U Touched Me...

I can't really do produce nice blog...
Words...
Anything...

But when people do make me feel nice,
I Heart em as much as I can...
Why?
Hehehe..
Dats just the way I am...

I fall in luv easily,
and hate easily...
And i do hope this is nt just anothr phase of mine...


I dreamt of sumone blogging about me,
nt to just mention me,
but to write about me..
And you did,
of all the people..

Can u tell,
I'm happy?
I'd cry if I have to.. =]

Hw i wish the huge distance between us,
be turn upside down..
From being far to being close,
i'd snuggle with u nw.. <3


I'm sorry i din replied ur texts..
I was busy with my life and works..
I forgot other important things lke u..

I am really sorry..

Here to tell u dat i'm doing fine..
full wit emotions after reading ur post..
Touched,
like never been touched before..
I'm glad..
I'm happy.. =]

- roz/**d -

Important Notice!!

I, Rozan Bin Mohd Eddy, will set things straight for once and for all! No more shall I ever affiliate myself with anything alien and strange; unless it is necessary to do so.

For full explanation, please contact me at 012-3237834 or roz_aryrose@hotmail.com or roz_aryrose@yahoo.com


p/s : full pun intended.. Hehehhe~ ( color related post... )

I hope Danie Boy and Chris Teo gets the meaning... Hahahaha~

What a WASTE!?!

Today i was sooo fcuking pissseeeddd!! Arrggghhh!! Like, i woke up really late and cranky!! And my body was all aching and all!! Sigh.. Does it really have to end this way??? So like, anyway i went to Alamanda to look for a convertor for my keyboard's plug or cord or watever u call it in scientific term..

( Needless to remind, the weathers was being a bitch.. Soo hot!! )

And when i reached Alamanda, i was blessed by the breeze of an air-conditioned environment, which i thank God.. Sigh.. What a day, what a day.. ( till now.. hehe ) So lke anyway, i went and have brunch at The Chicken Rice Shop, the so called healthy food for the family.. Yea, Healthy my ass!!

When i entered the restaurant, it was quite busy, and its a mess.. So yea, i anticipated that i might nt be gettng the service and treatment like a King but yeah.. I was hungry and this just have to do.. Upon placing my big fat ass on the chair, i had to wait for like 5minutes before a waitress came hurriedly to my table and politely asked fr my orders..

After ordering, a Hong Kong Beef Noodle, bean curd Ipoh style and Soya Bean i continued and watched all the peoples in the restaurant eating like there's no tomorrow.. Hahaha.. Funny tho.. I mean, they din look side to side while eating; they're just concentrated on eatng and finishng the food.. Hahaha.. Funny.. Which made me think as well, did i do d same too?? Gosh.. I looked like barbaric then.. Sigh..

When my food arrived, yea, i ate slowly and trying as hard as i can not to loose my cool!! Hahaha.. I guess this is like, wat most LimKokWing people would do; u knw.. Being branded as rich kids and all.. Hahaha.. Rich kids my arse!!!! In the end, we be eating maggie mee too!! Lol..


So fast forward to the part where i paid my bill..

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When i reached the counter, theres this one FAT BALD cashier.. He din say anythng to me and din even smiled at me.. So, i got pissed and did d same, nt smiling at him.. I handed him my order chit and he quickly punched the stuff in the register machine and then, out came the bill.. RM19.15.. I nearly screamed out loud, cause its quite expensive.. I mean, for that lowly kind of food to cost so much?? I was T_____T"-ing there.. And dat BALD FAT RUDE GUY still din smile at me! So i just chucked out a 5Onotes and just hand it to him harshly.. Errrrrrr, I was soo pissed!! And they even charge for their service tax!! WTF??? Wat service did they do??? Just sending my ffod to my table??? Fck!!! If dats d case, i might juts as well do it myself!!! Seriously, i prefer eating at Sushi King because there, you can see wat ur paying for!! Their service is waaay better than this stupid cock-restaturant!!! Grrrr... And before leaving, i feel inclined on filling their customers feedback and tell the managemnt of my unhappy dining experience in the restaurant.. Grrrrr!!!!!


So like, after that went ot the computer shop and ask em bout the convertor.. Which they replied tat theres nothng tat can be done.. Its either i come back to the shop to change my keyboard to a new one or just buy a new one!! Oh My God!! I feel like burstng now and then!! Soo furious!! Its like, aaaaa.. I feel like throwing my best bitch-attitude there and shout like one!! Sigh~~

In the end, i agreed to exchanging my keyboard, which means i have to come back anothr day and waste yet more valuable time.. Sigh!! Fuckotash!! <---Word learnt frm Farhan.. =D

Wandered around Alamanda, just to clear off my mind and guess who i stumbled upon?? Nancy!! Hahahhah~ Wat a coincidence.. And she told me she was hungry and went to Sushi King fr lunch.. Wow.. Lucky gal.. =] she even intro'd me to her cousin, which looks.. different than her.. I mean, the cousin looks more Chinese tho.. Sorry Nan.. =]

Went back and had a bitchy session wit Daniel.. Oh i miss u Bitch!! =]

Miss tat sumone too.. Hahahha.. =]

I am just so soo bored~

Basics

Name : Roz
Age : 19
Sex : Male
Hair Color : Black
Eye Color : DarkBrown
Race : Chinese-Malay a.k.a. Sino Kadazan.. weird huh?

Favorite. . .

Color(s) : Black, gray, blue?
Food : Sushi, Steamboats, spicy food, soups, SEAFOOD!! etc etc..
Drink : Milkshakes, iced tea, etc etc..
Television Show : Err, Amazing Race???
Movie : sumthng porno!! Lol!! No la, just joking ( so lame )..
Song : Soo many fav songs~
Artist : I just listen to their songs, dun hv any Fav' artists..
Place to be : Sumwer cold!! Like Canada...?
Pet : I used to hv lots of guppies and fightng fish, but they all died!! =(
Person : myself!! ( im vain, so.. )
Game :RPG!
Clothing brand/style : Errr, depends??

What do you want in the opposite sex?

Hair color : natural hair color.. =]
Eye color : any.. doesnt matter..
Tatoos : No way!
Peircings : as long as its acceptable.. =]
Body Type : Seriously?
Do they have to be rich? : depends.. =] haha!
Do they have to be popular? : dun care.. =]
Personality or Looks? : Personality rox!!

This or that?

Pepsi or Coke : Milkshake!!! wahahaha!
Vanilla or Chocolate : Vanilllaaaaeeeeee...
Black or White : Black...
Cats or Dogs : Both!!
Sink or Swim : BOTH!! Weeeee..
Lake or Ocean : Ocean.. ( if only ders no sun around.. hahah!! )
Night or Day : Night~
Half Full or Half Empty : Medium please..
Desktops or Laptops : Lappie..
Playstation or Xbox : Handphone.....?
Summer or Winter : WINTER!!!!!
Cold or Warm : COLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [ Im cold as an Ice-King ]
Cowboys or Indians : Cowboys! What'n tardation u doin der, slugger?
Lover or Fighter : Luver..
Car or Truck : Car..
Cup or Glass : Glass.. Cups is so last centuries!
Fork or Spoon : Spoon~
Walking or Running : Eh? depends?
The Fast or The Furious : Fas-ious...

What do you think of when I say. . .

Soup : Dumplings and wantans!
Heaven : Rose...
Hell : Red...
Cucumber : Burgers!
Salad : Cabbage!
Big Mac : Burgers!
Sexy : Sumthng.. =] hehehe~
Significant : [ = ]
Beautiful : smiles...
Rainbow : Meadow..
Cloud : Marshmellows!!

Do you or have you ever had. . .

A piercing : One on me ear..
A tattoo : Fake ones.. =]
A sibling : Yes, my bubbly sister..
Parents that are still together : Yeps yeps yeps!! =]
A husband/wife : Eh?
A child : no..
A really wild party while your parents were away? : no, ima a gud boy. Lolx!
An alcoholic beverage : yea!! take em regularly nw.. =]
A pet of your own : Yea, but they all dieeee...
A house of your own : a house where i live wif my homiesss.. =]
A car of your own : Nope..
An iPod : Grrrr...

Do you. . .

Smoke : no!!
Drink : yea..
Do drugs : NO WAY!!
Hug on the first date : Erm... Kinda??
Kiss on the first date : ------------ no comment.
'Do it' on the first date : ------------ no comment.
Shower Daily : Hell yeah!!!!
Brush your teeth daily : Yeah!
Keep your room clean : of cuz.. =]
Do all your homework : ------------ no comment.
Plan on going to college : Im in 1 nw.. =]

Do you believe in. . .

God/Heaven : YES
Satan/Hell : YES
Ghosts : YES
Aliens : ET~
Witches/wizards : YES
Magic : YES~
Big Foot/Sasquatch/Abominable Snowmen : Errr..?
The past life : kinda.. then explain de ja vu'..
Global Warming : YES!! WENEED TO SAVE THE PENGUINS!!
Humanism : =]
Scienceology : =] ( i dun really get ths questions.. )
Hinduism : =]
Buddism : =]
Taoism : =]
Wiccaism : err, paganism? wat?? i dun get ths..

Random

What's your middle name? : dun hv one.. =]
Have any Nicknames? : Roz-Zan
What is your favorite name? : Roz
What do you wish your name was? : Roz
What is your favorite season? : Winter
Do you drink alot of water? : I guess....?
Do you have a pet? : died..
Do you have a computer at your house? : Laptop...
Do you live in an apartment, house, trailor or other? : Condominium... =]
Favorite place to chill? : home..
Favorite place to visit? : Canada, wer its cold n stuff.. =] hehe~ or the Artic.. penguins and seels!
Ever have an imaginary friend? : no.. so childish..
If so, what was their name? : Mr. Ur not Real~
Ever eaten something really disgusting? : Yea... =]
Do you work out? : Errr.. stopped..
Have you ever gotten arrested? nope..
If so, for what? : nope..
Have you ever cheated on someone? : nope..
Has anyone ever cheated on you? : nope..
Have you ever kissed a stranger? : nope..
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? : yes..... ( long pause )
have you ever gotten drunk? : nope..
Could you ever be a vegitarian? : nope, but i luv vegan food.. =]
Can you sing? : fr meself..
Can you dance? : i guess..
Can you draw, paint, color well? : yeah. =] minus the colour part..
Do you have a job? : used too..
Do you like tape? : no, i prefer thumb tacx!
Do you like glue? : i live with Glue!!
Can you solve a Rubik's Cube? : nope..

_____________________________________________________________________

Here's the deal: you can't answer any of these questions with words.
You can only use Smiley faces. Answer with an emotioncon you feel fits
as your answer. Make up your own smiley! :)

Hi, how is your day? =D
Do you like meeting new people? \(^~^)/
How do you feel about achohol? =l
Do you know how to drive? =)
How do you feel about roller coasters? \(^o^)/
Do you like little kids? =]
Did you sleep with a stuffed animal when you were littler? =______________="
Do you like school? '\(^___^)'>
How do you feel about plaid patterns? ( o.O )/'
Do you like Coca Cola? :S
Do you like scary movies? \(x___X)/'
How is your life as of right now? <'(^~')'\
Do you enjoy being alone? o_____________________________O"
Do you like the smell of hand sanitizer? >______^'
Do you believe in magic? -_____________________________X"
Do you like going to concerts? -____T"
Do you like cold weather?=D
What about warm weather? :(
Are you a crazy, outgoing person? =]
What does the future look like for you? '\(>__<)/'?
Do you like teamwork? =|
Are any parts of you sore right now? o.O
Do you like the color purple? : \
Do you like the summer? =(
Do you make wishes at 11:11? ('_~)'>
Do you like trying new things? (^~")
Do you like Mexican food? =\
How is your relationship between you and your family? :D
Do you like piercings? =)
What about tattoos? 0_0
Do you enjoy where you live? =)
Are you a little kid on the inside? : |
What about on the outside? ~_~
Do you like playing sports? =_T
Do you have a best friend? : )
How do you feel about our new president? LOL
Do you travel a lot? =[
Descirbe yourself in one emotioncon. ~!@#$%^&*()_+


so tired of all these questions!! i hv bettr thngs to do.. haiz...

Got Tagged lately??

Tagged by : Danie Chin Hua Kang~~ <3

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Instructions:
*Bold the statements that are true to you.
*Italicize the statements that you wish were true.
*Leave the fibs alone.
*Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

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I’m 170cm + tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment.
I’m not happy.
I hate my friends.
I hate my life.
I hate my grades.
He drives.
I’m bored of driving.
I have a white handbag.
I love dancing.. [ kinda, but its so hard to dance nw.. ]
I go clubbing every week.
Shopping is bullshit.
I have a tattoo of a star.
I got my navel pierced.
I have friends that take drugs. [ old story.. dun ask ]
90% of my friends smoke.
I’m studying Fashion,
I have a business running.
I hate cartoons.
I hate someone. [ hurm, i dunno if i hate or just HATE HIM! ]
I have 10 Guess handbags.
I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog. [ at least they wont be reading the stuff i wrote here.. =D ]
I have an iPod. [ sad, isnt it? ]
I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog.
I wanted to be a fashion designer.
I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups. [ bitch, arent they? ]
I’m a rebel.
I started wearing dresses.
I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama. [ Oooo like, u hv no idea hw dramatic my high school was!! ]
My parents have faith in me.
I’ve bought shoes this month.
A blogger bitched about me before. [ wish then i cud bitch about em bek in my blog! muahaha! ]
I hate sports.
I heart Italian food.
I hate meeting new people.
I hate nail polish.
The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me.
High school was the worst time of my life.
I have red hair.
One Utama is my second home.
I’m a guy.
I’m scared of my Biology exam.
I hate vacations.
We’ll last. [ yea!! we will last!! ]
I believe in long distance relationships. [ I'm in one nw.. hehe ]
I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
I’ve robbed an old lady.
I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy.
At times I think I still am a tomboy.
I love bitching about people behind their backs.
I hate surprise parties.
I hate planning parties.
I’m a sinner.
I have a Wii.
I can live without music. [ but i cant live witout $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ]
Video games are a waste of time.
I miss the father bear.
I love being in love. [ it's the greates feeling, aside frm gettng $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ]
I know how to cook [ yeah, i do.. hahah.. ]
I have 100% freedom. [ i wish.. i wanna be free and shouts at everybody and show d real me!! =D ]
Boys are assholes. [ And so are gals.. huhu.. ]
I hate Math. [ why cant math just be simple like 1 + 1 = 2?? why does it have to be soo complicated?? ]
I love horror films. [ luv it!! luv the feeling of being scared! and cant sleep after that.. lol.. ]
I’m happy with what I have. [ yea, im happy with wat i hv nw.. i luv my family, my fren, etc etc ]
I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
My old friends keep in touch with me. [ thnks guys, luv u all!! ]
I don’t read newspapers.
The news is such a waste of time.
Blogging is a waste of time.
I hate animals.
I can’t live without make-up.
I curse like a pirate.
I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart. [ nt really hate, just jealous.. =) see im being honest.. ]
I love Apple Juice.
I can’t drink for nuts.
I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
I’ve got a new phone.
I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
I love swimming. [ yeaaaa.. but no people wud accompany me go swimmng!! =( ]
I haven’t worked out since March.
I love my friends and family. [ weeeeeeeeeee... luv em soo soo much!! ]
I'm hot. [ no comments!! ]
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And nw, the moment of truth.. hehe.. I tag people with my own bitchy blog..

- Stella ( fr always tagging me too! )
- Ain ( fr ur new HOT afro hair! )
- Belle ( to add ur works dat needs to be done! hehe )
- Audrey ( fr being my cousin, and fr having fat miao miao at hum.. hehe )
- Correne ( fr being my cousin, and so i have to torture u.. haha )


Okay, i luv u all.. Byeee.. =]

The End, of a Great Race!!

- My Life today -

Date : November 20th, 2008

Settings : Cyberia Condo, Cyberjaya


12.xxpm
woke up... and slept back for like, few minutes before remmbered that i am seriously LATE!! I NEED TO CHAT WIF SUMBODY!!

2.xxpm
started chatting.. cam-whored a bit.. haha~ Wondered wat time is it bek at Vancouver? Hurm..

4.xxpm
Finished chattng and went to cook.. fried rice and some prawn wit chilli sauce.. Yum yum!!

6.xxpm
went out to buy sum tit-bits for tonights event!! Ooooo, cant wait!! Weeee!!Bought some chips and a bottle of 7Up and Coke!! After came back from the mart, went chattng again.. and u knw wat?? A black guy frm US called me sweetie over n over again just because of my sweet smile!! I was like, eeeeeee... He gave me, like, continuous goosebumps!! Eeeeee!!!

p/s : my smiles can attract all types of ppl~ Hhahaha~

8.56pm
Pizzas that me, Farhan, Saras and Ran ordered arrived!! Eeeee, it looks like Fcuker pizza bek at Desaria, just slightly better tho.. huhuh~

9.00pm
Stationed ourselves in front of the tv; me, Saras, Farhan and Ran!! And when the opening music started rolling in, we were all sooo excited and squeel ( well, at least me and Saras did.. hahah )

10.oopm
Dissapointed!! Tania and Ida din win!! Rooooaarrrrr!!! Dats not fair!! But at least, Tisha and Geoff din win either so dat made me happy a bit.. Hahahha~ Im soo bad..

- The participants of TARA 3 -

- My fav team in TARA 3 - * U go gals!! Ur still my heroes eventho u lost! *

the rest of the night
just listening to music, and bade him bye bye ( went to school ) and just blogging and lying and day-dreamin night-dreaming and etc etc..


Conclusion :
I did nothing special!! Hhahaha~

- roz luvs u -

U knw u want me...
U knw u can't fight me...
U knw u can't find me anywhere...
U knw u can't forget me...
U knw i'm kidding right?
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I'm still a Britney Spears fan!!

I guess i can say that we actually grew up with music.. Music has always been one with us; and one with every other things.. And we grew up with Britney Spears, whom we used to regard as the Pop Princess.. Whom we adored and luv.. Whose songs we sang with and we danced with.. Hahaha~ I can still vaguely remembered her old innocent pic, and yea, she was super cute that time..

Ain't she's the sweetest thing?

People know her through her debut, Baby One more Time.. Hahaha.. I do still hum that song nowadays.. Lol.. Hey, its fun.. =D

But as she grew older and "matured", so as her songs and actions.. Dhuhhh.. Ders no need explaining bout it right? I guess you all knw about it too.. But, she became howt!! Lol!! How many guys jacked off to her images and her videos??? And i mean, dance videos!! Not sex videos!! Come on, dun make me roll my eyes here!! ( my eyes so round it ought to pop out if i roll it.. Lol )

i luv dis shot.. heheh~ i knw its photo-shoppd ( dhurrrr!!! ) but its still, nice.. =D

Looking dazzling.. lol.. ( somehow i kept smiling when looking at this pic.. looks weird.. )
[ okay, nobody sue or hate me.. im still a Britney fan! ]

Well, ima skip of all the bad thngs and the unethical thngs she did cause, ders no point in making her look bad!! NO WAY!! now, i can proudly say, Britney's BACK YO!! And shes rockin'fella!! Cool!! Luv her new album.. and Circus is ought to come out soon too!! Woooo!! * nose bleeds *

Lol.. cant wait to get me hands on her new album.. haha.. till then, way ta go Brit!! =D
( i hv no idea for the reason behind dis post.. i guess im just bored...... )

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Heavily Explicit Gay Content!

Sometimes, i really do wonder, who reads my blog? It's such a drag, not able to know who exactly ventures into your blog and not knowing who's your readers are.. * laugh *

So this time, i'm gonna post some things that is out of the ordinary ( for my case le.. ) and see what reaction i'll get.. Hurm.. Sounds weird? Well, let me tell you, i am weird.. =]

And, i also kinda thought of doing this kind-of-weird-post after visiting some blog ( i added his blog to my blogroll list liao.. ) So, here goes.. Hehehe~

Some pictures of hot boys and gals i found.. huhuh~ ( dun ask me wer i found em, its just nt ethical.. )

Okay, i knw this is.. sooo shocking.. im about to make a very sudden move and.. like.. gasp!!

Dun say i din warn you...

You really wanna look at it?? Pics of hot boys n gals???

Really???? Im nt about to take responsibility, ok???

Seriously?? U might break ur neck and get nose bleed!!! Noooo stoppp!!!!

Okay, so i guess, u really wanna see it.. Hhahah` ( nt like u have a choice anyway.. Lol )

Here you are!!

Okay, the pic is frm Manjam, and hes hot anyway, so.. might as well just publish him here.. Hurm.. Is this against the law??

Jessica Alba fr being one hot woman! =D

And now, i'd like to knw ur opinions.. Hehehhe~ I post a poll at the side of my blog.. Would really luv if u all wud answer it so i knw wat u all thnk of my blog.. Hehhehe~ I mean, i need to knw right? Knowing the truth is better than nt knowing at all..~

Till then,

-roz -

Malacca, here I WE come... =D

I went to Malacca yesterday ( Friday.. ) with my friend, Jonathan Ong from Nilai University College..

And like, ye yeaaaaa.. Had fun.. and had bad moments too.. Lol.. I wont elaborate more on that.. Haiz.. Im getting soo lazy now.. Arrrgghhh!!! !@@##@$#%%&^*^%^$@!@!!

Im gettng soo fcuked up lazy dat i am even lazy tto upload pictures here.. haiz.. i wonder wats wrng wif me.. heres a link to my Facebook's picture album for the Malacca trip.. comment if u please, ders no harms.. Hheheh..

And to sign off tonight, heres just 1 pic of me.. lol.. i knw, im lazy but i still manage to act vain!! Dhur.. Curses..

Stella tagged me.......

• RULES:
  
  1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
  
  2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.
  
  Tagged by: Stella Ler ( http://www.xanga.com/purplehoneydrops )
  
  1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
  I'd be dumbfounded, i guess.. Hahaha~ But nobody has ever betrayed me yet, in luv sense.. So, seriously, i am nt sure what my reaction wud be.. =] Revenge is sweet~ i might resort to revenge.. yes yes.. very much indeed.. =]
  

  
  2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
  Be succesful.. and succesful comes with a thousand more mini succesful.. lol~
  
  3. What are the criteria for your dream lover?
  idk.. pls dun ask me this.. its hard to satisfy me.. Chewah!! Lol!!
  
  4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
  Hehehe~ I dreamt about this countless time b4.. Lol.. frst, i wud shopping like hell ( with my families n frenz )
  
  5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
  Maybe..?
  

  
  6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
  Both.. =]
  
  7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
  Haiz.. Whats wif all this luv question.. >____<" Urm.. depends?
  
  8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
  it's time to break em apart!! Muahahahah!! No la, will support em as best as i can.. =] them being happy means me being happy too..
  
  
  9. Do you think the world would be better off if everyone has the same religion/ethnicity/ etc?no.. every religions and races shud be able to co-exist harmoniously and there is a reason why all these thngs exist.. if everyone hve the same religions n stuff, it'd be different..
  
  10. You see a 50 year old man entwine arms with a girl about the age of 20+ and find out they are gf/bf. What are your first thoughts?
  Wow.. that uncle sure gt many money!! Lol.. But luv is blind right?
  
  11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
  just finished my studies... trying to breathe.. looking fr jobs..?
  
  12. What's your fear?
  Snakes.. and public humiliation..
  
  13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
  Msn, Facebook, check hp, stretch, yawn... sleeps.....
  
  14. Would you give all in a relationship?
  yea.. if i think its the truest 1.. =]
  
  15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
  har?? is it really fall in luv or just, hormones are rushing to ur head and u get all limpy n stuff?
  
  16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
  Yes, i will forgive but i wont forget... sorry..
  
  17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
  single.. =] hehehehee~
  
  18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do?now, wers ur kingdom?? lemme rule it!! muahahahha!
  
  Now my turn to tag people:
  im gettng blur.. o.O
  

• 1. Daniel ( yeah, can do it in chinese.. )
  2. Chris ( i knw u'd be doing it in chinese.. lol )
  3. Correne ( lol.. if u dun do it, no xmas present cuz )
  4. Audrey ( i wonder wat will u write, cuz )
  5. Ah Dai ( +u~~ Hehehhe )
  

  that's all, to fill up my time.

A Journey Unprepared For...

Read the headline and u'll understand me.. Hhahaha~ Most of you know that i am always brimming with silly ideas and stuff.. But great ideas only works with great planning.. Chewah!!

But today...

Wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~ I'm about to embark on an adventure where there's no plan included.. Im like, soo flustered and.. errrr... kinda scared!! Gasp!! Help me!!

Things to do :

1. Get a map!!
2. Send out distress call to frenz in Melaka..
3. Cry out for help amidst all the people!!
4. Call MUM!!


Okie, wish me luck!! Muah muah!!

Gosh..

Oooo... Din really knw ur true story le, lil' Boy~

From nw on, we be showin u sum luv..

So u be feeling lil bit luv'd and appreciated, k?

Dun u worry bout a thang..

U can count on ur buddy here.. =D

A Huge Weight Off d' Hook!

"Revenge is a dish best served cold"

But this has nothing to do with my blog post this time.. Well, only a bit.. =] If u can note the large amount of sarcasm and irritated tone... [ i dun mind being the girl in d pic.. Revenge is indeed, sweet.. ]

Just this day, i suffered critical mental blow that is soooo bad, it actually made me feel soo much better! Now, that i finally get "the answer" from him; the answer that we have all been wondering for such a long time, i can finally settle down and move on.. Hehehe~

Here, i'd like to express my sincerest gratitude to the following people who have been with me and advised me and giving me mental and morale boost!! ( ps : i luv u guys.. )

- Farhan
- Daniel
- Chris

( List from oldest to youngest.. hehe )

Anyway, it has been one whole semester already since we've talked; and on that "restraining period", never did we talked or looked at each other.. It's like, we are denying each others existence and hope that we never have met.. Hahahha~ Well, now, after the "crazy mission" last night, and i guess we kinda settled it once and for all, i can proudly say, GOOD RIDDANCE!! SAYOOONARA!! Asta La' Vista!!

And listen here, i am no longer embarrassed or feel awkward talking about you cause, practically, ur dead.. Ur not in my life-list now after what happened.. So, here's some pictures to make me feel amused and cheery.. Hahahha!!

Those swirly things.. err.. i tried to make them look like snivelling snakes, but.. Oh well~

Heheheh!! I luv my bitchy artwork!! Lol~

Take Note : My blog is for me to bitch about other people, to express my feelings and my life, and to blog everything under d sky and above the sky.. =D Neat eh?


Last night, when i came to talk'd to you, i thought i would cry, cause i was always soo touchy-touchy and sensitive, but.. I din even shed a single tear.. U just made me more.. mad.. Hahaha! i felt like, punching your head and ripping your work.. Lol.. Im soo evil.. Muahaha.. But who can blame me??? When i talked to you; like a big-ass idiot i were, u din even look at me!! You din even replied me! Hahaha! I mean, WTF??? I can take dat kind of treatment from a girl, but not you, you heartless man-bitch whore!

ps : i'll be more gentle with a girl.. i might kneel in front of her and bla bla bla..

Anyway, after that, yeah.. I was.. feel soo light-weight you knw.. Its like, a big dumbo have been taken off my back and i feel soo free.. Hhahahah~~ Now it's time for revenge ( err.. okay, so this post is about revenge after all.. )

Look, aint he a cutie??

Time for Bitching!! Lol!! ( tho i already did bitch around just nw.. heheh~ )

It feels nice nw, tho.. Now i dun have to hold back anymore.. "Time to move on" as Farhan had advised me.. Good goin, Far.. Thnks a lot.. =D

Err.. Well, i wish i can write more.. But its getting hotter'n'hell here!! Cant stand le.. And ima goin out to da bank for some cash $$$.. Lol~~ So i end me blog post here, and leave all of u wondering.. Wat d hell was this post all bout.. Cause i knw, the way i write is super confusing and winded.. I dunno why.. I guess i din applied all the things tat i learnt in my English class.. Thesis statement, bla bla.. Hurm, Soweeeyy Miss Juida.. ( but do note, ur still d best english lecturer i ever had!! )


Luv,
-roz-


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It's gonna be a scary night!

Lol!! Just as the name implies, tonight is going to be one loooooooonnnnggggggg scary night!!

* gasp!! *

Why? Why? * i bet someone is gettng excited; if i'm nt mistaken, his name is.. roz.. Lol!! *

I'm spending the night at friend's house, and.. heehhe~~ Well, don start presuming things yet.. hehehe~ cause, yeah things might just get nasty.. cause, when i grow up, i wanna be DIRTY~~ Lol.. and i wanna be bad, cause i feel good when i'm bad!! Lol!! Does tat sounds weird? I bet it does.. Lol.. BUt, hey, it does made me feel good!! Lol!!

Anyway, without further ado, lemme tell you why tonight is gonna be scary and loooonnnnngggg!! Lol!! Frst, hehehe!! sleeping in one room, with two guys that.. err, well, comes frm different walks of life.. Lol.. One from Limkokwing University ( dats me, sincerely urs.. ), one dude from Taylor's College ( Nigel..? ) and one dude frm Nilai College ( dats Jonathan Ong! ) And, well, the thing is, as a guest, i just cant help but feel sympathy and feeling ahigh level of awkwardness!!!!!!! * ROAARRRRR * Why? Well, im sleeping on the bed whereas Jonathan and Nigel are sleeping on the floor; with no pading than just a single tiny miny quilt.. I mean, yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! Dats so.. lol.. im just sooo.. hurm.. well, ders soo many words to describe it.. If i would've known it wud be like this, i wudnt have come at the frst place!! ( did i mention'd i forgt to bring my toothbrush along???? Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!! Major corruption!! ) Okay, so dats about to sum up about the frst reason, lol.. tho it went as far as the.. like, 3rd reason ad? Lol!!

So, now d officially second reason!! Jeng jeng jeng!! C***s, dun be jealous!! Im gonna sleep in a room filled with hot guys and ders nothng u can do about it!! Lol!! So, stop pouting and just enjoy d show.. * i'll upload pictures later of my steamy experiences, so u better watch out!! * Lol!! dats a hint, i guess... with a very big hidden pun!! T____________________X"

And lastly, * oooo pls let it be last!! * i dun thnk im gonna sleep at all.. or maybe i'll sleep.. But at the chair maybe? I dunno why, but i still dun feel comfy sleeping on the bed while those two huge pricks are sleeping on the floor.. ( cause i really think this will make their butt smaller and more flat!! Lol.. see, i can be a good person la.. =] )

First prick : Nigel

Second prick : he moved after a while, smart bitch.. hehe~

AND DON GO AROUND SAYING THINGS LIKE; "Roz, u stupid ass!! Why din suggest puttng d mattress on the floor and share it with the other!!"

Well, i did, u nimcompoop!! <-- ( new word i learnt while reading some xxx magz.. lol!! just joking.. ) But Jonathan refused.. hurm.......... Arrrggghhh!! Major retardness!! Do u seriously wanna torture me like this??? I cant go on like this.. >_____X"

After much hustle and arguments, with loads of "awwwww", "nooooooo", "eeeeeeeeeee" and some of "ahhhhhhhhhh", and "ooooooooooooo".. * dats a lot of sound.. hehe.. * I ended sleeping on the bed whereas Jonathan and Nigel slept on the floor.. Ouchhh..

Hurm.. Then, dats wat i thought.. Its gona be a looong loong night.. Well, you see, i cant sleep dis way.. This thing is making me nervous and awkward and uncomfy.. Hurm.. >______<"

Can't wait for tomorrow.. I bet Nigel and Jonathan will have a very bad back-ache.. Haiz...

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[x] gotten kissed [ yeah, and.. emm.. at Desaria? Lolx~ ]
[x] gotten a phone taken away in class [ and got it back right aftr school cause im such a baby to the discpline teacher.. ]
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum [ hehe, so just hv to spit it out le.. nothng else.. ]
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times [ well, hu doesnt? ]
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times [ tell me 5 person hu never skip humwork!! ]
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late [ errr, yeah? i was.. umm.. preoccupied wif other works? ]
[x] missed school just because you felt like it [ hahaha! im such a bitch!! ]
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[ ] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class [ yeah, and we texted the whole day long.. ]
[x] passed notes [ everytime! lol.. ]
[x] threw stuff across the room [ crumpled papers, etc etc.. so fun! ]
[x] laughed at the teacher [ hehe, with other teachers.. ]
Total so far: 11

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal [ fist fights and verbal fights.. a lott!! ]
[x] took pictures during school hours [ weeee, soo fun!! cam whoring starts early in me]
[x] called someone during school hours [ its fun.. try it, once a while.. ]
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours [ yup yup.. ]
[x] skipped a class period [ p/s : i skipped the whole day!! lol ]
Total So Far: 16

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission [ as the minister of internal affair, i hv the privilege to do this.. hehe.. ]
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class [ during tuition???? ]
Total So Far: 18

[ ] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school [ forgot.. lol.. ]
[ ] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school [ yea, bitch! stupid!@ fcuk! thingy.. ]
total so far: 20

[x] faked your parents signature [ lol!!!! yeah!!! but i wont tell why! ]
[x] slept in class [ hu'd never? ]
[ ] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework [ considered it last minute work.. hehe ]
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 23

Multiply by 3

Total : 66%!! Lol!! Does dat makes me a bad egg?

De ja Vu.. NOT!!

I know wat happen'd.. I know how much it hurts; the people around and between me and him...

Do you have anything to say about it?

Why are you trying so hard?

What's done is done... or so, I can say..

We both got hurt by our actions...

And you guys got affected by it...

I really wish these things never happen again, but...

It was the end of semester 1 when it happened...

Mis-communications, arguments, less talking, talking through MSN's personal message* while appearing offline..

I wish things didn't happen again..

But, haha, what good are wishes for right?

It's just plain blasphemy and empty, used to make you feel "something"..

Or should i rather say, hopeful?

While you're there, watching me with glee, hoping i would come to my senses and break down first, i'm struggling to keep the past from haunting me back...

How far will you go, i wonder...

What do you want me to do???

Just when i have made a new resolution, to be strong and to give it all to studies and stuff...

This things, crushed every single one of em' in the instance.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

Somehow, i wondered, did he even feel what i've felt that time?

Or was it just me, accompanied by my fantasies???

Sigh.. Too much have been said anyway...

The more you spill, the more harder it gets to "clean" em'...

-Out-

...

I
Love
You
and
I
want
nobody
else
but
you!!

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Fcuking long survey!!!

1.Full name:Rozan Bin Mohd Eddy!

2.Birthday:4th July 1989~ My mum b'day is 4th July 1965~

3.School:LimKokWing University of Creative Design...

4.Residency:Cyberia, Cyberjaya, Selangor

5.Family:Dad, mum, lil' sis and Ben and Panda~

6.Physical appearances:Very big eyes, luscious lips, big ear lobe, kinda' fat, fairly fair skin, etc etc..

7.Personality:Vain, conceited, Bitchy, Stuck-up, Evil, Thick-skinned, Arrogant, Stubborn, Childish, Unreasonable, Bad~
(well, at least i think i am.. tee hee~ )

8.Good personalities:Childish.. :3

9.Bad qualities: -same as my personality.. hahah -

10.Hobbies:Chatting, Facebook-ing, day-dreaming, sleeping, lazing, teasing, flirting, reading magz and comics, laughing, smiling, and making plans~

11.Religion:Muslim...

12.Height:173cm...

13.Weight:Go figures!!!! ( i lost 2kg in 2days!! )

14.Blood type:Err, i forgot.. But its O sumthng.. Lol..

15.Shoe size:7-8...

16.Favourite genre of music: -Whatever-

17.Favourite singers:I still like Britney Spears! Lol~

18.Favourite season:I prefer Winter.. BUt at Malaysia, ders only Hot and Rainy and more hottttt!! T_______T"

19.Favourite food:Wow! I can go on for forever with this!

20.Places I want to go:Venice? Canada ( Vancouver.. *hint hint*), Thailand ( shopping ), Korea, Japan ( Shinjuku ) and Mauritius ( my sis n bro hometown.. :3 ) ...

21.My ideal lover: ... no comment...

22.My favourite worries as of now:Drawings.. Lol~

23.First love:Hurm.. Why dun u just ask first kiss?? Lol~

24.Alcohol tolerance:Yea, i can stand alcohol.. You'll need to give me lots n lots of alcohol if you wanna see me get drunk!

25.Drinking habits:Take it easy! And then, BOTTOMS UP!!! Lol~

26.Most important friends:There's no need to answer.. All my friends are soo precious!

27.Prized possesion:My familiesssss!!! <3<3<3<3<3

28.When I look the best:When i smile and open my big ol' eyes wide!

29.When I look sexiest:When i try to be sexy! Puurrrrr... Lol!

30.What's in your pocket:I don hv any pockets nw~

31.First time drinking:Last 4years Xmas...? I think?

32.Favourite colours:This is soo lame!

33.Thing you want from your significant other: Patience.. =)

34.Age when you want to get married:When the conditions fulfill'd!

35.What you do when you're home alone:Chatting, cleaning, etc etc~ Lots of stuff.. =)

36.Habits:Procrastinate...

37.Highest placement in school:I was the Minister of Internal Affair in La Salle for the Cabinets.. =)

38.Difference between men and women:Private part, attitude..

39.If you were born again,man or woman:A MAN!!!

40.What you think you were in your previous life:a kitten? Lol!

41.If the person you love cheated on you:Hurm.. Where's my katana? i need to slay someone!! Hiiiiiaaaaaakkkk!!!

42.Favourite show:Tea with Roz!! Lol~

43.What you want to do when it rains:huggies, and cuddling, and reading sumthng while sipping hot beverage..

44.If you were on a deserted island,what would you take: Umbrella, sunblock, satellite phone, food, water, guns, Tv, Astro, Laptop, Handphone, Ipod, Tent, pets, Clothes, shopping magazines, comics, lighter, etc etc.. =)

45.How many kids: kids?? where? ( get off ma proprty! Lol.. )

46.Who do you want to see the most:Errr.. Who ah? Any volunteer?

47.Fvaourite snacks:I'm cutting out the snacks now.. I need to loose some weight.. Lol!!

48.Allowance:Depends on mum's mood.. hehe~

49.Favourite restaurants:Err, Sushi King, etc etc..

50.To be dumped or you dump:Me doin the dumpin'!! Lol~ Nah, depends.. Hurm..

51.Why did you write the answer above to the question above: Because I have no idea?

52.what i want right now:A LIFE!

53.When do you think you've grown up:I'm already "grown" up.. Lol..

54.Country you wanna go to:Calm, bountiful, cold, where there's people using magic and Guardian Forces, where there are gardens that trains militant combat like Balamb Garden, etc etc.. =)

55.What you think bout other people:Hu are the "people"?

56.What would you do if you confess to a girl:"U sux.. I'm dumpin u fr a guy.. Lol!!!!!!!!!"

57.Place you want to go with your other:Other what?

58.Ideal vacation spot:Venice or Korea~ =)

59.Favourite tv show:"When will these questions end?"

60.I feel happy:when theres no more questions!!!

61.Most movie recent watched:Blair Witch Project!! =)

62.Movie watch with the most feeling:Koizora~ Uuuu, i tsk tsk tsk!!!

63.Could you marry someone else for the person you love: eh? then what's the point????

64.What you want to do for the person you love:-secrets-

65.I want to die when: Whenever, it is up to God...

66.You think you're a player:Yea, i play Pirate King Online, XDO Online.. therefore, i am a player..

67.If you found 100k on the road:Wahlao!!! * calls up frenz * Let's go SHOPPING NW!!

68.When you were most hurt:The end of semester 1..

69.I hate guys that are: -

70.I hate girls that are: -

71.If you were to become invisible:I'd go steal money from bank!! Lol!!!!

72.When someone makes you mad:"Ui, mau cari gaduh ka???" ( hey, u lookin fr a fight wif me!?! )

73.Favourite saying:".....i guess... "

74.If someone you met for the first time ask were to ask your phone number:Okay, so this is my number, don call at night okay???

75.Nicknames:Roz...

76.First thing you do in the morning:Ughhh.. Sleepy.. *sleeps back*

77.The most important thing in the world:My family...

78.when you were happiest:lots of time.. =D

79.When you were saddest:Lots of time... =(

80.Does anyone hurt you before:Yea!!

81.How:stuff...

82.Then:i stopped talking.. ignore..

83.So:Till now..

84.Define FAMILY:The gem in my life...

85.What are you planning for your future:I'm gonna stop procrastinating!! =)

86.Your afraid of:snakes! and commitments! *go away!! go away!!*

87.If your about to die now: ...

88.Would you consider plastic surgey:Im satisfied wit wat i hv nw..... i guess.. well, YEA!! Maybe i'll consider.. a bit.. heheh~

89.Who you wanna be:Roz!

90.Things you wanna do know:lots of things!!!!!!!

91.Most embarrasing moments:lol, a lot!!

92.You can:be me~

93.You can't:be purrr-fect!

94.You really hate it when:ppl says no!! Lol..

95.You'll judge a person by:.. hurm.. depends..

96.People mostly judge you:maybe? pls tell me tho..

97.3 words to describe yourself: u describe me then!

98.3 words of how people describe you:Idk~

99.Are you on a diet:Yea.. Lolx~

100.Last thing you want to say:U waste my time!! Arrrgghh!

Note : This is a very looong survey, so therefore i will not tag anybody.. Those who copy and fill this survey please tell me so i can read your answers.. Heheheh~

Luv,
Roz...