Long Long..

Today is gonna be a very very long day...

Full of hard long and thick.. mmm.. day.. of work and procrastination..

Though i wouldn't mind whats served on the other end too.. LOL!

I am soo sleepy and thirsty..

This torture.. Man.. I'd take whipping and smacking anytime anyday, but this torture..

The one I'm having now, is just way too much..

Its blowing my mind.. Aaaaaa BLOW ME!!! (no pun intended, this time. )

What are you guys doing out there?

Feeling the Monday Blues as well?


Love,

Roz.

VACANCY!

Wanted :

- Male / Female to be my gym partner early in the morning and in the noon

( prolly around 6-9pm )

Looking like this will score you "extra" rewards.

- Must be able to survive long hours of mouth training - chatting

- Open-minded and funny

- Loves shopping as much as I do...

For details and inquiries please contact :

Roz@PleaseEmailMe.com

Thanks..

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But in the end, WHO AM I KIDDING!?!?!?

HHAHAHAHA!!

Love,

roz

Quickie!!

Chilling in Paparich now, sipping on my [ insert drink name ] - seriously i dunnoe wats the name of the drink.. But i knw theres jelly-jelly inside it.. Hahahah!!

Okay.. So theres no internet in my house! Damnation!!

I know right??

I've been complaining countless of time about being internet-less, its sooo fucking fantastic! T_T"

So I escaped to Paparich instead, just to be able to use the free wifi...

1 drink will last for 1hour as oppose to the normal event; 1drink lasted for 10minutes.. or less..

Hahahha!!

Lets just say the drinks' are my tickets to sitting here longer.. and hence, internet-able fr as long as the drinks lasted..

Ewwww... My language sucks!! God! T_T" I need to go to an English class..

Oh ohhh ohhh!!

Guess what?

I'm going to Singapore this Thursday!!!

Yayyyy finally!!!!!

I am so gonna shop.. erm... sketch like crazy!! :D

Racism? Fcuk off la!

Hi my name is Rozan.. Not exactly a Malay, but a Malaysian.. True to the heart, I love my country..

But sooooooooooooooo hating it too.. T_T"

Why you might ask? Why do I say something so provocative?

Them "gahmen" might take away my nationality and throw me somewhere far far away.. Maybe throw me to those hungry sharks or throw me into the volcano.. I know there's an association for this.. ISA or something right?


I don't care.. Let them do it! Not like they will succeed anyway.. Mums' gonna kill me before that anyway.. Hahaha..

Okay so heres why..

Racism.. T_T"

Oh the pain.. The agony of this word! Why does it even existed in the dictionary? :p

Racism
Still rife in Malaysia.
First survey in 50 years makes dismal reading. Baradan Kuppusamy. Asia Times.
Mar 26, 2006

Kuala Lumpur - Malaysia's first serious survey of race relations, in 50 years, shows that behind the façade of outward unity and peace, racism runs deep in this multi-ethnic 'melting pot'.

The telephone survey of about 1,200 Malaysians also found that the majority of the various races find comfort and security in their respective ethnicity and not in a common 'Malaysian' identity, as the travel and tourism brochures suggest.

"The findings are not at all surprising," said social scientist Chandra Muzaffar...........................

Full article here...

So sad eh? I don't understand why.. Why do we prioritize our self that much? Shouldn't we be selfless and help each other? Isn't that what we were taught when we're still in primary school?

What happened to all those good virtues, good bla bla that we were all told to do? Where have they gone? Have we forgotten all about it?

Eeeee!! So hate!

Why can't we all just get along well? Reminds me of this line from a song.. "Why can't we be friends, why can't we be friends..."

Not sure what song but its really nice.. ^^

Why do we create that "special rights" anyway?

Threatened by those non-Malays?

Or just feel like it?

I really do say that people should be treated equal, no matter what race or religions they are. We shouldn't discriminate people like that..

It's not just bad, its revolting.. Its like spitting to the air; it'll end up falling back to your face.. Hahaha.. ( mind the direct translation.. )

I wanna see my country prosper, harmoniously.. Malays, Chinese, Indians and etc etc working together side-by-side peacefully..

Lets show to the rest of the world what a unified country we are.. We may be small but we are strong..

Don't be so selfish lah, we're all one anyway..

We're the same, no matter what..

Stop being so racist, stop being so prejudiced, stop being so stuck-up..

Get to know each other first, then you judge..

There's so much that we can learn..

^~^)/'

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Oh God, I'm so bored.. >_< ( .... and my stomach hurts! )

Tik Tok..

The clock is ticking, at its own constant pace..

And I am still here..

Waiting for don't know what..

Hurm..


I'm bored..

and craving for soya milk... T_T

Bored..

What a repetition.. Almost every blog entry of mine has the word "bored" in it.. Figures eh? I guess I am just tooo bored, or may be a boring person myself.. It's 5.02am now and I am sitting in the living room, listening to the music in channel 714 in Astro.. That's Channel [ V ] by the way..

Seriously, I did nothing today.. Nothing significant, except sleeping and Facebooking.. =] Oh I know the sleeping part makes me sound like a pig; but hear me out first.. I slept around 4am yesterday and woke up around 630am and been awake since then.. I continued sleeping around 12pm, and woke up around 5pm.. Hahahah.. And haven't had dinner till well past 10pm.. Hurm.. What an unhealthy life.. T____T"

Here's an interesting thought, I read in Readers Digest that you can loose weight while sleeping.. So, I was like, can I sleep my whole life out and loose weight? Should try this, you know.. Sleep continuously for 1 week, or in another word, hybernate for a week, and see the result.. XD

I've been chatting with this guy for almost 2weeks already and yeah, I can say we're quite the friend, or combination.. His name is Tan Kok Chuan, a 15year old from Singapore; whom I address as bro.. And to start the "fire", he called me uncle.. Damn cibai.. XD We;ve met in Facebook, and began chatting and eventually web-cam-ing in Msn, everyday.. Chu Chu is a normal sweet boy that like any other boy in their puberty, have problems with girls, their hormones, temper and stuff like that.. And he turn to me about those stuff, which I gladly advice and giving tips.. =] More or less, I enjoyed this so much cause I never have a brother, only sister.. =]

Here's a picture of me and Chu Chu.. XD

Hurm.. I guess I won't sleep now.. Way past the sleeping time le.. I need to call PAWS later and ask if they're open today.. And if they do, I'm gonna pay them a visit.. XD

Back.. ^^

Hvnt been updating fr ages nw, say fr like, 1month or mebe more eh? sory fr dat, din even crossed my mind ta blog.. nt even once.. sad eh? and i did promised myself to blog at least once a week.. geez, but ah well.. promises are made only to be broken aights? Only "good-looking" promises are to be kept, no matter hw hard or mar fan they are.. ^^

Hurm, so far ive been stucked in my humtown, Kota Kinabalu fr almost 2weeks nw.. been here since 2nd July and up till dat day till now, i hvnt done anythng but staying at hum doin nuthn and eating and surfing the net.. i knw, lucky ders internet eh? if nt, id be dead here.. T_T

been forcing me mum to rent me a car since both parents ( mum n dad.._ are using their cars and pretty much busy with their works and stuff, they hv no time to send me here and there and pick-me up and all..but she refused, saying its mar fan la, this la, that la.. cheh.. ketara wan kurung me at hum s i wont spend so much money.. heheh.. typical.. >_< haiz.. and OHHH!! i am so pissed off!! dad bought a new car!! and its nt fr me!! i mean like, wtf!?! ( fyi, he bought the new car fr his bizness partner to use in another place.. ) BULL!! Wat about me??? haiz.. so unfair.. Okay heres the thing, dad beens soo rich these few months, but hes soo stingy!! he doesnt even give me money!! ( ok, i lied, he did gave me like, 1k per month when im in KL fr my expenditure, and the rest frm me mum.. ) STINGY OLD MAN!! I can finish 1k in a few hours!! T_T

hurm, it seems dat my blog serves no other purposes but a place fr my rantings eh? hahah.. hurm, shud change my banner d.. >_< 上周我买ipod shuffle.. 哪个是很便宜了！三百三十九.. cheap or nt? hehe.. 　

can say tat this is my frst Ipod la, since i never invest money in this kind of thing b4.. and after purchasing em' i feel regret.. T_T i mean, i rely too much on my laptop more than anythng.. i realised dat ipod doesnt help much.. but anyway, its a good accessory la.. ^^ mine one is the silver 1, since the black doesnt really catch my eye.. or maybe because the guy tat attend to me dat day was wearing white therefore his apperance might hv clouded my judgemnt.. ^^

i wonder wat to do nw? i am sooo bored, stucked at hum with only the internet at my disposal.. T_T somebody come pick me up!!! haiz... >_______< hurry hurry b4 i die of boredom here!! and i hvnt been eating breakfast/lunch since like, forever!! haiz.. the maid doesnt cook me anythng!! T_T so grrrrr...!!! feel like shouting at her, but,. geez.. swt..

i cant wait to go bek KL.. Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!

I'M BACK!!!

Not that it matter'd anyway.. haha~

But thats the thng, IM BACK!!

Fully loaded, i guess.. and i doubt..

Well, sorryyy sorry everybody.. Ive been MIA-ing these past few weeks.. or was it days?

Hurm.. I cant quite recall.. Hhehehe~

Anyway, most of u prolly wonderng wat the HELL i've been doing all these while and why???

WHY? 

because theres no internet connection!! Pls dun ask me "why" again..

Im so gonna thrust a cucumber up ur arse! ( im soo bored during the internet-less period, and its still affecting me tremendously.. )

* i thnk the idea is appealing tho.. hahahha~ * 

ehem ehem~ excuse me.. 

and to top it all up, my FAVORITE ONLINE GAME EVER!!

XDO ( XDO webbie )

have been terminated and.. well, upgraded to Season2 and i din knw anythng bout it!!

So i had ta download the new installer ( a fcuking 1.9GB )

which will take like, wat, 100++hours?

and in this disasterrificly slow internet connection?

aaaaa, i rather go "screw" random ppl frst.. Lol!!! 

ehem ehem.. excuse me.. 

cant wait to play Season 2 worr!!!!  =]

Ooooo XDO!! muah muah muah muah muah muah muah muah!!! 

heres some of my activities during my edo-period internet-less moments :

i shaved.. hahaha~ 

i read.. Twilight too!! Ooo muah muah muah muah muah muah!!

 ( i wanna be a vamp' too!! Grrrrrr~~ )

i made huge mess on my bed! eeeeee!! damn!! =( the stains gonna last!! 

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pls dun salah sangka aka miss-interpret.. =]

its actually just...

stupid lotion!!! had to use my Kleenex tissue to clean em!! Quality dijamin.. Lol!! 

( wat u thnk the white thingy jst nw? seriously i wont put photo like dat here!! eeeee!! )

Hehehe.. i dunno if i can be online again.. just postng this blog post took me well, like, 24hours? 

Hehehe~

Till then. =]

"i still remmbr u.. u were always in me mind.. " 

I am just so soo bored~

Basics

Name : Roz
Age : 19
Sex : Male
Hair Color : Black
Eye Color : DarkBrown
Race : Chinese-Malay a.k.a. Sino Kadazan.. weird huh?

Favorite. . .

Color(s) : Black, gray, blue?
Food : Sushi, Steamboats, spicy food, soups, SEAFOOD!! etc etc..
Drink : Milkshakes, iced tea, etc etc..
Television Show : Err, Amazing Race???
Movie : sumthng porno!! Lol!! No la, just joking ( so lame )..
Song : Soo many fav songs~
Artist : I just listen to their songs, dun hv any Fav' artists..
Place to be : Sumwer cold!! Like Canada...?
Pet : I used to hv lots of guppies and fightng fish, but they all died!! =(
Person : myself!! ( im vain, so.. )
Game :RPG!
Clothing brand/style : Errr, depends??

What do you want in the opposite sex?

Hair color : natural hair color.. =]
Eye color : any.. doesnt matter..
Tatoos : No way!
Peircings : as long as its acceptable.. =]
Body Type : Seriously?
Do they have to be rich? : depends.. =] haha!
Do they have to be popular? : dun care.. =]
Personality or Looks? : Personality rox!!

This or that?

Pepsi or Coke : Milkshake!!! wahahaha!
Vanilla or Chocolate : Vanilllaaaaeeeeee...
Black or White : Black...
Cats or Dogs : Both!!
Sink or Swim : BOTH!! Weeeee..
Lake or Ocean : Ocean.. ( if only ders no sun around.. hahah!! )
Night or Day : Night~
Half Full or Half Empty : Medium please..
Desktops or Laptops : Lappie..
Playstation or Xbox : Handphone.....?
Summer or Winter : WINTER!!!!!
Cold or Warm : COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ Im cold as an Ice-King ]
Cowboys or Indians : Cowboys! What'n tardation u doin der, slugger?
Lover or Fighter : Luver..
Car or Truck : Car..
Cup or Glass : Glass.. Cups is so last centuries!
Fork or Spoon : Spoon~
Walking or Running : Eh? depends?
The Fast or The Furious : Fas-ious...

What do you think of when I say. . .

Soup : Dumplings and wantans!
Heaven : Rose...
Hell : Red...
Cucumber : Burgers!
Salad : Cabbage!
Big Mac : Burgers!
Sexy : Sumthng.. =] hehehe~
Significant : [ = ]
Beautiful : smiles...
Rainbow : Meadow..
Cloud : Marshmellows!!

Do you or have you ever had. . .

A piercing : One on me ear..
A tattoo : Fake ones.. =]
A sibling : Yes, my bubbly sister..
Parents that are still together : Yeps yeps yeps!! =]
A husband/wife : Eh?
A child : no..
A really wild party while your parents were away? : no, ima a gud boy. Lolx!
An alcoholic beverage : yea!! take em regularly nw.. =]
A pet of your own : Yea, but they all dieeee...
A house of your own : a house where i live wif my homiesss.. =]
A car of your own : Nope..
An iPod : Grrrr...

Do you. . .

Smoke : no!!
Drink : yea..
Do drugs : NO WAY!!
Hug on the first date : Erm... Kinda??
Kiss on the first date : ------------ no comment.
'Do it' on the first date : ------------ no comment.
Shower Daily : Hell yeah!!!!
Brush your teeth daily : Yeah!
Keep your room clean : of cuz.. =]
Do all your homework : ------------ no comment.
Plan on going to college : Im in 1 nw.. =]

Do you believe in. . .

God/Heaven : YES
Satan/Hell : YES
Ghosts : YES
Aliens : ET~
Witches/wizards : YES
Magic : YES~
Big Foot/Sasquatch/Abominable Snowmen : Errr..?
The past life : kinda.. then explain de ja vu'..
Global Warming : YES!! WENEED TO SAVE THE PENGUINS!!
Humanism : =]
Scienceology : =] ( i dun really get ths questions.. )
Hinduism : =]
Buddism : =]
Taoism : =]
Wiccaism : err, paganism? wat?? i dun get ths..

Random

What's your middle name? : dun hv one.. =]
Have any Nicknames? : Roz-Zan
What is your favorite name? : Roz
What do you wish your name was? : Roz
What is your favorite season? : Winter
Do you drink alot of water? : I guess....?
Do you have a pet? : died..
Do you have a computer at your house? : Laptop...
Do you live in an apartment, house, trailor or other? : Condominium... =]
Favorite place to chill? : home..
Favorite place to visit? : Canada, wer its cold n stuff.. =] hehe~ or the Artic.. penguins and seels!
Ever have an imaginary friend? : no.. so childish..
If so, what was their name? : Mr. Ur not Real~
Ever eaten something really disgusting? : Yea... =]
Do you work out? : Errr.. stopped..
Have you ever gotten arrested? nope..
If so, for what? : nope..
Have you ever cheated on someone? : nope..
Has anyone ever cheated on you? : nope..
Have you ever kissed a stranger? : nope..
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? : yes..... ( long pause )
have you ever gotten drunk? : nope..
Could you ever be a vegitarian? : nope, but i luv vegan food.. =]
Can you sing? : fr meself..
Can you dance? : i guess..
Can you draw, paint, color well? : yeah. =] minus the colour part..
Do you have a job? : used too..
Do you like tape? : no, i prefer thumb tacx!
Do you like glue? : i live with Glue!!
Can you solve a Rubik's Cube? : nope..

_____________________________________________________________________

Here's the deal: you can't answer any of these questions with words.
You can only use Smiley faces. Answer with an emotioncon you feel fits
as your answer. Make up your own smiley! :)

Hi, how is your day? =D
Do you like meeting new people? \(^~^)/
How do you feel about achohol? =l
Do you know how to drive? =)
How do you feel about roller coasters? \(^o^)/
Do you like little kids? =]
Did you sleep with a stuffed animal when you were littler? =______________="
Do you like school? '\(^___^)'>
How do you feel about plaid patterns? ( o.O )/'
Do you like Coca Cola? :S
Do you like scary movies? \(x___X)/'
How is your life as of right now? <'(^~')'\
Do you enjoy being alone? o_____________________________O"
Do you like the smell of hand sanitizer? >______^'
Do you believe in magic? -_____________________________X"
Do you like going to concerts? -____T"
Do you like cold weather?=D
What about warm weather? :(
Are you a crazy, outgoing person? =]
What does the future look like for you? '\(>__<)/'?
Do you like teamwork? =|
Are any parts of you sore right now? o.O
Do you like the color purple? : \
Do you like the summer? =(
Do you make wishes at 11:11? ('_~)'>
Do you like trying new things? (^~")
Do you like Mexican food? =\
How is your relationship between you and your family? :D
Do you like piercings? =)
What about tattoos? 0_0
Do you enjoy where you live? =)
Are you a little kid on the inside? : |
What about on the outside? ~_~
Do you like playing sports? =_T
Do you have a best friend? : )
How do you feel about our new president? LOL
Do you travel a lot? =[
Descirbe yourself in one emotioncon. ~!@#$%^&*()_+


so tired of all these questions!! i hv bettr thngs to do.. haiz...

I'm still a Britney Spears fan!!

I guess i can say that we actually grew up with music.. Music has always been one with us; and one with every other things.. And we grew up with Britney Spears, whom we used to regard as the Pop Princess.. Whom we adored and luv.. Whose songs we sang with and we danced with.. Hahaha~ I can still vaguely remembered her old innocent pic, and yea, she was super cute that time..

Ain't she's the sweetest thing?

People know her through her debut, Baby One more Time.. Hahaha.. I do still hum that song nowadays.. Lol.. Hey, its fun.. =D

But as she grew older and "matured", so as her songs and actions.. Dhuhhh.. Ders no need explaining bout it right? I guess you all knw about it too.. But, she became howt!! Lol!! How many guys jacked off to her images and her videos??? And i mean, dance videos!! Not sex videos!! Come on, dun make me roll my eyes here!! ( my eyes so round it ought to pop out if i roll it.. Lol )

i luv dis shot.. heheh~ i knw its photo-shoppd ( dhurrrr!!! ) but its still, nice.. =D

Looking dazzling.. lol.. ( somehow i kept smiling when looking at this pic.. looks weird.. )
[ okay, nobody sue or hate me.. im still a Britney fan! ]

Well, ima skip of all the bad thngs and the unethical thngs she did cause, ders no point in making her look bad!! NO WAY!! now, i can proudly say, Britney's BACK YO!! And shes rockin'fella!! Cool!! Luv her new album.. and Circus is ought to come out soon too!! Woooo!! * nose bleeds *

Lol.. cant wait to get me hands on her new album.. haha.. till then, way ta go Brit!! =D
( i hv no idea for the reason behind dis post.. i guess im just bored...... )

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Bored bored bored!!

Bored!!
Bored!!
Bored!!
Bored!!
Bored!!
BORING!!
Nothing to do le~
Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~
* i wish i can be like this cat oo, just smile all day~ *


While working in Sushi King~ Hehe~