I just.. died..

I know for God's sake i promised to write about my presentation, but, i just cant find the correct mood to write about it.. Sorry folks.. :(

Anyway, today.. Its the day for the second and the last written paper exam for my course, which is the English Paper.. Muahahah! Shud be piece of cake, dun u tink? its only english wat, so easy.. like, stealing candy from a baby.. Heheh.. Well, i thought wrong!!!

Reminder to self; next time theres a test, be prepared and please, please STICK TO THE INSTRUCTIONS!!! Dont go OVERBOARD!!!!! Bitch!!! Bastard!!! Stupid!! Dumb ass!!!

>.<>.<

Bt, just... DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ate at "Makanlah".. chatted with Jason Jung, Lee Carrol, Kim Li Ting, Will... Planned a trip to Redang soon.. :D


Humm... went to StreetMall.. Bought two books from a pasar tani.. Heyyyy!!! Booksss!!!! Weee!!! Went to see doctor.. She scolded me for straining my neck ( i placed my lappie on my bed, and was lying on my stomach while using it.. bad idea.. )

Got the "sick leave"!! Yippie!! Mission accomplished!!

Went to school for Design submission..

Went to Padi to eat.. ( agen, man how am i going to be thin this way? haha )

Hurm..

Sad part, i guess..

I guess, things are not always as it seems.. There just had to be sumthng amiss, or sumthng tat we never least expected.. Haiz.. I guess, this is how life is; it is never smooth sailing, but full of torrential waves and rain, with dark clouds... with a layer of cheese on top!! :D

I never would have thought, somethng tat i have put up with all this time, well, let me just say, its only me.. The feeling only existed for me, i alone feels it, but not to others... Seriously, this really tear me apart... I mean, im really happy and appreciate that a certain level of honesty was
at present here, but.. Wow.. It sure does blows a hole right thru my head! Hehe..

It made me realised, things does not always happen'd d way i wan it to be.. I shud stop really, living in this "happy world" of mine, and start living in the present, the reality, the dark, cold, harsh reality... I guess, its time.. for Roz to die..

Okay im not trying to be emo here.. U knw, the part where i write suicide notes and start to wear dark, fitter-than-thou clothes..Its just, realization have a weird way of making you see the real world in a different perspective; one that u never expected before.. And boy, it hurts.. it hurts so much, i think i wud just rather die..

Knowing the real facts about some certain things, made it all clear to me.. I mean, crystal clear.. I suddenly thought about sumthng on a different angle; which sumthng i never bothered before.. Hurm... So.. This is the day..

Tat Roz died....












Its time for a new Roz............................

( this post is kinda emo, it even freaked me a bit.. )

( and take note, there is no PUN intended in this post.. )