It's gonna be a scary night!

Lol!! Just as the name implies, tonight is going to be one loooooooonnnnggggggg scary night!!

* gasp!! *

Why? Why? * i bet someone is gettng excited; if i'm nt mistaken, his name is.. roz.. Lol!! *

I'm spending the night at friend's house, and.. heehhe~~ Well, don start presuming things yet.. hehehe~ cause, yeah things might just get nasty.. cause, when i grow up, i wanna be DIRTY~~ Lol.. and i wanna be bad, cause i feel good when i'm bad!! Lol!! Does tat sounds weird? I bet it does.. Lol.. BUt, hey, it does made me feel good!! Lol!!

Anyway, without further ado, lemme tell you why tonight is gonna be scary and loooonnnnngggg!! Lol!! Frst, hehehe!! sleeping in one room, with two guys that.. err, well, comes frm different walks of life.. Lol.. One from Limkokwing University ( dats me, sincerely urs.. ), one dude from Taylor's College ( Nigel..? ) and one dude frm Nilai College ( dats Jonathan Ong! ) And, well, the thing is, as a guest, i just cant help but feel sympathy and feeling ahigh level of awkwardness!!!!!!! * ROAARRRRR * Why? Well, im sleeping on the bed whereas Jonathan and Nigel are sleeping on the floor; with no pading than just a single tiny miny quilt.. I mean, yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! Dats so.. lol.. im just sooo.. hurm.. well, ders soo many words to describe it.. If i would've known it wud be like this, i wudnt have come at the frst place!! ( did i mention'd i forgt to bring my toothbrush along???? Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Major corruption!! ) Okay, so dats about to sum up about the frst reason, lol.. tho it went as far as the.. like, 3rd reason ad? Lol!!

So, now d officially second reason!! Jeng jeng jeng!! C***s, dun be jealous!! Im gonna sleep in a room filled with hot guys and ders nothng u can do about it!! Lol!! So, stop pouting and just enjoy d show.. * i'll upload pictures later of my steamy experiences, so u better watch out!! * Lol!! dats a hint, i guess... with a very big hidden pun!! T____________________X"

And lastly, * oooo pls let it be last!! * i dun thnk im gonna sleep at all.. or maybe i'll sleep.. But at the chair maybe? I dunno why, but i still dun feel comfy sleeping on the bed while those two huge pricks are sleeping on the floor.. ( cause i really think this will make their butt smaller and more flat!! Lol.. see, i can be a good person la.. =] )

First prick : Nigel

Second prick : he moved after a while, smart bitch.. hehe~

AND DON GO AROUND SAYING THINGS LIKE; "Roz, u stupid ass!! Why din suggest puttng d mattress on the floor and share it with the other!!"

Well, i did, u nimcompoop!! <-- ( new word i learnt while reading some xxx magz.. lol!! just joking.. ) But Jonathan refused.. hurm.......... Arrrggghhh!! Major retardness!! Do u seriously wanna torture me like this??? I cant go on like this.. >_____X"

After much hustle and arguments, with loads of "awwwww", "nooooooo", "eeeeeeeeeee" and some of "ahhhhhhhhhh", and "ooooooooooooo".. * dats a lot of sound.. hehe.. * I ended sleeping on the bed whereas Jonathan and Nigel slept on the floor.. Ouchhh..

Hurm.. Then, dats wat i thought.. Its gona be a looong loong night.. Well, you see, i cant sleep dis way.. This thing is making me nervous and awkward and uncomfy.. Hurm.. >______<"

Can't wait for tomorrow.. I bet Nigel and Jonathan will have a very bad back-ache.. Haiz...

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[x] gotten kissed [ yeah, and.. emm.. at Desaria? Lolx~ ]
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class [ and got it back right aftr school cause im such a baby to the discpline teacher.. ]
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum [ hehe, so just hv to spit it out le.. nothng else.. ]
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times [ well, hu doesnt? ]
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times [ tell me 5 person hu never skip humwork!! ]
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late [ errr, yeah? i was.. umm.. preoccupied wif other works? ]
[x] missed school just because you felt like it [ hahaha! im such a bitch!! ]
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class [ yeah, and we texted the whole day long.. ]
[x] passed notes [ everytime! lol.. ]
[x] threw stuff across the room [ crumpled papers, etc etc.. so fun! ]
[x] laughed at the teacher [ hehe, with other teachers.. ]
Total so far: 11

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal [ fist fights and verbal fights.. a lott!! ]
[x] took pictures during school hours [ weeee, soo fun!! cam whoring starts early in me]
[x] called someone during school hours [ its fun.. try it, once a while.. ]
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours [ yup yup.. ]
[x] skipped a class period [ p/s : i skipped the whole day!! lol ]
Total So Far: 16

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission [ as the minister of internal affair, i hv the privilege to do this.. hehe.. ]
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class [ during tuition???? ]
Total So Far: 18

[ ] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school [ forgot.. lol.. ]
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school [ yea, bitch! stupid!@ fcuk! thingy.. ]
total so far: 20

[x] faked your parents signature [ lol!!!! yeah!!! but i wont tell why! ]
[x] slept in class [ hu'd never? ]
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework [ considered it last minute work.. hehe ]
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 23

Multiply by 3

Total : 66%!! Lol!! Does dat makes me a bad egg?

De ja Vu.. NOT!!

I know wat happen'd.. I know how much it hurts; the people around and between me and him...

Do you have anything to say about it?

Why are you trying so hard?

What's done is done... or so, I can say..

We both got hurt by our actions...

And you guys got affected by it...

I really wish these things never happen again, but...

It was the end of semester 1 when it happened...

Mis-communications, arguments, less talking, talking through MSN's personal message* while appearing offline..

I wish things didn't happen again..

But, haha, what good are wishes for right?

It's just plain blasphemy and empty, used to make you feel "something"..

Or should i rather say, hopeful?

While you're there, watching me with glee, hoping i would come to my senses and break down first, i'm struggling to keep the past from haunting me back...

How far will you go, i wonder...

What do you want me to do???

Just when i have made a new resolution, to be strong and to give it all to studies and stuff...

This things, crushed every single one of em' in the instance.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

Somehow, i wondered, did he even feel what i've felt that time?

Or was it just me, accompanied by my fantasies???

Sigh.. Too much have been said anyway...

The more you spill, the more harder it gets to "clean" em'...

-Out-

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I
Love
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and
I
want
nobody
else
but
you!!

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Fcuking long survey!!!

1.Full name:Rozan Bin Mohd Eddy!

2.Birthday:4th July 1989~ My mum b'day is 4th July 1965~

3.School:LimKokWing University of Creative Design...

4.Residency:Cyberia, Cyberjaya, Selangor

5.Family:Dad, mum, lil' sis and Ben and Panda~

6.Physical appearances:Very big eyes, luscious lips, big ear lobe, kinda' fat, fairly fair skin, etc etc..

7.Personality:Vain, conceited, Bitchy, Stuck-up, Evil, Thick-skinned, Arrogant, Stubborn, Childish, Unreasonable, Bad~
(well, at least i think i am.. tee hee~ )

8.Good personalities:Childish.. :3

9.Bad qualities: -same as my personality.. hahah -

10.Hobbies:Chatting, Facebook-ing, day-dreaming, sleeping, lazing, teasing, flirting, reading magz and comics, laughing, smiling, and making plans~

11.Religion:Muslim...

12.Height:173cm...

13.Weight:Go figures!!!! ( i lost 2kg in 2days!! )

14.Blood type:Err, i forgot.. But its O sumthng.. Lol..

15.Shoe size:7-8...

16.Favourite genre of music: -Whatever-

17.Favourite singers:I still like Britney Spears! Lol~

18.Favourite season:I prefer Winter.. BUt at Malaysia, ders only Hot and Rainy and more hottttt!! T_______T"

19.Favourite food:Wow! I can go on for forever with this!

20.Places I want to go:Venice? Canada ( Vancouver.. *hint hint*), Thailand ( shopping ), Korea, Japan ( Shinjuku ) and Mauritius ( my sis n bro hometown.. :3 ) ...

21.My ideal lover: ... no comment...

22.My favourite worries as of now:Drawings.. Lol~

23.First love:Hurm.. Why dun u just ask first kiss?? Lol~

24.Alcohol tolerance:Yea, i can stand alcohol.. You'll need to give me lots n lots of alcohol if you wanna see me get drunk!

25.Drinking habits:Take it easy! And then, BOTTOMS UP!!! Lol~

26.Most important friends:There's no need to answer.. All my friends are soo precious!

27.Prized possesion:My familiesssss!!! <3<3<3<3<3

28.When I look the best:When i smile and open my big ol' eyes wide!

29.When I look sexiest:When i try to be sexy! Puurrrrr... Lol!

30.What's in your pocket:I don hv any pockets nw~

31.First time drinking:Last 4years Xmas...? I think?

32.Favourite colours:This is soo lame!

33.Thing you want from your significant other: Patience.. =)

34.Age when you want to get married:When the conditions fulfill'd!

35.What you do when you're home alone:Chatting, cleaning, etc etc~ Lots of stuff.. =)

36.Habits:Procrastinate...

37.Highest placement in school:I was the Minister of Internal Affair in La Salle for the Cabinets.. =)

38.Difference between men and women:Private part, attitude..

39.If you were born again,man or woman:A MAN!!!

40.What you think you were in your previous life:a kitten? Lol!

41.If the person you love cheated on you:Hurm.. Where's my katana? i need to slay someone!! Hiiiiiaaaaaakkkk!!!

42.Favourite show:Tea with Roz!! Lol~

43.What you want to do when it rains:huggies, and cuddling, and reading sumthng while sipping hot beverage..

44.If you were on a deserted island,what would you take: Umbrella, sunblock, satellite phone, food, water, guns, Tv, Astro, Laptop, Handphone, Ipod, Tent, pets, Clothes, shopping magazines, comics, lighter, etc etc.. =)

45.How many kids: kids?? where? ( get off ma proprty! Lol.. )

46.Who do you want to see the most:Errr.. Who ah? Any volunteer?

47.Fvaourite snacks:I'm cutting out the snacks now.. I need to loose some weight.. Lol!!

48.Allowance:Depends on mum's mood.. hehe~

49.Favourite restaurants:Err, Sushi King, etc etc..

50.To be dumped or you dump:Me doin the dumpin'!! Lol~ Nah, depends.. Hurm..

51.Why did you write the answer above to the question above: Because I have no idea?

52.what i want right now:A LIFE!

53.When do you think you've grown up:I'm already "grown" up.. Lol..

54.Country you wanna go to:Calm, bountiful, cold, where there's people using magic and Guardian Forces, where there are gardens that trains militant combat like Balamb Garden, etc etc.. =)

55.What you think bout other people:Hu are the "people"?

56.What would you do if you confess to a girl:"U sux.. I'm dumpin u fr a guy.. Lol!!!!!!!!!"

57.Place you want to go with your other:Other what?

58.Ideal vacation spot:Venice or Korea~ =)

59.Favourite tv show:"When will these questions end?"

60.I feel happy:when theres no more questions!!!

61.Most movie recent watched:Blair Witch Project!! =)

62.Movie watch with the most feeling:Koizora~ Uuuu, i tsk tsk tsk!!!

63.Could you marry someone else for the person you love: eh? then what's the point????

64.What you want to do for the person you love:-secrets-

65.I want to die when: Whenever, it is up to God...

66.You think you're a player:Yea, i play Pirate King Online, XDO Online.. therefore, i am a player..

67.If you found 100k on the road:Wahlao!!! * calls up frenz * Let's go SHOPPING NW!!

68.When you were most hurt:The end of semester 1..

69.I hate guys that are: -

70.I hate girls that are: -

71.If you were to become invisible:I'd go steal money from bank!! Lol!!!!

72.When someone makes you mad:"Ui, mau cari gaduh ka???" ( hey, u lookin fr a fight wif me!?! )

73.Favourite saying:".....i guess... "

74.If someone you met for the first time ask were to ask your phone number:Okay, so this is my number, don call at night okay???

75.Nicknames:Roz...

76.First thing you do in the morning:Ughhh.. Sleepy.. *sleeps back*

77.The most important thing in the world:My family...

78.when you were happiest:lots of time.. =D

79.When you were saddest:Lots of time... =(

80.Does anyone hurt you before:Yea!!

81.How:stuff...

82.Then:i stopped talking.. ignore..

83.So:Till now..

84.Define FAMILY:The gem in my life...

85.What are you planning for your future:I'm gonna stop procrastinating!! =)

86.Your afraid of:snakes! and commitments! *go away!! go away!!*

87.If your about to die now: ...

88.Would you consider plastic surgey:Im satisfied wit wat i hv nw..... i guess.. well, YEA!! Maybe i'll consider.. a bit.. heheh~

89.Who you wanna be:Roz!

90.Things you wanna do know:lots of things!!!!!!!

91.Most embarrasing moments:lol, a lot!!

92.You can:be me~

93.You can't:be purrr-fect!

94.You really hate it when:ppl says no!! Lol..

95.You'll judge a person by:.. hurm.. depends..

96.People mostly judge you:maybe? pls tell me tho..

97.3 words to describe yourself: u describe me then!

98.3 words of how people describe you:Idk~

99.Are you on a diet:Yea.. Lolx~

100.Last thing you want to say:U waste my time!! Arrrgghh!

Note : This is a very looong survey, so therefore i will not tag anybody.. Those who copy and fill this survey please tell me so i can read your answers.. Heheheh~

Luv,
Roz...