De ja Vu.. NOT!!

I know wat happen'd.. I know how much it hurts; the people around and between me and him...

Do you have anything to say about it?

Why are you trying so hard?

What's done is done... or so, I can say..

We both got hurt by our actions...

And you guys got affected by it...

I really wish these things never happen again, but...

It was the end of semester 1 when it happened...

Mis-communications, arguments, less talking, talking through MSN's personal message* while appearing offline..

I wish things didn't happen again..

But, haha, what good are wishes for right?

It's just plain blasphemy and empty, used to make you feel "something"..

Or should i rather say, hopeful?

While you're there, watching me with glee, hoping i would come to my senses and break down first, i'm struggling to keep the past from haunting me back...

How far will you go, i wonder...

What do you want me to do???

Just when i have made a new resolution, to be strong and to give it all to studies and stuff...

This things, crushed every single one of em' in the instance.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

Somehow, i wondered, did he even feel what i've felt that time?

Or was it just me, accompanied by my fantasies???

Sigh.. Too much have been said anyway...

The more you spill, the more harder it gets to "clean" em'...

-Out-