broom!! * imagine an old fat lady chasing somebody with a big bushy broom!! *
i did slept at around 7am la, so this "incident" is pretty, errr.. expected.. haha...

Oh and damn!!! Bitch!! Daniel parents came to the house, and i was still sleeping... waaaa!!! soooo rude of me!!!! wuuuuuuu!!! i mean, what will his parents think of me??? waaaaa!!!!! *stupid mosquitoes, ur the reason i had ta sleep late!! >.< *

hurm... went to Street Mall just now.. errr... as in, at around 6pm.. i intended to buy ink for my printer, but the shop was closed... dangggggg.... so, being me, a bitch-bastard tat really dun knw how to manage money well, i accidentally * purposely * bought sumthng else.. i bought groceries instead, although theres still so many food left in d house... the point is, im the type of guy tat will ALWAAAAYYYYSSSSSS buy sumthng when i go out, if i can help it, of course.. :p

i bought new toothbrush, red colour *sorry gys, no picture dis time.. im gonna take a time out from being a pic ho' for a while.. this thing just adds up to my vanity level.. SERIOUSLY!! * and i bought sumthng, an insect repellent tat runs on electricity.. haha.. die u mosquitoes!!! no chance of u ruining my sleep tonight! muahahah! *evil laugh*

hurm...i thnk dats all la about my day today.. haha~ did my journal agen tho nt making much progress cause my printer no ink.. and i do seriously need it to print sum materials for my journal.. waaaa!!!

well, its 5.42am now.... hurm.. shud i sleep nw? but im nt sleepy yet.. wat shud i do eh'? just watched The Golden Compass just nw, and its quite interesting, but hate the ending... was it supposed to end just like tat??? shudnt they finish their quest?? waaa!!! okay!! im gonna read the book now.. its beter, i think.. i guess... haha~

ok la... see ya~~ :p

Friday, May 16, 2008

iTs a BitChy BitcHy dayyy!!!

Hye ya'll.. Lol.. Here i am again!!! Hurm.. Well, wat shud i say? Hahahha.. its been bitchy bitchy BITchy day!! Yayyyyy~~ Im soo luvin dat word, i dunno why...

*really, i shudnt be luvin dat word.. Its just plain bad.. Haiz... *

Hurm.. well, on d 10th of May, i went to Alamanda shoppin mall alone.. *dats just sad huh? alone.. imagine the loneliness.. * cause Daniel is being a bitchy ho' agen.. Haiz.. Well, fine.. im gonna have d best time of my life, allllllll by myself!! I wont buy u anythng!!! humph!!!!! :(

the journey was pretty rough, it was pretty hot.. Yeah, i dun understnd why "hot" can be "pretty", but i guess it works in a way.. hehe~ pretty hot.. yeah, it does doesnt it? muahaha!!! *im just soo full of myself nowadays.. pls knock my head!! *

when i finally reached Alamanda *after about 45minutes journey~it was d bus's fault!! kept goin round n round.. damn bus!!! stick to the road la!! dun go wrong way 1!!* i went to withdraw money~~ Yayayyy!!! $$$$$$$$$$... my favorite bestfren... my eternal fren!! muah muah muah!! i luv u!! lol.. upon withdrawal, i zooomed out of the bank and went straight to Sushi King!!! Where else to go? Hahahah~~

My black pepper *sumthng* fish.. hehe~

sushi king tea cup.. nice... :p

i was lucky.. there's nobody inside there.. i chose a seat near the chu-chu, so it be easier for me to grab any sushi on d chu-chu.. :P im just soo happy, fyi, sushi is my favorite food.. yum yum yum! ordered a set, somethng fish wif black pepperrrr.. burrrrrrr... i cant wait!!! and while waiting fr my fish, took somethng frm d chu-chu.. yayyy~~ *hooot hooottttt* <-chu-chu noise so loud! >.<
chu-chu.. well, sumthng dat looks chu-chu la.. >.<

took d usual, d jellyfish thingy.. hahahah.. well, i hv dis thing with weird and tangly and winded and long and confusing and weird name.. its just simply hard for me to pronounce it.. i dunno y..



-[yum yum]-[aahhhhh]-

-[munch munch]-[ooooooo!!! wasabi]-


Woaaa.. wasabi tasted sooo gud... yum yum!!! tears came out of my eyes, but wat d hell... i dun care, at least im enjoying my food!! :p

after that, hurm... wat did i do? i forgot.. hahahha...

errr.. i guess, just fast forward to the time when i reached hum.. :p






Oh hey!! Farhan bought ice cream!! yayyyyyyy!! lol... dat night, enjoying ice cream dat Farhan bought.. yum yum...

Ice cream!!! ayyyyyyy!!

enjoying wit Daniel~ Hehehe~

aaaahhhh... wat a day, wat a day.. full of eating!! :p

*roz, u need to work out!! ur gettng, erm... BIGGER!!! MOVE UR BIG BUM, U LAZY ASS!!*

Awwhhhh... shut up... :(

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Sorry sorry!

Hey Mr. Bloggie!! Sorry haven't update u le.. So busy now ooo!!! Hope u understand!! *it wud be better if u can help me wif some of my oh-so-many assignments!! >.< *

Thursday, May 8, 2008

इ ब्रुइसे एअसिली...

WTH?? Definitely ders somethng wrong der.. i installed d tamil language and then, when i type in here, it became like dat~~ *refer above, its meant to be, "i bruise easily".. heheh*

my skin is like my heart, it reflects how i feel...

so please don be angry or touchy-touchy when i'm nt smiling..

cause u knw i cant hide it, but its nt a negative thing.. heheheh~ so sorry k?

and maybe am i too bossy? woooo!! please tell me wats wrong with me!!!!

so i always let my guard down, so i can hurt no one, but underneath, i bruise easily too, so please be gentle when ur handling me.. >.< style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);">alone.. A L O N E.. Dats like, so sad T.T * Daniel so evil le... wuuuuu... wnt out to do his interview, leave me alone.. uuuuuuu...

and even Nature seems to take pity on me, it was soo cloudy dis morning, like its gonna rain, big time!! so i took out my baby blue gray GIORDANO umbrella, and took it to school wif me!! Yayayyy!!! and class was booooooorrriing as usual...


beFore tat, chit chat wif Catherine inside IH just so i can enter the class late.. hehehhe~ * im soo evil!! wuu huu!! * well, the original plan was to meet my lecturer frst, Mrs. Fauziah Saadah to discuss about my english report, which i havent done.. errr.. well, havent START yet.. ahahahah~ well its nt my fault la, wuuu~~ all d shop soooo stingy one!! acting like bitches under d rain, screaming like hell.. wuuuuuu~~ wont lemme do interview wif them.. are u trying to be racist? waaa~~

but lo and behold!!! it din rain!!! * gasp.. Roz, ur going to look like a stupid bitch nw!! * nooo!! so, inside d class, i was hoping ( praying to be exact ) tat its going to rain... just so i dun look stupid later on.. hahahaha~~

well, it din rain.. but it got hotter... well, no way im gonna use the umbrella just because its hot!! im nt a prissy missy u know??? i rather sweat!!!! :p

when i reached home, i started to cook.. well, some very economy student food la.. hehehhe~ and then farhan came back frm school.. * hye Farfar!! bye FarFar*

Dats all der is.. hahaha..

Den sooner after tat, Daniel came back~~ * Hye Dan.. How was it?*

tHEn Daniel replied, oh yeah.. i bot u sumthng...

I was on the verge of falling down frm my chair.. like, i ask u other ques la dear... But the fact he bot me somethng, makes me happy n giddy.. *Ooooo, i hope its expensive!! heheh~ *
Turn out, its a handphone strap from World of Feng Shui, but dat doesnt really matter.. Wat matters the most tat, its for WEALTH!!!! OH my GOD!!!! Dan really know me.. Ahhhhhhh.. :p Im quite happy wit it!! hehehe~ yayyy~

tats it!! dun it look good on my phone? hehehe(`~') *come money come money!!*

and he gt new haircut too~ well, look better nw.. him, i mean.. huhuhhuh~~

erm.. later dat night, i checked my email in Msn.. and, wuuuuu~~ somebody sent me this website about disabled cats.. i read thru the whole article and found out tat i was crying.. the fact tat the cats in the sites were badly disabled ( gt some with only one legs, some blind..) i just cant help it... i cried.. to top it all up, i remembered my two deceased cats.. i cant help it nor can i control my feeling..

i just cried...

then, to my horror!! Farhan came out frm his room with his fren, Iwaz!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! I was so embarrassed cause here i am, sitting in frnt of my laptop, crying my heart out.. i was like, Damn!! Bad timing la u come out!! Hahhaha...

Anyway, they thought i was sick or sumthng n offered me food, asking me if i was okay or nt.. Aaawwwww.... hw cute~~ (^~^)

well, so they went out, and i continued my distrupted crying session just nw.. Yeeee~~ * crying is soo much fun >.<*

spent a couple hours in Facebook, in OWNED application cause i like it soo much.. Hhahah!! One of my pic cost well over 900K liao!! im like, yayyyy!! Hhahaha.. * Bitch!!! GTH *

Ignore tat jealous person over there.. hahah~ and then.. hurm.. wat did i do? huhuhuhh... o yeah, did my report.. hahaha~~

hahaha~ dats all.. ders so many mosquito nw!! wuuuuu~~

mosquito go away la!!!!

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

~Monday Blue~

Monday, is always sooo BLUEEEEEEE~~~ Weeeeeeee................. (^~^)

i slept at around 7am and woke up at fcuking 9am!! WTH??

Wuuuuu.. Was soo sleepy le...

Went to class, with those red groggy eyes.. Cool eh? Hahahha~ * leer at Daniel ; Bitch, u woke me up late! *

Went straight away to my lecturer, and presented her wif my super super design!! ps: was feeling very confident!! super lame actually.. Hahahha~ Nooooooooooo!!!

After tat went to the Makanlah, to eat.. Well, the name says it all.. MAKANLAH!! hHehehe~

Ordered d usual Chinese Mix Rice and ask tofu for all my side-dishes.. Hahhaha~ Cool!! I luv TOFU!!!

TOFU TOFU TOFU!!! * yum yum *

Daniel ordered "THE Lamb Chop", thinking it was nice.. But its rock-hard, literally speaking.. Hahhaha.. Can't even cut it cause its too hard.. Its like, a rock.. U knw? A rock? Its soo hard.. Wooo.. I managed to cut an itsy-bitsy piece out of the lamb chop, and maaaaannnn!! Its as hard as it looks.. Hahahha.. Had ta chew really really hard!! * really hard.. >.<*

But lo and behold!!!

I just had ta stop a while to laugh.. Hehehehe... Well, ladies!! Ladies!! Pls tell me, why do u make us guys suffer? U knw, i do appreciate gurls wearing skimpy kind of clothes, but only if they have the "figure".. Hahahahaha~

So like, theres this particular girl in my school eh, well dun really knw wats her name or even, who she is, if dat matters.. haha... She was wearing this short skirt tat is soo oh-if-i-bend-down-u-can-see-my-panties.. CLEARLY!!! The skirt was annoyingly, short.. Theres no other word to it, its just too short.. Hahahha.. Well, i admit, shes tall n stuff, but... Gosh!! Good heaven!!! Mother Lord!!! etc etc... i bet she din notice tat between her thighs, theres big HUGEEEE lump of cellulites, and it looks like jelly.. hahahah!! oh my god!!! im so evil!!

tats her!!!


looks like it huh?

Hahahah... anyway, me, daniel, chris and momo was having a wonderful time just talking about the girl.. teasing her for committing fashion crimes etc etc.. hahah~
*like, tak sedar diri diri dis.,.. hahah*

then went to class... * again.. >.< * for the god-forsaken Built Environment class.. its a major pain-in-d-ass sub cause its soo boring!!! the lecturer.. err.. i wont say name la.. heheh... lets just say, this lecturer gives lecture to the walls, nt us.. nobody gave a damn attention to him.. huhuh~ and, as always, Me, urs truly, and Daniel, and Anne was deeply whoring with our camera phones.. I dunno where we gt this idea, but its really cool.. Hhahaah~



Anne so liking it..


i got caught up in d mood too.. heheh~

take a gud look of anne in dis picture.. hehehe~

its same right? hahah~

Anyway, later dat niht, while i was doin my work, theres a BITCHFIGHT!!!!

COOLL!!! AAARRRR!!! GRRRRR!!!! *i feel like joining too*

The 2 gurls were al over the floor, determined to break each other.. hahah.. they were pulling each other hair, etc etc.. Its soooo full of drama... *shed a tear, im so proud*


K la.. nitez... so malas wanna write nw.. need to finish my drawings!!

tuuu duu du~~

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Eating is soo much fun!!

Like i said, eating is soo much fun.. <3


Went to Alamanda with Daaaaa-niel...

Ate at Sushi King!!

Soo cool!!

Ordered soo much, well nt thaaaaat much..

Just enough for the both of us...


Drank Gween Tea..

Ugh.. Bitter...

Pictures pictures!!!

Me and Daniel!!!


Watch'd movie after that...

Forbidden Kingdom!!

Soo funny yet cool!!!


Went back, soo late~~

Uuuuuuuuuu................ Slept late again...

Doin my art gallery design...

Hard work le!!!


Good night!!! :p

Thursday, May 1, 2008

I need a Labour Day of my own!!

Log : 1st May 2008
Time : 4.57am

I'm still awake, wide awake..
Life's been a major fucktard this week...
Soo many works need to do!!
Mannnnn... I need a Labour Day of my own!!!

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