I'm CZAAAZZZIIIEEEE!!!

I'm outta my head!!

Hahahah!!

Im going to Penang tomoro!!

and i just decide this at around 4am!!!

wow!!! and im going the next morning!!!

waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

im gettng crazy!!!

like Danie said to me,

"u do crazy things when ur lonely"

so i guess i am lonely!!

so here i am!!

Look out everybody, there's a loose maniac on the run tomoro!!!

Soo true!! Ppl take note!!

Cancer's Secret Desire: To feel safe (emotionally, spiritually, romantically and financially)

Those born under the sign of Cancer, ruled by the mysterious Moon, are one of the zodiac's enigmas. It is fair to say that most Cancers are a bundle of contradictions. Compassionate and caring with friends, family and lovers, yet they can cut to the bone with their jealous remarks and ever-changing moods. Endearingly eccentric on one hand, and on the other, insecure about how others see them. Like their astrological symbol - the Crab - Cancers can appear hard and insensitive on the outside. However, for those of us who know and love a "Moon Child", we understand that deep below lies a softness and sensitivity that makes them so very special...

Just as the Moon goes through many changes as it moves from its new to full phases, Cancers too go through many new and full phases of experience. Life doesn't stand still for this sign, even if they remain in one place, because they live so much in their internal oceans of emotions. Their link with the Moon often makes it impossible for them to operate on an even keel from day to day. Up and down like the proverbial yo-yo, most Cancerians feel one way one minute, then sometimes totally different the next. But this characteristic is part of their charm.

Love and romance matter more than anything else to this sign (but this occasionally shares first place with having lots of money in the bank). No other sign romances better, equally though, no sign takes it so badly when romance turns sour either. But with their changeable natures Cancerians are fascinating, mysterious, stimulating and extremely alluring. This sign is one of the most magic of all and once their magic has reached you, they are the most beguiling companions. After all, isn't the Moon the most talked about and romantic galactic identity?

DAMNATION IS UPON ME~

I'M GIVING UP!!. . .

THAT'S IT!!. . .

NO MORE!!. . .

I GIVE UP!!!. . .

My family.. hehe~

I dunno why, but i really have a sudden urge to blog and post about my family.. tho i really do feel bad..

I DON EVEN HAVE PICTURES OF MY MUM AND DAD!!!!

Dats sooo aaarrggghhh!!

anyway, heres some family pictures.. :D



This was taken during last last years New Years celebration.. hehe~
( my mum and dad is in the pic.. hehe :p )



Me, and just sooo full of myself here~ hehe~


My luvly sis!! Elyza.. <3

Sorry mummy, sorry daddy.. Dun hv pictures of u guys.. >.<

* i knw its weird for a guy to be calling their parents mummy and daddy >.< *

Hahahaha!!

Let's chat!!

Hurm.. I really cant deny, tat today has been sooooo BORRRRIIINNGGG!!! ITS MAKING ME SO ANGRRYYY!!!

AAARRRRGHHHH!!!

AAARRRGGGHHHH!!!

AAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!

AAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

But hey, i chat wif Miss Lulu for quite some time.. Hehehe~ At least dat took my mind of the overwhelming boredom~

Thnks Lu.. :D

And like wat she said, we're both vain, so might as well just take pics!!

Heheheh~

Heres some pic.. enjoy.. :D





But in the end, i get to be the most vain!! Hahahha!!!

Heres one last shot of me; soo full of myself.. :D



Till then, see ya!! bye!! nite nite!!

oyasumi kudasai~ <3

Bored.. i'm bored...

Its blogging time!! <- reminds me of some quote from White Chicks.. Difference is, they were saying, " Oh it's mama time.. U wanna talk about mama"

Haha.. Those two bitch.. So funny!! But hey, we luv em' soo much for making these mama jokes!! Hahahah~

Few mama jokes i know or heard from sumwhere b4.. >.<

- ur mama is soo scary, ppl make her birthday, a HALLOWEEN!!!

- Yo momma's so ugly, people go as her to Halloween parties.

- Your mom is so stupid she thought that a parental control was an abortion

- momma so fat, when she gets on the scales it says 'to be continued...'

- your mama so fat, she fell off the GRAND CANYON and got STUCK!!

- yo mom is so stupid, she tripped over a cordless phone.


Okay okay.. enough laughing over some mama.. hehe.. seriously..

Hurm.. actually i did absolutely NOTHING today; much to my dismay.. i mean, hell!! i just waste a day of my life!! if i were to do sumthng; bad, naughty, good, angelic, etc etc wud be okay, but i did nothing at all!! All i did was just lazing around, while playing some game in my lappie!!

Wat the fcuk???

Damn.. i need a life.. Hurm..

Well, at least i did sumthng good.. haha.. i bathe like, a thousand times... and u mighty divide dat by 200.. haha~

if u really really sux at Maths, nevermind.. i'll help ya buddy..

1000/200 = 5!!

i bathe 5times today.. haha~ i guess i bathe when there's nothing to do or when its gettng hot.. Reminds me of some animals, tat cools off by rolling in mud or spraying themselves wif water!! haha!!! >.< NOOO!! Dats bad!! Im no animal.. wuuuuu!! :( ummm.. wat shud i write today?? aarrrggghhh!!! its gettng boring now dats its holiday!! waaaa!! cant wait to go Redang tho.. hehehe~ ok then..

nitezzzz!!!

Oh yeah!! Oh yeah!! Oh yeah!! <-im just hungry agen~

Oh okay okay Lulu... Heheh. I'll update my blog... >.< style="font-size:180%;">EATING, SPENDING $$$, etc etc.. Well, everythng bad dat is.. Lol.. Talk about the 7sins..

"Lu, ur right.. Most pleasures are sinful... grrrrrr.. Why o why???"

Anyway, my Korean friend, Uncle Jason plannd a trip to Redang ISLAND, which excites me soooo much!! Haha.. Truth be told, i never been to Redang Island, and d idea of sight-seeing and traveling in a big group of frenz IS MY IDEA of havng fun~ :p

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Me and Daniel.. hehe~


So excited dat i bought a cap from Billabong, just so to complete the "beachwear attire" tat i have planned out.. Me and DANIEL had planned out.. Hehe.. We even planned to buy those beach shorts, some khakis, and the most important thng, SHADES!!!! Lol.. and i have just the perfect spot for shopping sunglasses.. hehe~ a place where certain "somebody" will scream "Oh its cheap" at the top of her lungs.. haha~

Grocery shopping like a mama.. haha~

Anyway, i went out yesterday to Alamanda.. Hurm.. cant say idont have any reason to go out, yet do i have any reasonable reason to go out.. >.< style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-size:180%;" >
Tadaaaaa!!!
* this is the part where u hv to clap.. :p *

i got a job at Secret Recipe.. hehe.. humph!!! OH!!!

Did i mention? i went to cut my hair before goin to Secret Recipe? Hehe.. The salon was so poshly designed and decorated, but the sights of urm... the workers.. took away its concept.. Hehe.. sorry... no offence.. Anyway, dats dats... i wont comment anymore.. But, i will however talk about the shop, cause its kinda related to my field of study and all..

during the process.. hehe~ :p

HAIRVEN; hair salon..

The shop was very nice and grandly decorated, as i mentioned above.. The flamboyant shape of the room amaze me, since im more of a flamboyant and heavily decorated designer.. :p The walls were adorned with flowery wallpapers, well, not tat i have a thng towards flowers, but it just made the whole salon looks kinda feminine, nice and nostalgic.. hehe..

And wat i like the most, is the ENORMOUS MIRROR in front of every counters!! Weee!! It made my eyes go la-la every time.. Hahah..

after.. hehe~ sorry bout the flash~ >.<


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Hurm wat else? Well, sadly, dats gonna be the last visit for me to Hairven.. Its.. i dunno.. im nt pleased with their service and their cutting style.. Wuuuu!!

and everythng cost RM47!!! And its not even satisfying; the service, the workers!! Humph!! Like, my hair-dresser back at my hometown was better!! More better!! and they charge soo cheaply.. Like RM30+ and they gave out very good service.. even talked to me, and stuff.. The fact tat they're communicating with the customers.. Tats soo gud!! hurm...

So sorry Hairven.. Tats gonna be the last of me u ever gonna see~ >.< .......................................................................................................................................................................... Back to Secret Recipe.. When i first went inside and inquire about the vacancy, guess wat the managers frst reaction.. ? hehe~

With very shocked eyes and rather bulging eyes, he asked me "Are you Malaysian? U look like Indonesian guy"... I was.. WAT THE FCUK????? lol..

Haha.. of course i din say dat.. haha.. i just laugh out loud and tell him i was local.. damn~ do i really look like Indon? Heheh~ Iyaaa ngapain ya? Aduh... Pusing, pusing gw mikirin.. berani aja managernya ngomong begitu sama gw, dia juga jelek bangt!! eeeee... nama aja uda Hilary, tp ngomong bm terus ama gw.. eeeee!!!

Lol..

anyway, yeah.. i do get the job, along wif anne.. hehe~ hurm... ooo, cant wait for the money!!! lol!!! gonna buy soooooo much!!! wuaaaahahahahahaha!!!!!!

Okay, enuf fr nw.. i'll write agen tonight.. :p

till then, hugs...


Oh wait!! Just one more thng.. I watched KunG fU Panda wif Daniel the other day.. Hehehe~ It was damn funny!! Heheheh. Its sooooo cute!! Shifu the kung fu sifu, Po the panda, Master Oogway the turtle kung fu master.. Waaaa!! So cute!!

And the animation was perfect, flawless.. They were able to really adapt to the animals movement and behavior to the animation.. Sooo cool~ :p

I just.. died..

I know for God's sake i promised to write about my presentation, but, i just cant find the correct mood to write about it.. Sorry folks.. :(

Anyway, today.. Its the day for the second and the last written paper exam for my course, which is the English Paper.. Muahahah! Shud be piece of cake, dun u tink? its only english wat, so easy.. like, stealing candy from a baby.. Heheh.. Well, i thought wrong!!!

Reminder to self; next time theres a test, be prepared and please, please STICK TO THE INSTRUCTIONS!!! Dont go OVERBOARD!!!!! Bitch!!! Bastard!!! Stupid!! Dumb ass!!!

>.<>.<

Bt, just... DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ate at "Makanlah".. chatted with Jason Jung, Lee Carrol, Kim Li Ting, Will... Planned a trip to Redang soon.. :D


Humm... went to StreetMall.. Bought two books from a pasar tani.. Heyyyy!!! Booksss!!!! Weee!!! Went to see doctor.. She scolded me for straining my neck ( i placed my lappie on my bed, and was lying on my stomach while using it.. bad idea.. )

Got the "sick leave"!! Yippie!! Mission accomplished!!

Went to school for Design submission..

Went to Padi to eat.. ( agen, man how am i going to be thin this way? haha )

Hurm..

Sad part, i guess..

I guess, things are not always as it seems.. There just had to be sumthng amiss, or sumthng tat we never least expected.. Haiz.. I guess, this is how life is; it is never smooth sailing, but full of torrential waves and rain, with dark clouds... with a layer of cheese on top!! :D

I never would have thought, somethng tat i have put up with all this time, well, let me just say, its only me.. The feeling only existed for me, i alone feels it, but not to others... Seriously, this really tear me apart... I mean, im really happy and appreciate that a certain level of honesty was
at present here, but.. Wow.. It sure does blows a hole right thru my head! Hehe..

It made me realised, things does not always happen'd d way i wan it to be.. I shud stop really, living in this "happy world" of mine, and start living in the present, the reality, the dark, cold, harsh reality... I guess, its time.. for Roz to die..

Okay im not trying to be emo here.. U knw, the part where i write suicide notes and start to wear dark, fitter-than-thou clothes..Its just, realization have a weird way of making you see the real world in a different perspective; one that u never expected before.. And boy, it hurts.. it hurts so much, i think i wud just rather die..

Knowing the real facts about some certain things, made it all clear to me.. I mean, crystal clear.. I suddenly thought about sumthng on a different angle; which sumthng i never bothered before.. Hurm... So.. This is the day..

Tat Roz died....












Its time for a new Roz............................

( this post is kinda emo, it even freaked me a bit.. )

( and take note, there is no PUN intended in this post.. )

o.0

Eh? r u sick, Shelly??

Today today today!!

Went to college to use the design studio..

Hurm........................ I'M SICK!!!! Waaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

So sick!! >.<-

Went back, and realized tat i need a haircut..

A good professional one tat is..

"Say NO to bad quality service!!" Lol.. <-im so vain!! shoot me in the head!

:p

Swallowed 3tablets of paracetamol 500mg.. Went for a short shower session... Burrrrr... Refreshing!!!

Went to sleep.. ( please let the pain in my head gone when i wakes up!! >.< )

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- i need a haircut..... :( -

Design 2 Presentation and a whole lot of surprises!!

Weeeeeeeeeee!!!

Today is the day, haha!!

Well, today was the day that we, the design student are to present our final project, the art gallery.. We have been working our butts on it for the past few months and today is the day that we show the lecturers what have we done, and most importantly, today marks the final class of DESIGN!! YEAAAAA!!! I can already smell the heavenly sweetness of holiday!! And boy, it smells REALLY GOOD! hehe~

Well, as always, me and Daniel din sleep, cause we still have sumthng to do; well partly.. Hehe.. We just scared we cant wake up in time for the presentation cause we both r HEAVY SLEEPERS! we can sleep for hours and hours and woke up, still feeling sleepy.. Hahah~

So this morning, i was having some bit of problems.. well, my shirt that i wan to use is nt umm.. not yet iron.. and this offers me quite a problem as i never iron before!! well, when i was in PLKN, we dun really need to iron.. hehe~~ at least i never iron.. i just sent everythng to the dobby and dey do it fr me!! muahaha!! * im such a spoiled brat! *

since Daniel was busy wif his own stuff, i decided to try my hand on it, and yea, i was just.. ironing it.. haha.. it wasnt perfect, but at least my shirt was "wrinkle-free".. huhu~


i'll write about the presentation later, but nw, i need to do my journals.. hehe!! see ya!!!

The end of a.. ummm... wats dat word agen? >.<

Humm.. Been so busy lately; completing my model, doing the stupid BE site visit report, journals, Drawings!!!! Arrrgghhhh!! Its CRAZY!! CRAZY i tell u!! * and dat just made me more hungry, everytime!! * Humph..

Hey, i've done my Design2 model!! Im soo happy with it, cause seriously, i think'd i did kind of a satisfying work.. huhuh~

Its nt dat nice, when its only in a singe colour n stuff, but i guess, if a more professional workmanship was applied on it, it'd be really nice * cross fingers* hehe~


Hehehe~ XD i hope i'll score god marks wif this baby~ and the presentation is on this monday, yeayyyy!! i need to buy new clothes!!! and most importantly, the pants from TopShop!!!! Hey black pants, here i come and get ya!!!!! :D

Oh yeah, im in great GREAT GREAT GREAT dilemma now!! theres supposed to be a Roxy Summer Splash thingy today at Sunway Lagoon, and im lke, shud i go or not.. i wish i can split myself into two!! waaaa!!! i have all this "blunderingly blundering" assignmnts and i just cant go to the event but , boy oh boy, how i wish i can go!! Theres free goody bags!!! waaaaa!!!

Nevermind, see later.. hahah~

Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

I had a nasty nitemare this morning!!! ( i slept around 6am )

>.<

Cool nifty heritage of all time~

Hehe~ Like, its almost 3am now.. huhu and im still here, working my ass out; trying to finish my History and Culture journals.. hehe~ Well, partly my fault too, i was too busy being a bitchin' procrastinator of all time!!

Muahaha! Im so bad!! * seriously, lucky i din get any defer letter~ haiz*

While i was skiing around the web, i came across this site about Machu Picchu.. For those of u dat din know wat Machu Picchu is, Allow me explainin' em to u~

Machu Picchu is a BIG BIG CHEESECAKE!! Hehehe~

Of course its not, silly.. Hehe.. But it wud be nice if it is cheeseeeeeeeCakeesss!! Yuummm!!

Machu Picchu is some sort of a dwelling or a town itself, built by the Incas during 1450 or so.. Not so sure, theres lots of theories.. Hehe~ The thing is, the Incas built this bulky place on a steep hill, and without using any mortar!!! Thats like, just piling rocks on top of each other.. And its still here, after all this time!!!! Hehhe~

Look at this door.. cool isnt it?

And, erm.. Lets just show u d link okay? u go and check it yourself.. It provides a very clear video image that u can zoom in and out, while rotate etc etc.. its very cool..

And the city is very nice too.. Imagine that, how does the ancient ppl are able to think like this? they're ideology is soo super super interesting and very creative!!! :D and i tot ancient ppl are supposed to be, u knw.. dumb dumb and know nothng at all.. T.T

Inca ppl nowadays. hurm... ~~

Heres d link~ hehe~

http://www.247rep.com/machu_picchu/intihuatana_sacred_rock_machu_picchu.html


Enjoy ur adventure in Machu Picchu~ till then, HUGSSSS!!!!

Nite nite~


ps: i'll be updating my blog soon about some cool buildings soon, when i finish all my assignmnts and all~ heheh~