Note to self...

Wants 2009 :

- EOS 450D Kit EF-S 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 IS

- A new sport shoes.. or maybe more..

- NEW HANDPHONE!!!! DADDY!!!!! >___<"


- New credit card, perhaps..?
p/s : we dont need pcitures for this right? we all know hw credit cards looks like.. ^^


- roz -
Off to Cambodia tomorrow!!! weeeee....

Bored..

What a repetition.. Almost every blog entry of mine has the word "bored" in it.. Figures eh? I guess I am just tooo bored, or may be a boring person myself.. It's 5.02am now and I am sitting in the living room, listening to the music in channel 714 in Astro.. That's Channel [ V ] by the way..

Seriously, I did nothing today.. Nothing significant, except sleeping and Facebooking.. =] Oh I know the sleeping part makes me sound like a pig; but hear me out first.. I slept around 4am yesterday and woke up around 630am and been awake since then.. I continued sleeping around 12pm, and woke up around 5pm.. Hahahah.. And haven't had dinner till well past 10pm.. Hurm.. What an unhealthy life.. T____T"

Here's an interesting thought, I read in Readers Digest that you can loose weight while sleeping.. So, I was like, can I sleep my whole life out and loose weight? Should try this, you know.. Sleep continuously for 1 week, or in another word, hybernate for a week, and see the result.. XD

I've been chatting with this guy for almost 2weeks already and yeah, I can say we're quite the friend, or combination.. His name is Tan Kok Chuan, a 15year old from Singapore; whom I address as bro.. And to start the "fire", he called me uncle.. Damn cibai.. XD We;ve met in Facebook, and began chatting and eventually web-cam-ing in Msn, everyday.. Chu Chu is a normal sweet boy that like any other boy in their puberty, have problems with girls, their hormones, temper and stuff like that.. And he turn to me about those stuff, which I gladly advice and giving tips.. =] More or less, I enjoyed this so much cause I never have a brother, only sister.. =]

Here's a picture of me and Chu Chu.. XD

Hurm.. I guess I won't sleep now.. Way past the sleeping time le.. I need to call PAWS later and ask if they're open today.. And if they do, I'm gonna pay them a visit.. XD

Alone...

The silver clock hanging at the wall shows 3a.m. and here I am, facing my laptop, while sitting in front of the TV, showing me Mariah Carey's latest video, Obsessed.. Hahaha.. What a life.. Not a trace or hint of sleepiness on my eyes; which is all too natural for me, especially at these time of days..

And guess what? I am alone.. Alone as alone that I can be.. There's nobody in this house, only me.. My housemates? They all went back to their hometown already, for the Raya festive..

Oh and in case you're wondering why I didn't follow suit and go back to my hometown? The air tickets too expensive lah.. Almost 1k.. Better go shopping with it.. Hehehe.. And I do have my Cambodia trip to worry about, so yeah.. It's better to not go back.. What a waste of money it will be..

And guess what? Tomorrow is Raya! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! So happy.. Times like this made me reminisce about celebrating it with my dearest family.. And the first morning of Raya and the awkwardness that my sis and I felt during the "forgive-session" with both our parents.. Hahaha..

Silly.. I miss those.. =]

Guess now can just do it over the phone or web-cam call.. XD

Technology wise eh?

Hurm..

Anyway, here I would like to wish everybody; even the non-Muslims a very Happy Raya Aidilfitri.. Maaf Zahir dan Batin a.k.a. Sorry from the bottom of my heart..

Cute eyh? I don't know who produced them, but.. Yummmm...

I miss my family.. =]

15Malaysia..

Have you all watched the 15 videos of 15Malaysia? If you haven't or don't even know about it, SHAME ON YOU!!!

Needless to say, do not waste any more of your time and search for these incredible, short videos and see why they have made the world! Hahaha.. In a literal sense, they mean a lot la.. Haiz.. Really meaningful..

Treat them as a plea for fellow producers to make people start thinking, and talk about what we feel about the current problems regarding social problems in our very own beloved country, Malaysia...

"In the past 20 years especially, we don't have a public forum to express public issues." Quoted from Pete Teo, Pg.22,TimeOutKL,18September 2009 Issue.

Now that is something that we shoud think about.. Promises have been made by all those big people, but were they carried out..? Oh dear.. I am talking bad about them.. Hahaha.. Please lock the door, and keep quiet about this.. I might get sued or hang.. And I still do want to live.. XD

I wonder if any of the donations, events, whatever to help those poor people are for real and sincere, or just means of publicity to show that these "big people" are working their part of bargain? No matter where we go, poverty are still at large.. Sad huh..?

Hurm.. We know just how much bad the socio-econo problems in our own country, but we turn a blind eye towards them, trying to shove that image of "poor people" away from our mind.. And in the meantime, no matter how much better our lives compared to them, we still whine and and complaint, wanting more.. Aren't we splendid, if I may ask? Hahaha!

No no, don't get me wrong.. I am not saying this because I am trying to be a goody-goody, but I am also one of those people who still whines and complaints about my life, eventhough my life now has been very very pleasant. And I knw I am no difference to them rich brats, but at least I still do still donate to those in needs.. Hahahah!

Don't believe me? Ask my mommy la!!! T_T"

If you ask me, what would my favourite film or theme among the 15 Malaysia? Hehe.. That would be Chocolate, by Yasmin Ahmad.. And no, I did not pick this because I like Yasmin Ahmad.. ( Oh, May Allah bless her.. ) It's because her film was about RACISM!!! One of the thing that I really cannot understand and tolerate.. I mean, why do you have to be racist??? Can't you just wake up and smell the breeze??? We've all been living together for soooo long, and yet, you still talk about racial difference!! Shame on you!!! ( Ehem, you refers to stinky evil racist people, not you-you.. )

I hate it!! I hate racism!! T____T" Really hate!! I can poo-poo on racism and still not be satisfied!! Grrrr!!! Why can't we all just live happily, side by side?? ( Sounds gay, but I'll live by it! No problem..)

Ugh.. Tomorrow got class.. Sei sei sei!! T___T" Need to sleep.. Night2.. =]


Mr. Big People, please do not hate me.. XD

What A Day...

OMG!!! It's that time of the semester again... RED EYE!!!
* inserts very scary thrilling sound, like those in psycho movies*

RED EYE!!! AAaaarrrgghhh!!! ~~~~
( DO NOT CLICK ON THE PIC! I AM WARNING YOU!!! DO NOT CLICK IT!! )
( why? then you will notice this picture is actually photoshopped to be exaggerating.. hehe.. )

Hahahaha.. Don't worry la.. Its not red eye.. It's actually caused by long term use of contact lense, and thus resulting this very itchy, unpleasant red effect.. And as an added bonus, it scares people away too..

Today I went to campus to pay for my Cambodia Trip.. Cost me RM1712.. The clerk, Ms. May, she was avoiding my gaze all the time, I noticed.. Hahaha.. I bet she's scared of my eyes.. XD

Funny eh? I feel like scaring her even more by bulging my eyes, but naahhhh... I'm fasting.. Cannot do something bad.. Hehehe..

Oh daym.. I am so sleepy.. Haven't slept since yesterday 5pm.. Hoho.. But funny, I don't feel that tired, just sleepy.. Hehehe.. Hey wait! Somethings sounds wrong.. I am tired, but I am sleepy.. Hurm.. Let me ponder more on this.. =]

Well, anyway, since there's nothing better to do now, and I am quite sleepy..

So, Sleep Shall I.....

Night Night all.. =]

Sweet dreams..

-roz-

Aaarrgghh!!

I can't sleep...

I'm bored...

I'm still outraged...

I'm still jealous as ever!!!

I'm still not done changing my blogs' template!!!

Aaarrgghh!!!

Facebooks' Quiz..

Rule : respond to these as sarcastic/mean as you could.
(YR stands for Your Response)
happy reading =D

If an annoying person says :

1) I am cute.
YR : That uncle over there is more cute than you.. T_T

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome.
YR : Ah..? What..? Oh yeah, yes,. You are ugly.. That's what u said, right?

3) See, everyone loves me because I am rich and famous.
YR : Who are you..? o.O

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thing.
YR : Yeah.. Ur the first in everything, right..? First frm the back.. T_T

5) You don't know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums.
YR : Yeah, i knw u.. ur albums sells a dollar each..


If an annoying hot woman/man says :

1) I know you like me.
YR : sorry.. but i am more interested in that uncle/auntie there..

2) What are u looking at? I am not interested in you!
YR : im looking at ur boobs.. theyre small fr a woman.. T_T

3) Sorry, you're nice but seriously not my type.
YR : Oooo the feelings mutual.. im glad we hv an agreement.. XD

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don't dream that I will get a ride with you!
YR : sorry, im gay.. T_T i dont offer rides to chicks like u..

5) Look, I am pretty/ handsome; I can make people hate you!
YR : i am innocent.. lets see who wins..

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says :

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
YR : look here, ugly _____, i am nt interested.. thnk u..

2) May I have your cell phone number? please please please?
YR : i forgot my number..

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night.
YR : so sweet.. but im already booked fr the night.. sry..

4) What do you like about me?
YR : ur ugly.. then i can make fun of u all night long..

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me soooooooo much!
YR : God forbid me if i tell lies.. >_< i wanna go Heaven, ok?


If your enemy says :

1) Hi bitch!
YR : yo, whats up? i heard u gt arrested dat day fr giving oral..? hw cud u?

2) You smell like shit!
YR : no more than u do, asshole..

3) What an ugly creature you are!
YR : i throw the same word back at u..

4) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure.
YR : wat ever.. T_T


If your annoying ex says :

1) I still love you...
YR : =]

2) I know you still love me!
YR : erm.. can we talk about sumthng else..?

3) Please, come back with me honey/hubby...
YR : i.. err... i.. am gay now.. ^^

4) Please call me...
YR : let me see... hurm..

5) The break up hurt me so much...
YR : i'm sorry..


If an annoying salesperson says :

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
YR : Thnks.. more pls..?

2) Seriously, I used this product and I've changed!
YR : u changed into a grotesque monster instead.. sorry, im nt interestd.. T_T

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
YR : cool!! but i dont buy thngs on discounts.. so cheap//.. T_T

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam. Buy...
YR : i already gt this at home.. T_T


p/s :

this is soo stupid.. i am nt the evil type le.. >_<

Time For A New Change...

It's time for a change.. Oh, please note the repetition..

Please bear with me for the time being..

Thank you...

I am soo damn angry!!

Oh dear.. It's that time of the month again for me.. It's PMS time!!

Aaarrgghh!!

Run!!

Take cover!!

Am I soo drama..? That's the response I get from my lil' bro all the time.. Hahaha.. Kept saying that I am so dramatic, thus why he laugh all the time when we Msn-web-camming every day.. Figures, eh?

Today I am utterly, disturbingly, irrepairable ANGRY!! Aaaarrgghhh!! I feel so angry I can slap somebody!! Sigh.. I think I know what contributed to this anger, but its not nice saying it here since its soo public.. Sad eh? Wanting to share the truth and yet, having to hold back the thought to avoid tears, shouting, madness, and probably bloodshed.. Hahaha.. ( Get the drama part now..? )

Sometime I really want to let all my hair down and just do as I please, do whatever it is that is inside my fucking head and Go.. Just go, and express what I feel rather than having to wait till everything turns to the worse.. Aaarrgghh.. How does it feel not to have emotions eh? Will it help making saying thinsgs a hell lot easier..?


For once, I wish I can ignore my emotions and just express it all without taking note of others expressions.. >_< Sheesh.. I am not emo!! No way!! I just notice emotions more.. Hehehe.. I can read face, as I put it.. I judge you through observations, on how you act, how you talk.. Everything.. From that, I can say I can predict what you going to do when you're angry, when you're everything.. XD Weird eh? Ooooooo I want to scrunch your face sooooo bad!!! Aaarrgghh!! I want to pull your hair till you scream for mercy!! Aaaarrggghhh!!! Eeeeee!!!!! Go to hell!!!!!

Ah daym! I still have unfinished assignments.. But HELL I'm going out of my room.. No way! I might explode, for all that matter.. Sheesh.. Even the tiniest little thing now may trigger my already managed anger.. Haiz.. It's so hard.. I want a new house.. Can I..?

- my favourite angry eyes.. Thanks to Maryam.. -

-roz/still angry-

Eeee what to write?

Geez, I am soo soo bored lah.. There's nothing to do, with my only 1 day per week class schedule, I am left to dead most of the time.. Oh and please do not remind me to do my assignments, cause I damn HELL finish them in time.. ( and perfectly, too.. haha.. )

Hurm, a quick re-cap for August.. Hurm.. I guess I spent RM2K( +/- ) in the first two weeks, and another RM1K ( +/- ) towards the end of the month.. Bad huh..? Mum called me and ranted like she never did before, saying the credit cards' the main reason all this happened.. Hahaha.. She even threatened to cancel my card if I didn't change my spending flow.. Geez.. That really made my heartbeat stopped, for a second of so.. ( well, at least I still have my cash supplies.. XD )

Hurm.. So far so good on life, I've made some new friends.. Great friends, in fact.. But I guess I did lose some friends along the way too.. Hurm.. I wonder why.. I guess we did kind of grew apart on each other, and nobody did anything to save it, nor did anyone tried.. Sad, considering the fact we were quite "okay" last time.. Now we barely speak to each other, unless in a needed situation.. Sigh.. I guess this is what life is..? We gain new thing, we lose something in return..?

Haiz!

Hurm.. Oh note to self, Never NEVER NEVER... Err.. scratch that.. It's not worth saying it here.. Today I went to Pavillion KL for the second time.. I was here yesterday.. I was walking with my friends when I noticed this guy were staring at me.. And I damn made sure I didn't look suspicious or wearing anything out of the ordinary.. Then it came to my head, was this guy checking me out..? Sheesh.. I know Pavillion being a hub for gay people but I never knew any would be looking my way.. T____T" Swt.. So weird.. Lucky he's cute or I wouldn't be paying attention to him.. LOLx! Anywya, ignoring him, I walked past him, and that's all there is to it.. I wonder what would other people do in this condition.? Do they give in or something..? Hurm.. Well, I am not that good in making the first contact, cause I am.. a very very anxious person.. Hahahah! So, I never was the first to approach others, and just remain quiet till they approach me instead..

I'm not being bitchy, okay..? That's just the way I am.. o.O



-Roz-